Chapter 45: Looming Danger
Just as he was lost in his thoughts, Lirael's fingers twitched.
A faint, trembling motion, delicate and uncertain. Then her breathing became heavier, uneven, as if her body were trying to reach out even in sleep.
Ethan leaned closer, instinctively reaching out. His hand hovered just above hers before he finally gave in, letting his fingers brush gently against her palm.
The moment he did, her hand twitched once more—this time curling faintly and weakly, but unmistakably around his.
"…Even now, huh? Still holding on." His voice was low, a wry smile tugging at his lips. But there was tenderness there too. He gave her hand the faintest squeeze, steady, reassuring.
"Rest," he murmured, voice soft, carrying the weight of his promise. "I'll watch over you until you wake. That's the promise I made."
Her breathing steadied, the subtle lines of strain on her face easing, as if she'd heard him in some distant dream. Ethan leaned back, finally allowing himself a fraction of relief, her hand still lightly resting in his. The room's silence wrapped around them, no longer heavy but quieter.
And then—a faint chime echoed in his vision.
A new line of text appeared across the translucent interface:
[System Notification]
Residual Foreign Energy Detected
Foreign signal released from Subject: Lirael Vaerune
Direction traced: Northeast — Kingdom of Thorneveil
Ethan froze. His breath caught. "…A signal?" His grip on her hand tightened just slightly. Thoughts raced through his mind like wildfire. If the system detected it, then someone—or something—else could too.
His gaze drifted back to her face, serene, unknowing, and a pang of frustration struck him.
Damn it. Did breaking the seal just put a target on her back?
But then, slowly, her eyes opened. A soft, hesitant blink, then another. She didn't move at first, only stared forward, as if recalling the event that occured, her gaze turned intense, unseeing—or perhaps seeing something invisible to everyone else. Ethan allowed himself a small, quiet smile.
Maybe she's checking the status screen… bet she'll be shocked. Heh.
Then, the unthinkable happened. Her eyes welled up, shimmering with an unspoken torrent of emotion. Within moments, the first tear slipped down her cheek, and then another, until it became an unstoppable stream.
Without warning, she jolted upright, knees digging into the bed, and flung herself toward him.
She pressed against him, leaning into his neck, wrapping her arms tightly around him as if to anchor herself in the tangible world. Her face buried against his collarbone, her tears soaking his tunic and she began sobbing in earnest. The sounds were raw and shattering—half-cries, half-whispers, mingling thanks and desperate relief.
"…Th-thank you… thank you… I… I can't… I've waited so long…" her voice cracked, muffled against him, words tumbling out in a jumble of gratitude and disbelief. "…It's finally… gone… the curse… finally gone…"
Ethan stayed still, letting her cry. His chest rose and fell steadily beneath her, each exhale a silent promise of safety. He moved from his chair and sat on the bed, sliding one arm around her back while the other found its way to the top of her head, fingers threading through her soft hair.
He gently patted her head, over and over, murmuring softly:
"I know… I know… it's over now. You're safe. I've got you."
Her sobs gradually slowed, though the tremor in her body lingered. The warmth of their closeness, the steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath her ear and the soft hum of reassurance from his words anchored her fraying sense of self. Her hands clutched at his tunic, her nails digging in slightly, as if the touch alone could ground her to reality.
"You… you didn't have to do it alone," he whispered, voice thick with quiet emotion, bending his head just enough to brush a kiss against the crown of her hair.
She shivered faintly at the contact, her breath hitching, but she didn't pull away. Instead, she pressed herself closer, as if clinging to the warmth of his words.
"I promised," he continued, his lips lingering for a heartbeat before pulling away. "And I always keep my promises."
Her shoulders shook against him, but slowly, her cries softened into quiet sniffles. Her grip loosened slightly, though she refused to let go entirely, letting her body melt into his.
Ethan lowered his head again, this time pressing a kiss gently against her fair forehead. She stiffened for a moment—a tiny, startled shiver—but then exhaled shakily, the tension leaving her body as she leaned into the touch, silently allowing it.
The room, dim and silent save for the gentle sound of her breathing, felt alive with the intimacy of shared relief and raw vulnerability.
"I… I was so scared…" she murmured finally, voice trembling but clearer now. "I thought… I'd never…free..."
"And now you are," Ethan replied, voice firm but gentle, brushing his thumb along the side of her cheek to wipe away what remained of her tears. "You're free, Lirael. Every last bit of it."
Her forehead pressed against his shoulder, eyes still glistening. "I… I can't believe… I can really…"
"You can," he said, a smile brushing his lips despite the tears on her face. "Finally. And I'll stay right here… until you're sure."
The two of them stayed there for long moments, wrapped together in warmth and quiet, the outside world—and even the looming threat of the signal—held at bay by this precious peace.
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After what felt like an eternity, Lirael's sobs finally quieted. Her breathing had steadied, and the storm of raw emotion slowly gave way to something gentler, calmer. She clung to Ethan still, her body unwilling to part, but her mind began to catch up with reality.
And that's when it hit her.
Her eyes widened against his chest as the realization of her position crashed down on her like a wave. W-what am I doing?! Heat rushed to her cheeks, spreading quickly down her neck, her body betraying her racing thoughts. Her ears—usually concealed beneath the faint shimmer of her illusion—were now flushed a deep red, peeking through as the magic wavered from her exhaustion. She buried her face even deeper against him, as if hiding could erase the burning warmth rising in her body.
Ethan, oblivious at first, kept his hand soothingly on her back, holding her steady. But then—he felt it. Her heartbeat suddenly accelerated against his chest, pounding quick and erratic, nothing like the calm rhythm moments ago. His eyes narrowed in amusement.
He tilted his head slightly, catching the flush spreading across the tips of her pointed ears. A grin tugged at his lips, slow and unmistakably mischievous.
"You know…" his voice carried a teasing lilt, breaking the heavy silence. "What you just did now… there's no taking that back."
Lirael froze, her shoulders stiffening, but she refused to lift her head. Instead, she pressed her face further into his chest, wishing the earth would just swallow her whole. I can't!… I can't show my face right now…
Ethan chuckled, the sound vibrating against her cheek where it rested against his chest. "Come on, you're just going to stay hidden in there? What happened to that proud glare of yours? Hiding now?"
Her arms only tightened around him in answer, nails curling slightly into his tunic. Inside, her mind spiraled. No, no, no…! If I lift my head, I'll die of embarrassment! I should just find a hole somewhere and bury myself…
Ethan's laughter grew, warm and unrestrained, filling the quiet room. He leaned down slightly, voice soft but playful. "How long are we staying like this, hmm? I'm starting to think you plan to keep me prisoner."
Finally, her muffled voice emerged, trembling but firm enough: "…A bit longer."
Ethan blinked, surprised—then let out another amused laugh. "Oh? Demanding now, are we?" Her arms squeezed tighter around him, making her answer clear.
He sighed lightly, a crooked smile on his face. "Well… it's already happened, so a little more doesn't hurt. And honestly…" he gave a soft squeeze in return, "being hugged by a beautiful elf isn't exactly a bad feeling."
Lirael's heart skipped violently at the word elf. Her breath caught. Wait… elf?
Her head snapped up so quickly it startled him, wide eyes meeting his amused grin. Her flushed ears twitched in panic as she stammered, "W-wait—how do you know I'm… an elf?"
Ethan simply lifted a brow and gestured with his chin toward the side of the bed. "Your amulet."
She followed his gaze, and her stomach dropped. The amulet at her neck, meant to mask her features, was cracked—fine, webbing lines spreading dangerously across its surface. One wrong touch and it would likely shatter. Her hand flew to it instinctively, clutching it close.
"I-I didn't mean to hide it from you," she stammered, ears trembling visibly now that the illusion faltered. Her voice was small, uncertain, the raw emotion from earlier still lingering. "I just—"
"You don't need to explain," Ethan cut her off gently, his tone carrying a calm weight that steadied her panic. "Everyone has their own reasons and conditions. I understand."
Her lips parted slightly, eyes softening at the sincerity in his gaze.
"But," he added, leaning forward just enough for his words to brush close, "promise me one thing—from now on, no more hiding between us. Alright?"
The vulnerability in her chest twisted. She lowered her eyes for a moment, then slowly nodded, her voice steadying. "…I promise. No more secrets. Not with you."
His smile returned, softer this time. "Good. And for what it's worth…" his hand lifted, brushing a stray lock of soft hair from her face, "from the moment I first saw you, I knew. Elf or not, you weren't fooling me."
Her breath hitched, her chest warming at the quiet confession. She lowered her gaze again, but this time the weight of shame was gone, replaced by something warmer—trust, fragile but real.
"…Thank you," she whispered. "And don't worry. I won't hide anything from now on."
"Hm. That's better," Ethan said, giving her forehead a gentle tap with his finger, though his smile carried a playfulness beneath the tenderness.
The silence that followed wasn't heavy—it was comfortable, a stillness where unspoken understanding lingered. Yet Ethan's expression shifted slightly, the teasing fading from his features as something more serious took its place.
"Hmm…" his voice grew quieter, though steady, "and there's one more thing we need to talk about. Something serious."