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Chapter 41 - Chapter 41: You Don't Have a Shred of Possessiveness!

"My story with Eclipse?"

At the mention of this topic, forget Digital, the other horse girls also instantly stopped what they were doing, their ears perked up high.

Seeing their reaction, Shinji showed a wry smile. "What's so curious about that? And hasn't Eclipse already told you all?"

Indeed, in the LINE group chat that only had horse girls, Eclipse had told them some things about her and Shinji. And when someone asked, she had never hidden her relationship with him. But the problem was, she said very little, and her descriptions were extremely general, sometimes to the point where saying it was the same as not saying it. After all, Eclipse was not a talkative person by nature. Although she had taken the lead in creating the LINE group, she was the one who spoke the least in it. Most of the time, she was just lurking, and rarely spoke unless she was called upon.

As for the other horse girls, it wasn't that they didn't chat about other things in the group. For example, what to eat today, what to eat tomorrow, what to eat the day after, whether to eat together, where to eat... okay, it was mainly Oguri and Special Week who were talking about these things.

Teio preferred to talk about training-related matters, occasionally forwarding some pictures and texts about Rudolf, and occasionally taking a jab at Tachyon when she had nothing to do.

As for Tachyon, she was more casual and would post whatever came to her mind, but most of it was related to scientific experiments, and occasionally taking a jab at Teio when she had nothing to do.

Grass Wonder had also joined the group but, being very aware of her outsider status, basically never spoke. And Agnes Digital hadn't even joined the group.

But no matter how many topics there were in the group, what everyone was most concerned and curious about was always the one and only thing: what exactly was the relationship between Shinji and Eclipse. And, for some unknown reason recently, this topic had been brought up with increasing frequency. Even Grass Wonder, who held herself to the standard of a Yamato Nadeshiko, had for once become interested in this topic. Often, when someone brought it up, a strange feeling would begin to stir within her, and then she couldn't help but start lurking.

Faced with the curious gazes of the crowd, Shinji thought for a moment, glanced at Eclipse, and after confirming that she didn't object, he scratched his head. "It's not something that can't be said. It's fine even if you tell others. It might just be a little boring... are you sure you want to hear it?"

"Of course."

And so, Shinji began his story.

...

Just as he had said, there wasn't much to tell about him and Eclipse.

An ordinary orphan, wandering everywhere to survive, and then, while surviving in the wilderness, he picked up a horse girl of unknown origin. However, although he was the one who "picked her up," in reality, she was doing quite well on her own at the time. He, on the other hand, was in a rather sorry state and was even given food by her. Later, in terms of daily life, he was always the one being taken care of.

But later, as time went on, his talent began to show, and he began to travel around, scrounging for food to fill her seemingly black-hole-like stomach. And so, traveling all the way, the two slowly grew up, and then it was now.

It was a very simple story, just that some details and inconvenient events were omitted.

For example, when they first started wandering, it wasn't just to fill Eclipse's stomach. Shinji had actually wanted to find a place to settle down. Even if he couldn't continuously drain one area dry, it was always good to have a fixed home to go back to.

But Eclipse had said she was looking for someone, and she didn't know where that person was, what their name was, or what they looked like. She only knew they were a trainer, and she was abnormally insistent on this.

Shinji couldn't win against her, so he had to follow her in her search. But after searching for a few years, Eclipse suddenly gave up. When he asked for the reason, she wouldn't say, and if he asked too much, she would get angry, which was extremely rare for her.

And when Eclipse gave up her search, his bizarre talent as a trainer had already begun to show. After giving up on finding that person, Eclipse began to hint, intentionally or unintentionally, that she wanted him to become a trainer. But he didn't accept.

It was fine to help out here and there while traveling, but if he really became a trainer, he didn't want to end up in a basement at a young age.

But no matter how he resisted, in the end, he still came to the main Tracen campus. And not because of Eclipse's request. Their relationship was the kind where, no matter what happened, they would not force the other to do something they didn't like. Although it was clear that Eclipse wanted him to be a trainer, as long as he himself didn't want to, she would never force him to come.

What really made him choose to come to Tracen were some other things that had happened.

He worked at a restaurant, and the next day the restaurant was shut down.

He set up a stall at a night market, and the next night the night market was banned.

Even when he went up the mountain to pick some things to sell for money, the next day a big fire started in the mountain, burning down all the picking spots he knew.

But only when dealing with matters related to horse girls, forget about accidents, he was as lucky in this regard as he was unlucky elsewhere. Sometimes he was so lucky that he himself found it ridiculous.

This was no longer something that could be explained by luck.

However, even so, Shinji did not, like the protagonists of the novels he had read before, shout something like "My fate is in my own hands," and then fight against fate.

He gave up.

Anyway, he wasn't an arrogant person. It was more accurate to say he went with the flow. Since his luck would be good when dealing with horse girl related matters, then he would just deal with horse girl matters. Anyway, living was living. Since he could live more comfortably by following the direction fate gave him, why did he have to go against it? Wasn't that just looking for trouble?

And he had come to Tracen, although for money, the main reason was actually for Eclipse.

He had already given up on himself. He didn't care what happened to him. Even without much income, he could live very freely—but what about Eclipse?

He could sleep under a bridge with a small blanket and agree with everyone he met, and he wouldn't feel the slightest bit embarrassed, because he was shameless—but what about Eclipse?

He could huddle in a cold, damp corner, and even if his body rotted and grew worms, he wouldn't care—but what about Eclipse?

Even knowing that even if he wanted to rot in a corner, she would follow, he couldn't accept such a thing. He could not care about himself, but he could not not care about Eclipse.

And so, he began to need money, and not just a little. And then he came to Tracen.

And it wasn't just coming to Tracen. Even this team, he had established it for Eclipse.

Since coming here, this was the first time he had seen Eclipse take the initiative to interact with others, and even make friends, outside of his own requests. From Tokai Teio, to Oguri and Special Week, and then to Agnes Tachyon. Looking back at their joining process, it was basically him finding reasons to refuse from the very beginning, and just as he was about to succeed in refusing, she would suddenly intervene, and then the situation would instantly reverse, completing a comeback.

Shinji always did what he said. If he said he would slack off, he would stick to it to the end. But if it was related to Eclipse, then... that was another matter.

As for Grass Wonder and Agnes Digital, although he had agreed, the two of them were just in name only and didn't actually belong to this team.

During training, passersby would often guess that Eclipse was the trainer of this team. Although the guess was wrong, it wasn't completely wrong. Because in the end, this team was brought up by her, and Shinji was just helping her out.

As for the relationship between the two, especially Eclipse's feelings for him... To be honest, he still couldn't understand what she was thinking.

But he was sure of one thing: Eclipse's feelings for him were definitely not 'love'.

When he had just come of age, he had once joked with her that he was finally an adult and could do some adult things, like visiting a brothel. But the expected shyness or anger did not appear. She just calmly lowered her head and thought for a moment, then looked up and asked in a very serious tone if she could do it. The family's finances were tight, and this would save money. Or, if he didn't like her, or didn't want to be with her, could she go with him? She didn't mind watching from the side to learn, or even a threesome.

And this kind of conversation had happened not once or twice, but many times.

Shinji couldn't understand what she was thinking, nor did he understand what her feelings for him were. But after so many conversations, he at least understood one thing.

And that was that Eclipse didn't mind jumping him at all. And she seemed to think it was no big deal. A few times, she had even said that after they did it, their relationship would remain the same, and there was no need for any change. If he wanted to find other horse girls, she wouldn't mind, and she could even provide help if he needed it—but the problem was, he really couldn't act as if nothing had happened after they did it.

And this was also why, although Eclipse always said she would jump him, he still thought she was very safe. Because Eclipse didn't have a shred of possessiveness. He even suspected she had sharing power.

As for the safety he had mentioned at the beginning, looking at it now, it seemed a bit too safe, and had instead become a danger.

After that, in this push and pull, time came to the present, and he had also finished telling the girls the story of him and Eclipse.

As for their relationship, because it was too special, it was not easy for him to say, but he also echoed Eclipse's words and directly stated that the two were not lovers, and there wasn't even a hint of romance.

It's just that for some reason, after these words fell, a sound of tails swishing back and forth was heard in the clubroom. But this sound was fleeting and did not attract Shinji's attention.

And after that...

"To think, to think it's this kind of feeling! This pure feeling between a human and a horse girl, it's too precious—"

Precious (尊い, toutoi), is the adjective Agnes Digital uses when she sees something she finds beautiful. If you can't understand it, you can also replace it with another word.

Bliss (至福, shifuku).

After saying that, Digital's eyes lit up, her nose started to bleed, and she fell straight backward—she tends to get like this when she gets too excited. If Shinji hadn't quickly caught her, she might have fallen directly onto the floor.

"So, what now?"

Everyone looked at each other, and finally, Shinji was the first to break the silence, sighing. "Anyway, let's take her to the infirmary first."

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