Jay's POV:
Since Keifer left, I have only been talking to a few people.
David, C-in, Percy and Aries.
I already told David that I was ready to forgive everyone in Section E (Minus Yuri of course).
"Jay, we made you pancakes again", his voice soft like he was slowly losing hope.
"Thanks Eman" I said, grabbing the plate and giving him a sweet smile.
He jolted up,
"Does that mean you forgive me?!?"
"Yes"
I caught their attention as everyone else asked me if I forgave them. I told them all yes except Yuri.
"WE SHOULD DO A CLASS PARTY NOW THAT JAY-JAY FORGAVE US" Drew shouted.
It was quite obvious that he just wanted free food and he would use this as a way to extort money from us. How disappointing. I don't blame him though, if I was in that much debt I would do the same.
The others agreed with them, starting to plan the party in the group chat. The party date was after Keifer's birthday. They are trying something aren't they?
Who do I care?
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The next few weeks went away quickly, having fun and no troubles. No kidnappings either, which was because Ram's group was done. Section E suspected Keifer did something but it was actually me. He can take the credit for now until the banquet takes place.
On the happier side, Keifer came back. Nevermind, 'happier' can be questionable. I digress. took a long time, I thought he would stay there forever.
When I came into class today he was leaning against the wall waiting for me. I ignored him, after all, who needs a man in their life.
"Jay-"
"What do you want, Keifer?!" I screamed as tears fell down.
"Jay-Jay let me expl-"
"I don't need your explanation!" I ran away to the bathroom before he could grab me.
"Oh my god..Actually scared me" I muttered to myself as I looked in the mirror. Wow, so pretty!!
I can't forgive Keifer yet. He still is annoying. He can wait a bit. I waited for a long time after all. Honestly though, without him I feel empty. These days all I do is work, more work and pretend. I feel like I'm slowly breaking inside again. I'm like healed glass with tiny shards coming out again. My body leaned against the wall as I slowly fell down. My hands were in my hair and my legs were up as I held them.
What if? What if everything turns out wrong? What if? What if everyone is disappointed with me? Am I really a failure? Am I really useless? Why? Why do I get panic attacks at the worst time?! My tears started falling silently as I lowered my head into my knees. It's gonna be okay. You have to continue. This will all be over. You can always leave, Jay. Suck it up. Don't be such a pathetic and weak person. Just suck it up. It's not that deep. No one cares. No one cares. No one cares. No one cares. No one cares about you. Just go die. It doesn't matter. Suck it up. Suck it up. Suck it up.
I found myself punching the bathroom wall to release my frustration. Everything over the years kept piling and building up. I feel like I'm going to break. The blood dripped down my hands as more tears fell. I quickly cleaned up before anyone could see me in this state.
I'm just being dramatic. That's what I always tell myself.
After cleaning myself up and wiping my tears I went back to my classroom where I saw a box of chocolates on my desk. I glanced at Keifer who was looking at me and I sat down. I hope no one notices.
I looked at the chocolate deeply which made Keifer speak up,
"You can have it if you talk with me, then the rest can have it too. If she doesn't touch it no one else can"
If only he knew. If only he knew I hated chocolate. I wish everybody didn't think I liked chocolate. The only reason they do is because when I was a child my mother would always order chocolate cake. I told her I didn't like it but she ignored me. She called me dramatic. From that point on I just ate without complaining. The only chocolate I like is Lindor white chocolate, preferably cooled. I still will pretend.
Section E looked at me with their eyes glimmering of hope.
"Jay pleaseeeee" C-in whined.
"Jay-Jay just eat it!"
"Jay-Jay it's just a small talk'
"No."
"Jay plea-"
"I SAID NO. I WON'T EAT IT." I snapped.
"But-"
"If someone ruined your life and gave you chocolate would you forgive them?" God, these children are really frustrating.
"If the chocolate is expensive, yes," Drew answered.
I stared at him in disbelief. Is this guy serious?
The bar is so low nowadays.
I decided to be nice and open a chocolate bar and take a nibble, then handed the rest to David.
"Are you happy now?"
They didn't even bother answering, they took all the chocolate like hoarders. I felt someone pick me up bridal style and I shut my eyes. I didn't want to get blinded by such a beautiful sight. I-I mean ugly.
"LET me go Kwanan!"
"A deals a deal"
He took me to the empty room before settling me down. The tears started falling from my eyes again.
"Jay" He tried to put his hand on my face, but I slapped it away.
"Let me explain"
"Why are you doing this? Why are you ruining my life?!" I ran away again. Running is the answer to all problems. Scratch that violence is the solution. I should have hit him.
"WE WILL TALK LATER JAY" He shouted as I ran.
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I went on ignoring him until one day Kuya Angelo made me go with him. Did something happen to that demon? It's probably related to my dad. They won't let me meet him. I got into his car when he suddenly offered me water.
"Jay drink this" he insisted handing over a water bottle
I took the water bottle from him and was about to take a sip when my instinct stopped me. The water was drugged. I worked in the medical industry for years, how could I not know? I chose to go with it anyway because I trust him. I drank it. It must have been really strong because it managed to make me somewhat unconscious.
I woke up on a random bed, and I quickly went to the balcony of the room. He sent me to an island?!? Is he insane?
I went downstairs to see that beast waiting for me. He was walking on the shore. I slowly walked to him.
"Jay, you're here"
"Does Angelo know?!"
"Uhmmm ... .Sort of?"
I knew it. My father probably came.
"What do you want from me? Where are we?"
"At our island?"
"Who is 'our'?"
"Me and you"
"What do you mean Kwanan?"
"Jay"
"What?"
"What's my name?"
"Why do you have amnesia? Don't you know your own name?"
"It's because you keep calling me Kwanan. What does that even mean?"
"I say it instead of your name"
"Why?"
I didn't answer him. Even if I already knew about the plan and I understood him I still felt bad. I still felt betrayed.
I could feel his gaze on me. Think about it.
"Jay I'm asking you"
"Think about it"
"What does that even mean? Just call me Keifer"
"Think about it Kwanan"
I think he got angry because he stormed off somewhere.
"Kwanan!" I called out, but there was no response. I began to get worried. This idiot.
I looked around, thinking he might be nearby. I even peeked behind the trees, wondering if he had climbed up somewhere to hide.
"Kwanan!" I called again. Still nothing.
Then, I spotted a large rock standing at the top of the hill where I had run yesterday. I approached it and tried to look up from below.
"Kwanan! I know you're up there!" I shouted, but he didn't turn around.
He didn't seem to hear me. I tried climbing up to get closer, but I was only halfway there when he walked toward the edge of the rock
"Hey! Kwanan!"
"That's not my name," he whispered almost directly into my ear.
"Again?"
"My name is not Kwanan," he clarified
I quickened my pace, climbing even faster. In my rush, I almost scraped my knee several times. When I finally reached the top, at the far end stood the hideous King of Ulupongs. Actually not so hideous. Maybe even handsome. Ugh, snap out of it Jay! Every step I took was slow, hindered by the uneven stones beneath my feet.
As I adjusted the bone in my grip, I struck him there.
"Hey! Whoa!" I called out while stepping closer,
He turned to face me, clearly annoyed. "Stop calling me that"
I scoffed at his frustration, but then my movements froze. My eyes widened when I realized he wasn't wearing a shirt.
His bare skin was on full display, and... uh-la-la.
F*ck it. Just stop thinking about it.
"W-what's the problem?" I asked, shaking off my distraction.
"Say my name," he ordered.
"Why?"
"What's wrong with my name?"
"Why are you forcing me to say it?"
He shook his head, his patience wearing thin. With a slight turn, he stepped away.
"This is pointless--Fuck!"
"Keifer!" We shouted in unison as he slipped and fell.
Wow. Amazing!
I immediately rushed to the spot where he had been standing. Leaning over, I tried to peer down. The waterfall below was dangerous, and the current strong.
Where is he?
My breath hitched when I finally saw him--floating. His back had risen above the surface, but his head remained under water. Panic surged through me. Something was wrong,
I hesitated, debating whether to climb down the same way or just jump. Jumping would be faster, but what if I lost consciousness too?
But screw that.
I pinched my nose, shut my eyes, and leaped into the sea. Into the unknown I go. The impact sent pain shooting through my legs and body, but I quickly resurfaced and scanned for his lifeless form.
There--Keifer.
I swam toward him as fast as I could. A deep scratch ran along his arm and side, probably from hitting the rocks.
I quickly lifted his face, hitting his cheek. I had to slap him slightly.
"Hey! Wake up!" I pleaded, but there was no response.
Come on Jay! You learned medicine for years, just perform CPR!
I pulled back to check him again, but he was still unconscious. I slapped his cheek, before deciding to try again. Just as I was about to breathe into his mouth, a firm hand gripped the back of my neck--forcing our lips to press together.
My eyes widened in shock.
This crazy mother- HE WAS PRETENDING. I should've checked his pulse.
I shoved him with all my strength, and he finally let go.
"You're crazy! Were you faking it?!" I snapped, furious.
The shameless idiot just laughed, though he still looked like he was in pain from the fall.
"Your kiss saved me," he teased.
"Ulol! What are you, Sleeping Beauty? Woke up from a kiss?"
He simply shook his head, gazing up at the cliff where he had fallen. That's when I noticed the fresh gash on his shoulder.
Yeah. He didn't just slip. He was pushed.
"You're such a jerk! No matter how much you act tough, you've slipped up! If you've been punished, does that make you a fool?!" I scolded him, and he just smiled at me.
"You have nothing to worry about. That's actually a great spot for cliff diving."
How is he still in the mood for ridiculous jokes?
"Why shouldn't I worry? If you died, how could I go home? Would I just sit here watching your corpse rot?"
He suddenly burst out laughing. It didn't seem real. I should be worried. He was still as twisted as ever.
Still a snake.
"You could eat my corpse so you wouldn't go hungry," he said, and I immediately splashed water at him.
"I'm hungry, but I'm not a cannibal! Do I look like Jeffrey Dahmer to you?!" I snapped, annoyed. "And you don't look good either."
He looked at me with a playful smirk. "Would you like to try and taste me?"
Ew! Hell no!
"I'll drown you!" I threatened, but he only laughed louder.
Annoyed, I swam away from him, but I hadn't gotten far before I felt someone grab my waist.
"What?!" I gasped, wriggling like a fish caught in a net.
"Stay close," he said as he started swimming,
Since he was still holding onto me, he pulled me along until we reached the shore. I crawled onto the sand exhausted.
He followed and sat beside me. That's when I noticed his leg and thigh were red and trembling. I looked closer and realized he had a deep scratch. Some of the skin looked like it had peeled off. And he had been in the sea water the whole time. My poor baby- wait what?!
"Doesn't that hurt?" I asked, surprised, pointing at his wound,
He glanced at it briefly. "Of course it does. But salt water helps disinfect it."
Ugh I know that captain obvious.
"That still must be painful."
He smiled slightly, and I knew this shameless guy was about to tease me again, so I quickly stood up.
"Let's go back. We need to clean that up," I said, offering him my hand.
He took it and stood, but I could clearly see him wincing from the pain. He quickly masked his expression, as if trying to hide it.
For some reason, that annoyed me. Why was he so afraid to show pain? Did he think it would make him less of a man?
He was about to take a step but suddenly stopped. He didn't say anything, but I could see how pale he had become. He was also breathing heavily. That wound must hurt more than he's letting on.
"Can't walk?" I asked, irritated. "Does it hurt? Just admit it already. Stop acting tough"
"Hop on my back"
"What? No you'll get hurt"
"KEIFER SHUT UP AND GET ON"
"Bu-"
"Get on or I'm never forgiving you"
"Okay, okay" he admitted defeat, hopping on my back. He wasn't that heavy, I've carried heavier. I walk slowly back to the house.
"My queen is so strong"
I stayed silent. He was being annoying again.
We got back in and I broke the silence,
"Let's go shower and then I will clean up your wound"
"Togheter?"
"No! NOT TOGETHER"
"I'm injured wifey"
"Keifer just go shower this is all your fault anyways"
"What do you mean? This wouldn't have happened if you just use my name"
I shot him a glare which shut him up.
When he got out of the shower I sat him down so I could clean his wound.
"You do have a first aid kit right?"
"Yes ma'am"
Ma'am? Who is a 'ma'am'?
I cleaned up his wound and laid on the bed.
"Leave now Keifer"
"I'm injured, I don't want to sleep alone"
"Fine, but if you touch me it won't end well"
And the night went on as we slept together peacefully. And I probably kicked him at least once or twice.
I woke up and one of his hands was wrapped around my waist and the other around my neck. Is he trying to kill me?
"Keifer get up"
"Mmm can we stay like this wifey?"
"I'm not your wifey!"
"Yes you are"
I sighed and got up.
"Get up Keifer"
He didn't get up so I dragged him to the shower and turned on the water.
"My wifey wants to take a shower with me?"
I shut the door on him and went to the other bathroom. He's so….words can't really describe him perfectly. I should've slapped him to reality.
"Keifer," I called out.
"Yes wifey" he said, getting out of the shower.
He was half naked and the water was dripping down his body, LOOK AWAY JAY. STAY AWAY FROM TEMPTATION.
"You can explain now"
"Really, you will listen to me?"
"Yes, now start before I change my mind" I pressured.
He smiled sincerely and looked relieved. I'm being too nice, even if I know his situation I still wanted to tease him a bit more. Whatever my heart is soft.
We sat down next to each other silently.
He broke it starting off,
"The plan to use you was true."
"I was so mad at him, so that's when I saw his concern for you, I decided to use you."
"..our classmates all knew and came up with it. They were angry too because of what he did to our section"
"We knew about the plan from the start, but not the end, because somewhere in the middle I fell in love with you"
His tears started falling. He doesn't cry often but seeing him cry made me cry too. Ugh why am I wasting my precious tears, I already knew.
"You're so selfish! It wasn't even my fault and you still decided to use me!"
"I know I'm selfish. But believe me, I love you and the entire section E knows it"
"But I had to push you away. My enemies were growing, and I had to save you from my relatives and that monster. And myself."
"Remember how I used to be before?"
I slowly nodded,
"I was afraid of being like my father..ending up like him..that's one of the reasons I left. I didn't want to hurt you."
"Why didn't you just tell me?" I asked, crying.
"Because I knew you would try to help me"
"You fucking idiot!"
"You still owe me multiple profanity kisses" he teased, changing his tone of voice.
"But seriously, I don't expect you to forgive me this easily I can wait wifey"
"You're forgiven," I muttered.
"W-what?"
"You're forgiven GagongBaliw!"
"You knew it was me?"
"Yes! It was so obvious. And even if I try to deny it, I still have always loved you."
"So can I get a kiss wifey?"
I nodded slowly again and he pulled me closer. He kissed me slowly, and his lips tasted sweet. I could tell he missed my lips. I pulled away and he pouted.
"I'm hungry"
"What do you wanna eat?"
"Noodles"
"I'll make it for you if you call me hubby"
"Don't push it, I can make it myself"
"You know how to cook?" He asked surprised.
"What do you mean? Of course I do!"
Again with that skeptical face.
"Fine, come with me, I'll show you!" I said, grabbing his hands and leading him to the kitchen.
"Awww, my wifey is holding my hand. How cute"
I looked at him and rolled my eyes before starting to prep the ingredients.
"So you really can cook?"
"Of course I can"
"Does the rest of Section E know we are here Keifer?"
"No, not yet"
"So who knows?"
"No one"
"WHAT? DO YOU WANT ANGELO TO KILL ME!?"
"He can't, I'll protect you" he said while wrapping his hands around my waist. His chest was touching my back as he rested his head on my shoulder.
"What are you doing?"
"Hugging my wifey of course" he teased
"Just go wait at the dining table" I said, shooing him off.
When I finished with my noodles, I set them down into 2 bowls on the dining table.
"Wifey, you don't have to cook. I was supposed to"
"I like cooking"
"Really? Why didn't I know?"
"Stop asking questions and eat. You can wash the dishes"
"What ever you want wifey~"
The day passed by as we teased each other.
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I headed upstairs to take a shower and looked for clothes. They were all in the right size. Pervert. How does he know anyways? He must have good eyesight. Wait, isn't that a bad thing? I didn't question it anymore and came back after taking a nice hot shower.
I laid down and was quite happy. I didn't have to pretend I hated him anymore. I took a quick nap and woke up because I felt someone's hand around my waist.
"MARK KEIFER WATSON"
"Yes, wifey?"
"What are you doing here!?"
"I miss you, and I'm still injured"
I knew he wouldn't budge so I went back to sleep. No need to waste my energy. I woke up in the morning when I felt someone kissing my cheek. I turned around and he kissed me. Didn't even ask but okay. I digress.
"Good morning wifey"
"Mhm"
"Can you help me do a review for what you learned while I was gone?"
"I don't even have a choice" I said getting up from the bed.
He got up too as soon as I did and I changed into different clothes after showering. We both came out at the same time and he had prepped the study materials down stairs. Time to act stupid again.
"Keifer you already know everything why are you asking me"
"You need help studying too"
I sighed. I don't but how would he know that? 2 more months.
He knew everything for all the subjects when I was teaching him. I scattered out all the papers trying to find something he didn't know.
"What's this?" he asked, reading the title on the page. "Reproductive System?"
"It's like this.." I began, pointing to the images. "When the egg and chick meet, the egg travels down here and then starts dividing. Then, it looks like this." I pointed to the next image. "Slowly, it develops-first like this, then like this, and finally like this." I pointed at each stage of fetal development. "And when it's fully formed, it's a baby. You just have to wait for it to come out."
"I'm confused, How do these two even meet?" He pointed at the egg and the duck.
"When--" I stopped mid-sentence and shot him a glare. "I'm really going to smack you'"
Good thing I caught on quickly to what he was trying to say. Did he really think I wouldn't
notice? His grin was ridiculously wide.
Idiot.
"Seriously? If Angelo hears this, you're done for," I scoffed. I know-I know all too well, If he heard every word coming out of my mouth, I'd probably be dead. Keifer would die first, and then my turn would come.
Dealing with Keifer feels like dealing with a cunning toddler. He acts more childish than me.
"Keifer"
"Yes wifey"
"Keifer"
"Yes, wifey?"
"Keifer"
"Yes Jay"
"Keifer I'm tired" I said yawning and I leaned on his chest. Before I knew it I fell asleep on him.
Keifer's POV:
She fell asleep so quickly. Cute. My beautiful queen. I lifted her up and took her upstairs to the bed where I laid her down. I laid down next to her but my thoughts kept running wild. I got up and took a cold shower to calm myself down.
Jay's POV:
I woke up today and realized that I fell asleep yesterday. Keifer was next to me laying there. He looked so peaceful sleeping. His eyelashes are so pretty. I put my finger on his mouth admiring and staring at it.
"Just kiss me already"
"AHHHHHHHHH" I screamed
"What?"
"You were awake?!"
"Yes"
"Why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you get up?"
"I was comfortable"
I just sighed. Shameless. Then I realized he was wearing the same boxers I gave him.
"Why are you wearing that Keifer?!"
"My wifey gave them to me so I love it"
"Keifer put on some clothes!"
"The reindeer is about to pounce"
Is this guy fcking insane? I kicked his "reindeer" before he could do anything. He stumbled back and whined.
"How are we going to make our firstborn if you do this wifey?" he teased.
"I already chose a name for him"
"How do you know it will be a boy huh?"
"I'll get the right position"
My mouth slightly opened in shock. I threw pillows at him.
"Wanna know his name I decided?"
Wow he already planned this all huh?
"Sure"
"Caretaker"
I laughed out loud and said "Divorce" before I could think.
"What? What is wrong with it?"
"You're insane"
"Oh yeah, I forgot, come downstairs with me" he said, holding my hand and bringing me downstairs where I saw many papers and contracts.
"What do you wanna name this island?"
"Ulupong Island"
"Are you sure?"
"Yea"
"That's gonna be the name of your island now"
"Yea- wait what? Whose island?"
"Yea this island is your welcome gift. Your welcome"
I gritted my teeth for a sec. I could have brought it myself.
"Thank you so much Keifer!" I said in almost a sarcastic voice but I tried to cover it up.
"JAY-JAY" we suddenly heard someone scream. No it was multiple voices. It's the ulupongs. I ran to the beach where I saw him. C-in. And the rest of Section E.
"C-IN", I screamed in joy running to him and hugging him while we both jumped in excitement like we hadn't seen each other for an eternity.
"Keifer!" The snakes said, greeting their king.
"So Jay, did you do it yet?"
I blinked twice and the snakes started whistling.
"-look around the island he continued"
Even though he's smart for his age, he's still stupid for some things. Like his wording.
"No"
"Are you tired"
"Huh?"
"From walking?"
"Be careful with your wording" Eren warned, even though I could tell he was enjoying it.
Keifer stepped in defending C-in. "You know Ci-n, he's still young and curious, continue asking"
"Is it big?" He asked without any context.
"W-what?!" I stuttered in shock.
Everyone burst into laughter. Someone were hitting each other, and Calix was even kneeling in the sand. Even David was turning red.
"The island"
Oh. Of course.
"I don't know! I haven't seen it all yet" I replied blushing.
The others teased while we went back in.