And then it stopped right at Damon, Truth or dare Audrey asked looking already bored expecting him to choose truth like he's been doing since the game started.
"Truth" he said again
"God not again "some of us groaned.
"Whatt" he said with a childish grin on his face looking around.
"Don't be such a pussy Damon just pick dare it's not going to kill you" Nate said groaning, I guess he was tired too.
"Okayy ,okayy "he said giving up,he sighed and said I choose dare.
Smiling with a look of mischief in her eyes not directed at me but at Damon something tells me to stop her before she says anything but I just push that thought I mean what could possibly go wrong.
"Damon, I dare you to kiss any girl here"she then looked at me and wink and whispered "this is your chance".
"Any girl "he asked looking at Audrey.
"Yes any girl at this table."
He looked at Cassie and then some of the cheerleaders and Audrey, but he didn't look at me, maybe he wants to make it a surprise I thought.
He stood up walked towards me and he kissed Brittany.
"Whatt" I breathed out loud,
"Dude nice" Nate said shaking his hands everyone thought it was amusing even Brittany was blushing cause she was surprised he did it ,hell everyone was surprised, but I didn't find it amusing or fun or great at all and neither did Audrey.I could feel her patting my back trying to console me.
Wanting to get some air I stood up,anger was the least of what I felt inside, I could hear my heart break into a million pieces and that's the second time he's doing that to me today, that's the second time he chose someone else over me and that's the millionth time he didn't care about me the way I cared about him .
Why am I even here I thought what am I doing here.I miss my bed it's warm and soft and it doesn't push me away it actually pulls me closers and I really needed that right now. Like the DJ could read my mind he played the song 'Here' by Alessia Cara nothing could actually describe how this stupid party made me feel other than this song.
"Heyy"Audrey said intruding into my thoughts,"Am so sorry I thought he was going to choose you I swear I didn't know it was going to end the way it did am so sorry".
"Right you're sorry "I said to her with so much anger in my voice that I never that could manage.
Why couldn't you just let things I continued, why can't you just let me walk on my own pace,why did you have to do that. We both know he was never going to choose you just wanted me to look like an idiot. I could hear my voice break even more . I could myself getting dizzy.
"Noo that's not it, I didn't mean to hurt you I swear. When you left the pool Damon and Cheryl got into a fight they broke up and he said that he wanted to tell something important and that I saw you in the kitchen and I didn't have the chance to tell you cause you were already drunk". Audrey said running out of breath from talking too fast without breathing.
So you weren't exactly sure what he was to tell me you just wanted to use my feelings as a stupid game right. I asked raising my hands up in anger.
Am sorry I didn't mean to she said quietly looking down.
Before I could say anything again I could feel myself about to throw up rushing upstairs, I quickly realised that was a bad idea,it was too crowded and it was hot and I could smell alcohol,sweat weed and vomit, that made want to puke even more.
Some of the rooms were locked for reasons unknown to me, finally I found a door (hooray). Entering I heard the words
Excuse me can I help you
Ohh sorry I said walking away before I saw more than I should. Walking to next door I checked it was open and nobody was doing only God knows what there. Rushing towards the bathroom I had never puked so much in my life before. Why do people find great about drinking I thought I mean the aftermath is horrible I have never felt so sick before.You drink you puke out your insides and you don't even remember anything at all, I guess that's the reason why. Most people don't even want to remember anything that's happening in their life at all at least I don't, especially with every thing that's happened today starting with what happened this morning with that hot man that came to announce that I was getting shipped of that stupid pack and my mom supporting the Idea and the shopping trip to hell of course how can I forget that, and everything about this party. But remembering that hot guy's face actually made me smile.
If I can say that he's hot then am not as drunk as I thought .
Stupid stupid I said laughing .
I hate this stupid shoes I said out loud taking out my shoes fuck I hate this stupid party and everyone in it.
Fuckkkk I hate my life I screamed out. I doubt if anyone can hear because of how loud the music is.
Standing up to leave my legs quickly gave away and I quickly found myself on the bathroom floor again.Lolllp
I should probably sit down for a little bit.
Great I said sighed realising my phone is with Audrey. Why did I even give her phone trying to remember, ohh yeah there's a no phone policy made by Nate of course, nobody really bothered cause they were too busy trying they're way into somebody's mouth the other part I do not wish to talk about. All the more reasons why I hate this stupid party.
I guess that's enough think.