[Kamilla]
"That's a good kitten. You're going to take master's dick so well, aren't you?" his husky voice said against my lips.
The scent of million dollar Scotch on his breath. The sound of his vindictive, sadistic voice as he eased the head of his dick into my pussy. His breath mingling with mine. The taste of lace panties and his cum lingering on my tongue from when I had blown him mere minutes before he got me on my back. Legs spread wide for him.
And then, of course, there was the weight of him on top of me as he prepared to drill into my pussy. All of it was made more powerful by the red silk blindfold he had covering my eyes.
He had me holding my breath with anticipation. My body stiffened as another inch of his dick slid into me. Then he pulled back his dick and slid it even further into me.
Even in my inebriated state, I couldn't stand the idea of looking weak before this asshole.
Soon he'd hit that barrier and then he'd know. The woman he blackmailed into a fuck, 30 year old Kamilla Henderson, Sexy Kitten Writes herself, had zero sexual experience. What would he do then? Would promiscuous playboy Zade Ryder really—
"Hmmmmmmmm!" I moaned fervently, as searing pain ripped through my pussy, before it flooded the rest of my body.
He had given up on easing his dick into me and shoved the whole thing into me, tearing through my hymen like it was nothing. Tears flowed from my shut eyes, staining the blindfold. I soon snapped my mouth shut, fisting the sheets. Anything to stop the water works. My teeth bit down on my lower lip so hard I soon broke skin and tasted coppery blood.
You fucking asshole!
I wanted to scream at him once I'd regained enough of my composure for thoughts, but of course nothing came out. This was my fantasy. He had insisted on stuffing my panties into my mouth instead of a real gag. Then again, we were both probably far too drunk for the real thing. Heaven knew how he got the blindfold on.
I was completely at his mercy. Except I wasn't. I declined him tying me up. He was a shameless dick. Had no tact. So why wasn't I stopping him? My pussy wrapped around his dick. The warmth of his body hovering over mine. Asshole. Cruel. So hot. The stuff of fantasies. Exactly how I wrote him.
"Sorry little one. Master doesn't do gentle," he said nonchalantly, withdrawing his dick from my pussy and shoving it right back into me with a deep stroke, bottoming out inside me once again with a satisfied grunt. "Sexy Kitten Writes' kitty can take a good, rough fuck, can't it, rich bitch?"
The breath hitched in my throat. Was it possible this dickhead had no idea he just took my virginity? What the fuck was I thinking, agreeing to tonight? I meant to stall and find another way to appease him. Kamilla Henderson was usually so quick on her feet. Then the drinking started.
Stubborn idiot that I was, I convinced myself I could drink him under the table, then safely leave him behind. Well fuck me and the dumb decisions I made around him because now I couldn't remember half of what we did. Neon red. What did that sign say?
His fingers caressed my cheek, silence falling between us.
Tell him to get the fuck off me.
The voice in my head screamed at me. A quieter one said something different. Heart pounding in my chest. Whatever else he was, Zade wasn't hard up for pussy. If I asked for this to be over, it would be. Somehow I knew that. For some reason, I was suddenly eerily calm beneath him. I could finally hear the other voice.
A dream first fuck. The stuff of fantasies. Just like in The Ruthless Billionaire's Fuck Toy.
Pillow soft lips crushed mine before trailing down to my neck. The nervous anticipation was building up inside me again. This time it came with something else. Excitement? He was making my fantasy come true after all.
I moaned lightly as he laid featherlight, attentive kisses on my neck. I inadvertently let go and became Kendra, my female lead.
For a second there, I thought he stilled inside me to allow my pussy a moment to accommodate his sizable dick. Considerate. Affectionate. Like a dream first time lover. The air between us was as intimate as the fantasy in my head. I felt content. Finally at ease and eager to be satisfied. Then he spoke and I knew I was living in a dream world.
"You might want to hold on, kitten. Master intends to follow the specifications of chapter one down to the letter," his callous voice taunted me, making my pulse rise.
Anger. Indignation. I wanted to rip the panties that reeked of my arousal right out of my mouth and tell him to go fuck someone else. The feel of his dick being dragged out of my cunt yet again stopped me. As abrupt as the last time, but fuck me, the friction of his dick sliding against my wet pussy walls was boundless bliss.
Euphoria clouded my senses as he slammed back into me, wasting no time building up a steady, rough rhythm. I was moaning furiously despite the panties in my mouth within seconds. My arms and legs wrapped around him to obey his command. To keep my body together somehow as the full force of his thrusts descended on me.
"Gags are sexy as fuck, but Master likes screamers, Kitten. Next time you write Master instructions for how to fuck you, nothing in your pretty mouth but my tongue and dick," he said, his hands grabbing onto my thighs and attempting to open them wider.
I clung to him fiercely, my mind in a haze as I tried to remember what came next in the chapter. Pain and pleasure combined between my legs. My hold on him only tightened.
Frustrated, he went back to thrusting into me, making his discontent known. Deep, hard, merciless thrusts. Grunts of exertion.
"Open your fucking legs, Kamilla," he demanded with a snarl, saying my name for the first time since we reached the hotel suite.
"Hmmhhh, hmmhh, hmmmhh," I moaned like a dumb whore who had forgotten I had full control over my hands.
I could talk to him. Tell him I changed my mind about the next part. Didn't want him doing that to me. In so much fucking pain already. There was that other voice again though. Getting louder and louder by the second.
Dream first fuck. Hot as sin. Hung like horse. Damn good fuck.