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Volume 3: Marriage Arc, Chapter 3 Part 1
Thinking about this, Chen Yi turned to look at Lin Qingrou. The elegantly beautiful young woman was still intently watching the movie screen, her expression exactly like that "model child" in the classroom that he treasured in his memories. Her features had opened up with a bit more allure and sexiness added to her cuteness. She was taller now, her figure even more shapely and sexy, the hand holding his was even slimmer and more delicate yet just as cool and soft as always. Her hair was longer than in childhood, and the childish energy had faded, replaced by an air of gentle calm as she sat peacefully...
She watched the movie, he watched her. It was only now that Chen Yi realized just how beautiful his beloved girlfriend was. Having grown up together and never been apart, he'd gotten used to seeing her, easily overlooking the details. He always knew she was pretty, but only by observing her quietly like this did he realize: after all these years, she's become so beautiful it was hard to believe…
Such a gorgeous, charming girl to think she was his childhood soulmate, and now, his lover. A surge of pride bubbled in Chen Yi's heart, but looking at Lin Qingrou's swollen belly brought an unavoidable ache. The girl he never left for a moment since childhood, now sat beside him heavily pregnant, carrying a child that came from another man… They'd thrust deep into his most precious love, wantonly satisfying their selfish desires inside her, left their seed without responsibility, then left… Eventually, she'd returned to his side, only to tell him plainly that she would have someone else's baby...
The pain… was too much… His heart hurt so much!
But looking at Lin Qingrou's slender figure with her swollen belly, then feeling the chill in the air, Chen Yi gently picked up his jacket and draped it over the beloved bump his girlfriend's stomach that swelled with another man's seed...
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Only then did Lin Qingrou finally come back to herself, her gaze turning from the screen to her familiar boyfriend beside her.
"Ah? What's wrong? Why do you look like you're about to cry?"
Lost in the movie moments ago, she was startled by her boyfriend's gentle gesture, only to see his twisted face and teary eyes with no idea why Chen Yi suddenly looked this way...
"Wha what's wrong?!"
Lin Qingrou asked anxiously, confused, and it was only then that Chen Yi realized his face had gone all scrunched up without notice. He quickly wiped his tears, but even as he snapped out of his thoughts, the ache in his chest remained…
But even if not spoken aloud, the two of them, so well acquainted, never really had secrets. So even without words, Lin Qingrou could mostly guess the reason. She actually knew she'd gone too far, but her own inexplicable fetishes proved impossible to resist. Now, seeing the wrecked expression on her beloved's face, no matter how aroused she may usually be, she couldn't help but feel heartache.
"I'm sorry…"
"Huh?"
Seeing himself cry unexpectedly, Chen Yi had no time to worry about his overwhelming ache, and hurriedly turned away to fix his embarrassing face, only to hear his girlfriend's voice go low and distraught. He turned back, confused.
"I'm sorry, darling… I know I've gone way too far…"
Even though he was hurting so much he couldn't hold back tears, seeing Lin Qingrou's head bowed, meekly muttering in a small voice, still softened his heart. Lin Qingrou leaned her body into Chen Yi's chest, so he hugged her tight, feeling both her softness and heat, as well as the sharp pain that came with her bulging belly.
"I really, really love you… I wish I could be a clean, chaste wife only you could touch~ But… darling, I really can't help it… I just can't help giving myself to other men you know it! I've never been good at talking since I was young; all I can do is mess with people I love… I love you so much! You know, darling? Since I was little! But whenever you feel pain because of me, I can't stop myself… I admit I'm a slut! A tramp! A dirty whore! But my love for you is real! I dream of being with you… I dream of marrying you!"
Listening to her confessions muffled in his chest, Chen Yi felt both moved and, because of that emotion, even greater pain…
"It's okay! I actually really like it this way! When I see you with other people, I get super excited! It hurts… but I really like the feeling!"
"Really?"
Hearing Chen Yi's words, Lin Qingrou lifted her head slightly, her eyes shifting, glancing at him somewhat nervously.
"Really! I love you more than anyone! I love everything about you! No matter what you become, no matter what you do, I'll love you! Even if you make me wear the green hat, I'll still love you! It's just… a little heartache…"
"Don't you like it?"
"Huh?"
"You don't like the heartache?"
"..."
Chen Yi paused. Since she insisted on asking, it was hard to answer. Brought up by mainstream morals, no matter how much he accepted "training" or loved Lin Qingrou, or how willing he was to take her as she was, having the woman you love so much go to other men letting them into what was supposed to be yours would always hurt. The roots of his upbringing were too deep to change. But after so much time, and so many events that could be called "scandalous," the new kink inside him acted like a narcotic, numbing the pain with excitement. The "green hat" was becoming an addiction, the whirlpool of desire ever larger, threatening to swallow him whole… He knew the pain's source, yet still went willingly, terrified and expectant for the "next dose"…
"I… I don't know… It hurts so much… but… it's both painful and exciting… I… I like it!"
Like a dying man's last injection of painkiller before passing away, his twisted fetish and bottomless indulgence became the plunger, injecting a personality-destroying dose straight to his veins. Chen Yi gave up everything, only to make his beloved happy.
"If you get excited then the heartache should get better, right?"
Chen Yi shivered. It turned out Lin Qingrou's cool, soft hand had slipped into his pants at some point, cool fingers gently closing around him, making him tremble all over…
The brutal thoughts just now had left him both physically and emotionally fragile; the sensation of her hand, its coolness, the heat of his cock, immediately brought him to the edge.
"Wait… I'm going to !"
Lin Qingrou hadn't gripped tightly, but used a delicate, skilled touch instead; her hand pumping masterfully, Chen Yi, who had been trained to the brink of early climax, couldn't last. To keep from messing his pants, he tried to warn her, but she didn't stop she leaned in and whispered beside his ear:
"I'm sorry There's no turning back for me anymore Darling… where should a cuckold slave cum?"
Trying to stave off his orgasm, Chen Yi gritted his teeth; under such teasing he couldn't think, so only managed an honest, instinctive reply…
"At your feet! Xiaorou… I… I should cum at your feet! Wuuuhhh…"
Skillful as a born succubus from countless lovers, Lin Qingrou could make a man cum with only her hands. There are no miracles or willpower here; when she teased, no endurance would save him. The second he finished his confession, it was over; his semen surged to the tip…
The next instant, Chen Yi felt his cock suddenly enveloped in something soft and a little damp…
Looking down, he realized Lin Qingrou had, at some point, taken off her boot. The fluffy fur trim was soft, but his glans could feel the dampness from her sweaty foot.
"A true cuck should learn to cum quickly, otherwise it gets tiring hurry up and cum~"
Chen Yi's brain seemed to detonate. Seeing his pregnant beloved holding the boot just removed and pressing it against him, his embarrassingly small cock, long denied, couldn't take such humiliation. Trembling all over, he came an unbelievable amount into her boot.
After the movie, walking home, Chen Yi was dazed he couldn't remember a thing about the plot, his mind only replaying her exquisitely beautiful stockinged feet sliding into the boot still warm with his cum, lost in the clouds…
Back home after dinner, looking at Lin Qingrou across the table, he almost forgot all about sex, excitement, pain and absurdities just enjoying the dream-like feeling of sharing a roof with his beloved.
But after dinner, seeing her belly, Chen Yi knew the fairy-tale marriage he once dreamed of was already lost to him forever…
Heart aching, he took her hand to the bed, asked her to rest, and cleaned up after the meal.
Lin Qingrou leaned on the bed, watching Chen Yi tidying up quietly in the kitchen: the man she'd loved since she was a girl, and then looked down at her own bulging belly someone else's child inside. Despite how much she loved him, she'd left, let him watch as she was impregnated by a black man, and was so consumed with guilt that she could only clamp her smooth white thighs together and rub them in secret…
When he returned from the kitchen, he saw Lin Qingrou was naked on the bed, posing seductively for him…
This scene made Chen Yi's heart pound. Though her belly was big, and her body covered with suggestive tattoos, she was no longer the "innocent girl" of the past now "the pregnant wife," but she attracted him still more. After half a year of celibacy since she went abroad, and so many orgasms in these two days, his body was exhausted, but seeing his once-innocent girlfriend's tainted body, the pain only made his shrunken, locked-up cock spring up again.
"Darling Come to the bed"
Seeing Chen Yi dazed in the doorway, Lin Qingrou's eyes narrowed with a bewitching look, her voice seductive and wanton a fox-spirit luring her prey.
Familiar face, body, voice, but gestures and tone totally at odds with the pure, lively first love in his heart, the contrast sent Chen Yi's mind spinning pain, excitement, heartbreak, humiliation, even a sliver of fear. But when called by his lover, he responded instantly and obediently.
"Hehehe What a good boy Even though your girlfriend's belly is so big, about to have another man's baby, you still care for her… I'm so touched Hehehe"
Suddenly, she lifted her pale slender leg and pressed her foot onto Chen Yi's face. Stunned, he started to resist, but quickly settled down and submissively rubbed his face against her foot. It was soft, a little sweaty, and the foot-odor, combined with the still-damp flesh, left him dizzy with desire. He opened his mouth and began to lick her sole, tongue gliding over her pink skin, licking her foot clean, all the while lying under her, gazing up at his beloved her naked body, belly swollen by another, his pain and humiliation heightening the excitement, saliva trailing between tongue and foot when she lifted it…
"Hehe Such a good dog I'll reward you by letting you cum on my foot~"
As she said this, her foot pressed on his crotch. Though she wasn't rough, the sound of contact, mixed with wetness, and the sensation on his cock made his body jerk violently. Looking up at his beloved, single foot planted between his legs, her body speaking of countless times another man plunged his cock between those thighs, filling her with his seed proof of the impregnation obvious in her swollen belly, and the dainty foot trampling his cock adorned with a spade tattoo, a sign she's been ravished by that black beast… He, meanwhile, never once entering her, only lying on his back, joyfully accepting her loving humiliation.
Fizz fizz fizz…
The sticky, lewd sound at his groin hammered the humiliation home. Chen Yi, writhing in pain and pleasure, heard Lin Qingrou's voice:
"Hehe Darling I'm still sporting a big belly here Not your kid, but it's tiring Good dog should consider my needs Come on, cum for me"
In his inner storm, her words stabbed at him. But, held so tightly, he had no anger only pain and trembling submission, cumming furiously under her skilled footjob.
"Yah Hehe You really came, huh~"
Feeling the hot spurt under her sole, Lin Qingrou beamed like a delighted child. Chen Yi, seeing his beloved naked, pregnant by another, the tattooed skin, practiced and sexy feet all of it should have created only a perverse scene, yet on her face was an innocent, lively smile. The shock reminded Chen Yi of the truth: the pure girl of his dreams was sent by him to other men again and again; she became who she was today through his own indulgence. No matter how many times it happened, the agony still hurt to the point of tears…
"Phew So tired"
But Lin Qingrou seemed very satisfied, stretching out next to Chen Yi, gently putting her arms around his neck, and pressing her whole soft body to his side. Whispering in his ear and licking it, she said:
"Hehe So fast Really turns out you're a premature loser now Your cum just trickles out Did you know? When black daddies came inside me, it was like a high-pressure hose, filling up my pussy and womb with one squirt. The cum would even overflow at the join~"
The ticklish lick in his ear made his body go limp, and the vivid description from his beloved drove him to twitch again.
"But I still love you the most No matter how good those big cocks feel, my love's only for you You're the best cuck boyfriend ever Hehe…shaking already? My little doggy's so adorable So…let's reward the little puppy again~"
Without warning, she gripped his cock and masturbated him savagely, combining verbal and physical attacks both on body and spirit.
"Darling Let me remind you Over there, black daddies fucked me every day not just one, but many, many men. Every time Master brought one home, your cute girlfriend stripped down, lay on the bed, spread her thighs, and got fucked~"
Chen Yi knew what had happened; her belly alone was proof enough. But having her say it, with so much detail, each word emphasized to torture him, caused an overwhelming new surge of pleasure and pain.
Before he could cum, she eased the pace, just enough to keep him at the edge never finishing.
"Hehe Dangerous, huh Almost shot, but not yet I haven't bullied you enough yet"
Then she sped up again, licking his ear and continuing:
"Darling, do you know what a girlfriend means? If things go well with no breakups, you'll eventually be husband and wife, and kids are proof of love. So even if she got pregnant, usually any boyfriend would be furious at cheating, right? Hehe But your girlfriend… got pregnant By another man's cock Shot full, inseminated And not only did I not use protection, I didn't have an abortion either I just kept someone else's baby And now… I'm sitting here, jerking off my real boyfriend with my hand, belly big with another's child~"
Her words made Chen Yi tremble, mind blank with agony. The moment before he could cum, she stopped not slowing, but fully pausing hitting his breaking point perfectly, something only she could do.
"Wuuu no…can't…Xiaorou…please let me "
"Nope~"
He begged, voice breaking, but Lin Qingrou was merciless and instantly refused, making his heart twitch.
"I want to keep playing Hehe My little puppy likes it too right? What's the rush? I have plenty more ways to play with you~"
She grabbed her recently removed stockings, slipping one over the trembling cock, held it and pressed the other on his face, looking at him with a devilish smile.
She'd shown that look before, but never so overtly. Chen Yi, a bit scared, opened his mouth not to beg for mercy, but to lick the stocking, intoxicated by the taste and salt. He resolved to let Lin Qingrou do anything; he'd even accepted her having a child outside of their relationship there was nothing he couldn't accept now.
"Hehe You like my feet that much? Even licking my stockings non-stop Good boy~ Then as a reward for my premature little worthless doggy…mmm…"
She began to stroke him quickly, the combination of stocking, her hand, the precum, and every sensation pushed him over instantly
"Come on, green-cuck turtle, cum~"
Just as she finished, she let go, and despite her hand leaving him, his cock stayed hard, delayed for a moment, then spurted stream after stream of white fluid, as if his body was totally out of his control…
"Hehehe Let it out Keep going Squeeze all the worthless cuck cum out"
But before he finished, she grabbed again and stroked, his oversensitive cock overwhelmed, driving him to spasm and jerk, pleasure and pain utterly mixed…
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