It was Thursday night and I had still come up with no plan to free Kara from Kyle's grip. We were hanging out tonight before she went to stay with Kyle. I thought maybe if I knew why she liked Kyle so much I could learn to accept him to, so I asked her, "So if you no he's a cheating dog, why do you like Kyle so much that it doesn't matter?"
"I don't like him per say," she admitted and I was more stunned. Why would she be so involved with someone she doesn't like? "If I marry Kyle he'll give me a child and then he'll be so busy playing the field he'll leave me alone. That's real all I want from a husband so you and I can raise our kids in peace."
"If that's the case then why don't we just adopt and forget the men," I chuckled. Kara's face wasn't that of amusement.
"My mom will kill me if I don't give her a grandchild."
"Then we could just use a sperm donor."
"I don't want to be left behind when you get married."
"What about me?" I asked without thinking and Kara looked at me in utter confusion, "You keep talking about marriage and I would accept you leaving me behind for love, but you don't even like this guy forget love. You can pursue him if you want, but I'm never getting married. The person I love will never love me back and unlike you have no plans of building a loveless shame marriage just to make society, my family, or even you happy. So if you want to leave me behind go ahead. If you want to raise children together I'd be happy to look into options, but stop using me as an excuse. I don't want this," I was shouting, my whole body was shaking. I knew I had lost my composure, but I didn't care anymore. My best friend was being taken from me and I was tired of having her say it was for me.
"Wait you're already in love? Who was smooth enough to win your heart?" She had picked up on the one thing I would never repeat. My anger and frustration had dragged the truth out of the depths of my heart where I kept it safely hidden. NOw I could admit the truth, lie, or run.
"That is a secret. It's best if you don't know. Sorry Kara can we just forget I said it."
"I see, guess I' m the only one who thought we were closer than any two friends. Fine then keep your secrets. I'm going to Kyle's tomorrow. I can get a new roommate next term if you want sorry you've been stuck with me for so long," she said her voice low and trembling with hurt.
"Kara, it's not like that. I have never known two people closer than us. I mean ever. Do you really want to know? Even knowing it could make you hate me and it will definitely change or friendship forever."
"Wait is it my dad?"
"WHAT! You're disgusting. Why would I like your dad?"
"We'll you said I might hate you. For the record even then I'd love you so please just tell me."
"You, Kara, it's always been you," I told her and tears started to fall from my eyes. I couldn't believe I had said that. I tried not to even admit it to myself, but there it was I had always loved Kara and I knew in my heart I always would. However I also knew Kara wanted a traditional family and I couldn't give her that.
"Me too. That's why I wanted a man who would never be around. I was even hopeful we could get side by side town houses or even share a house."
"Why do we need men?" I asked and Kara looked at me, the confusion in her eyes obvious.
"I want a family and I can't adopt alone and I can't afford any artificial means. I'm going to have a baby and it will probably be with Kyle."
That was her final word on the matter and I left broken hearted. The woman I loved, loved me too, but even so she would never choose me.
The next week I had swallowed my hurt and I had laid my plans. By now Kara would have given her most precious gift to that dirt bag Kyle and she would of probably started laying hints she wanted to be more serious. So I texted Kyle and set up a meet and when I got there he looked excited. He was in for a surprise.
"Finally ready to cash in the rain check?" He asked smugly.
"I'm Kara's roommate. I only ever agreed to go out with you to get evidence you're a cheating dog. Turns out though she doesn't care," I watched his face go paler and paler as I spoke, "I'm in love with Kara," I confessed and now he looked scared, "Calm down, she made it clear she will never pick me over you. So you can have my virginity, but it will cost you. Kara basically told me she will never let you go. So if you test that theory for me, no matter what she does I'll sleep with you."
"Ok. What kind of test?"
"I want you to insist she has a three way with you. I mean you guys have slept together right?"
"Yeah, but just the once. I would never suggest a three way so soon."
"That's the deal."
"What if she says yes?"
"Then you can fuck me in front of my best friend," I told him flatly and he started fidgeting obviously excited by the prospect.
"Yeah, ok, we can try."
With that I left the little perv and headed back to the dorm. Kara was there studying. Her eyes vacant and her body limp. She looked exhausted and defeated.
"Tiara, you're back. I thought you left me."
I smiled wide, but my heart aches with the weight of our reality. This was something we could truly never get past, "Kara, you really don't love Kyle at all, right? And um you meant what you said to me? And, and you'll always keep me close and never hate me no matter what?"
"Correct I don't love Kyle, in fact he disgusts me. Yes I meant every word I said. Finally unless you kill my parents I think we'll be good."
"Then I'm fine to. I'll find a way to make what you need work. We can both be happy some day," I said in the softest voice I'd ever heard, but it was all I could muster. I hugged her and patted her back. We stayed like that for a long time then I went to bed.
It had almost a month sense I had talked to Kyle and I was beginning to think he had changed his mind, but then Thursday morning I got a message, "Tomorrow night Grand Hotel 6:30. She'll be blindfolded waiting for us. Before you get upset she knows I'm bringing another woman, but I figured we should control when she finds out it's you."
I just sent back a smiley face.
We opened the door and Kara was naked her forbidden tan lines captivating me instantly. I know Kara loved me, but I hadn't had the courage to ask if she was attracted to me, but I knew since high school that I wanted her and here in this dimly lit room she did not disappoint.
"We're here babe, your safe," Kyle told Kara as I ogled every inch of her nude form, "Suck her nipples babe she loves that."
With Kyle's encouragement I leaned over Kara and took her right nipple into my mouth and as sucked and fondled I could feel Kyle removing my pants, but I just focused on the beauty in front of be as the pain of my first time surged threw me. I hugged Kara tight pushed my head into her cleavage gritting my teeth and waited for the pain to pass. As it did I pushed away from Kara putting my weight on her shoulders and staring at her face.
"Kara, you should take the blindfold off now," Kyle said and before I could even process what was happening I was locking eyes with the woman I loved while I was being violated by her boyfriend, "We're going to have a lot of fun tonight."
"Tiara?" Kara looked confused and hurt, but lost in the moment I let Kyle's thrust push me forward and I kissed her deeply. She returned my kiss with increasing urgency. We were desperately enthralled with each other and Kyle was becoming more energetic by the moment. The three of us had sex while me and Kara made love. I don't remember much of that evening, but by the end me and Kara were holding each other telling Kyle we'd call him.
"Tiara, you bitch. You didn't tell me she loved you too," he understood now I had used him and he didn't like it.
"Don't worry babe. We want to have a family. So why we're young, hot, and innocent you are going to fuck us crazy. Then once we are both pregnant you're going to disappear to your next conquest. Wins for everybody."
"Wow you guys are amazing," he said and happily left the room.
I got pregnant in less than a week. It took Kara almost another month. We would both give birth while still in school, but we would be a family and we were happy. Kyle kept is word and never contacted us after Kara's positive pregnancy test. I think life is going to be hard, but I can't wait.