Now that you know my story, how do you think I feel?
I have woken up for the second time or maybe it is the first and the previous thing was just a dream. I look at the tops of the trees and they move slightly, which makes me feel a little relieved. I have already decided that I will get up and move forward. I won't ask so much. I'll just observe.
The surroundings are almost identical. I look at the trees, they are all the same species, a species unknown to me. Even so, they must have some use. I slowly rotate 360 degrees on my own axis and prepare to observe everything as far as my vision can reach. In 360 degrees, the distance and the forest share the same territories.
I inhale and exhale, I have already made the decision to get up. A strong breeze lifts the leaves and prevents me from observing the surroundings, if I compare it with my nightmare this is new. If in a dream I walked there, now I will go to the opposite side.
I take one step and then another, I feel optimistic, I look at the tops of the trees and they continue to move a little. This is reality not a dream.
You?
No, I won't listen to you. Whoever planted these trees planted them at the same time.
Steps, steps, steps.
Only silence and footsteps.
I think I'll lie down next to a tree.
Strong cold breeze!
It was a very cold and familiar breeze, which I felt behind me. I recognize that breeze. No, I'll just lie down.
I think I'm a little tired.
Steps, steps, steps.
I feel sleepy, I'm lying on the brown floor, the same way I was when I woke up. I look at the top of the trees and my optimism is erased, when I see the stillness of the leaves and the silence of the forest.