Metheea stood in front of the mirror, dressed in Katarthan grays and silver. The fabric was cool against her skin, the silver threads catching the morning light, her long hair braided neatly in the style expected of noble ladies over one shoulder.
Today was her first day at the academy, and she had spent the last week memorizing her subjects and etiquette protocols until her head ached.
Lerima stood behind her, arms crossed. "You look like a proper Katarthan lady now," she said. "Remember to behave as one."
She stiffened. She was Katarthan and Dythrid, belonging to both yet claimed by neither. She didn't belong nowhere but she knew what Lerima meant.
If she acted wrong, she'd die. At least now, there was no Azrayel.
Lerima handed her the syllabus again. "Review your schedule. You will report to your instructors before second bell."
Metheea flipped it open, frowning. "Why do I have physical training lessons?"
"It was added."
"By who?"
"Prince Frakir."
Her hands clenched the paper. Prince Frakir was the crown prince of Dythrid, and her half-brother, who never missed a chance to make her life harder.
She made her way to the southern yard, where physical training was held. The smell of dust and sun-warmed stone filled the air, mingling with the sharp clang of weapons from nearby drills. It was already full.
Mostly boys with a handful of girls and some of them looked just as displeased as her to be there.
The instructor barked at everyone to form lines. She awkwardly stood behind a line of girls.
"This is Physical Class," the instructor shouted. "You'll learn to protect yourselves. You'll learn how to fight. This is a beginner course, easy enough to master in your sleep." He grinned like it was his favorite joke.
"STAND TALL."
Everyone straightened.
Another man walked onto the field.
He was taller than anyone else, and the mood in the yard changed at once.
People whispered.
"The prince." Her heart thudded hard.
Oh no. Not him.
A herald-like voice rang out, "You are standing before His Royal Highness, Crown Prince Azrayel of Katarthan. Descendant of the Flame Dragon. Heir to the throne."
Metheea's chest tightened and her legs went unsteady beneath her, as if something had clamped around her ribs.
Azrayel.
He raised his hand, and everyone went quiet.
The prince stepped forward, calm and steady. "I'm here to welcome the future defenders of Katarthan. This kingdom will depend on you."
He's here again.
She stiffened in her place, barely breathing.
Azrayel's eyes skimmed over the class, then stopped on her. His smirk returned, like a slow pull of silk.
Her feet moved on instinct as the line moved. It took her into the training grounds, past dummies, racks of weapons, and a sparring circle chalked on the stone.
Her gaze drifted back to Azrayel.
He stood there in the corner, casually speaking with the instructors, a confident tilt to his posture, his smile sharp. She couldn't look at him without her stomach turning.
She clenched her fists, willing herself to hold it together, telling herself he won't remember her.
One of the instructors noticed her lingering in the corner. "You," he barked. "Don't just stand there. Get a weapon."
She jumped, startled, and stumbled toward the weapon rack. Her fingers trembled as she picked the smallest blade she could find. The instructor sighed but didn't comment. He stepped beside her, took her arm, and showed her how to swing it once—twice—then moved on to the next student.
She stood frozen with the weapon still in her grip.
She risked a glance at him and realized he was walking toward her.
Her body froze.
She despised how instinct betrayed her, going still at his approach—as if gravity itself drew her in, as if her limbs had forgotten every reason to keep him away and only remembered the dangerous warmth of that night.
"Have we met?" His voice was too smooth and too close.
Metheea didn't dare to lift her head.
"No, Your Highness," she said with careful formality.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw him tilt his head. His steps didn't move, but somehow he still seemed closer. His gaze felt heavy, like it was peeling back skin.
"You wound me," he said, but the smile on his face didn't reach his eyes.
"Sorry, your highness," she mumbled, keeping her eyes on the ground.
He didn't respond. He didn't leave either. He just stood there, watching.
The silence stretched long and heavy, until it became unbearable.
Finally, he turned to the instructors with a quiet laugh, like the whole thing had amused him.
Her knees nearly gave out the moment his back was turned.
She took a step back, then another, until she reached the edge of the training group. She tried to steady her breathing, watching others pair up and begin the sparring rounds. The clink of wood against wood, the stomp of boots on stone—it all blurred into noise.
"Pair up!" barked the instructor.
Metheea blinked. A girl beside her—short, wiry, and freckled—nodded once and raised her practice sword.
Metheea lifted her dagger, unsure.
The girl didn't wait. She lunged.
The sharp crack of their wooden blades colliding rang out, the jolt traveling up Metheea's arm and shocking her back into the moment. The freckled girl pushed forward hard, catching Metheea off balance and throwing her back a step.
But Metheea's grip tightened, and as the girl came in again, she swung hard and clean, catching the girl off guard and knocking the blade from her hand.
The girl stumbled. Metheea stood there, chest heaving.
She had beaten her opponent, and for a moment she could hardly believe it.
"Not bad," a familiar voice drawled behind her. A chill raised the hairs on her neck.
Azrayel stood with arms folded, watching her spar with a half-lidded gaze that made her want to vanish into the stone.
"You've got decent footwork," he said, stepping closer. "But your grip's too tight. You'll tire out fast."
She said nothing, wanting to just make him march to the next student.
"Here," he said, walking around her. "May I?"
She gave a stiff nod, unable to find her voice.
His fingers adjusted her grip with deliberate care. To anyone watching, it looked like nothing more than a casual correction from a prince to a student—but to her, every nerve screamed inside her skin.
"You don't need to strangle the blade," he murmured near her ear.
She stepped away the instant he let go, nearly stumbling.
He smiled. "Tense little thing, aren't you?"
"I prefer not to be touched," she said flatly.
"Hmmm," he murmured. "You seemed to prefer kisses."
She froze.
Her voice sharpened, polite but firm. "Please leave, Your Highness."
He smirked. "I don't know if that's smart. I know your secret."
Then he turned and walked away while she stood there shaking, her dagger still in hand, her secret bleeding between her ribs.