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Chapter 16 - He dreamed backwards.

In a quiet village nestled between the arms of two forgotten hills, lived a child named Elu.

Elu was strange.

Not in the way that children are sometimes lovingly called strange, but in the way that made adults look twice and whisper too loudly when they thought he couldn't hear.

Elu dreamed backwards.

While other children wished for things to come—adventures, cities, stars—Elu longed for things that once were. He would spend hours sitting beside old stones, whispering to tree stumps, listening to the wind as if it still carried voices long silenced.

He didn't speak of becoming a warrior or building a future.

He spoke of remembering.

"Why do you care about what's already gone?" the baker would say with a dismissive shrug.

"You're always looking the wrong way," the teacher scolded. "The past doesn't belong to children."

Even the other children avoided him.

They didn't understand why he spent recess drawing lost languages in the dirt, or why he cried when a dusty book was thrown away.

Elu's difference wasn't loud, but it was unsettling.

He didn't move like others.

He didn't speak like them.

And worst of all, he didn't want what they wanted.

What Elu wanted—deep in his heart—was to restore what had been lost. Not to erase the past, or forget it, or "move on"… but to find the parts of it that were still alive, still waiting, still aching to be seen.

He once said to his mother, "There's a door in the world that leads to everything we left behind. I think… I'm supposed to find it."

She smiled tightly and patted his head, but later she cried alone.

Even in his own home, Elu felt like a whisper in a room full of noise.

He began to go quieter. Smaller.

Until even the wind barely noticed him.

But inside—buried deep beneath all the silence and rejection—his strange desire still burned:

To remember the forgotten.

To carry the stories no one else wanted.

To listen, even when no one believed there was anything left to hear.

And one night, as he stood barefoot on the edge of a hillside, tracing the shape of stars not yet returned to the sky, Elu whispered:

"If the world won't let me belong to it… then maybe I'll belong to the part it's forgotten."

And somewhere, far from the village, a thread began to stir.

Thin. Fragile. Glowing faintly in the dark.

It had been waiting a very long time… for someone like Elu.

It was just after dusk when Elu began to build a small shrine out of river stones.

He did this often—arranging pebbles in circles, whispering old words he half-remembered from dreams. To anyone watching, it would have seemed like a game. But to Elu, it was how he listened.

That evening, as his fingers brushed the final stone into place, the air shifted.

Not with wind.

With knowing.

Elu froze.

He didn't see it at first—but he felt it. A hum that wasn't sound. A pulse that moved just beneath the surface of the world, like the memory of a heartbeat in stillness.

And then, just on the edge of his vision, it came:

A thin thread of silver light, delicate as mist, drifting toward him from the dark woods beyond the hill.

It didn't touch him. It didn't pull.

It waited.

Elu's heart thudded. Not in fear—but in recognition.

He whispered, "You came."

And for the first time in his life, he didn't feel strange for saying it.

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He ran home—barefoot, breathless, the old path sharper than he remembered. His mother, weary at the hearth, looked up as the door slammed.

"There's something I need to tell you," Elu panted, eyes wide. "It's happening."

She frowned. "What is?"

"The thing I told you about. The thread. I saw it. It came to me. Mama, I felt it."

She moved toward him slowly. "Elu, love… maybe you were dreaming again."

"No." His voice was soft but certain. "I know the difference between dreams and callings. This one came for me."

He took her hand.

"It's from the part of the world that still remembers. And it wants me to remember too."

His mother searched his face—this child who never quite belonged to her world—and for a flicker of a moment, something in her softened.

"Alright," she whispered. "Then tell me everything."

So Elu did.

He told her about the shrine, the hum, the light, and the way his bones had stilled when the thread appeared. He described it in strange, poetic ways: how it smelled like old books and rain, how it shimmered like forgotten lullabies.

And as he spoke, his mother did something she hadn't done in years.

She listened.

Truly listened.

Not for what she wanted to hear—but for what might still be true.

And somewhere in the hush of their quiet home, a second thread stirred.

It was thin. Almost invisible.

But it was real.

And this time, it waited not just for Elu—

—but for them both.

Elu's mother sat in silence after he finished his story, her eyes flickering with something unreadable. The firelight caught the edges of her expression—part awe, part dread.

"Elu," she said softly, "show me."

He hesitated. "It's not something I show, Mama. It shows itself."

But that night, he led her anyway—back to the hill, back to the ring of river stones now glinting faintly in the moonlight. He sat the way he always did: knees folded, palms open, eyes closed, listening.

And just like before, the thread returned.

It shimmered like breath in winter air, weaving between tree limbs, slow and soft, coming to rest above the shrine.

Elu's mother gasped.

Her breath caught in her throat.

She saw it.

And instead of wonder—

—she felt terror.

"Elu," she whispered sharply, backing away, "what is that?"

"It's the thread I told you about," he said, rising gently. "It's not here to harm. It remembers."

But her hands began trembling. Her voice changed.

"No. That's not a thread. That's a spirit. Something unnatural. Something watching."

She stepped forward, lifting the edge of her shawl, muttering old protection prayers under her breath.

Elu reached out. "Mama, no—please—don't—"

But she was already scattering the stones. Kicking them from their quiet circle. She took a branch from the ground and swatted at the glowing thread, shouting words from an older time, words meant to break bonds, drive away shadows.

The thread recoiled like smoke, flickered—then vanished.

Elu stood frozen, mouth open, heart breaking.

His mother turned to him, eyes full of something colder than fear: certainty.

"You must stop this, Elu," she said. "No more hill. No more shrines. No more stories of this… thing."

"It wasn't hurting anyone," he said, tears slipping silently down his cheeks.

"Not yet," she answered. "But you don't understand what walks between worlds. I won't lose you to madness. Or worse."

And then came the final blow.

"I want you to swear to me, Elu. Swear you'll never speak of this again."

He didn't answer at first.

His hands still felt the hum. His ears still held the memory of its voice.

But he saw the line in her face—the one that said this was not a request.

So he whispered, "I swear."

And with that, the thread—the only thing that had ever seen him truly—was gone.

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That night, Elu sat in silence.

Not the good kind.

Not the listening kind.

But the kind that sinks in and makes you question everything inside you.

He hadn't just lost the thread.

He'd lost the right to follow who he was.

And yet…

Far beneath the quiet…

In a place even Elu didn't know existed yet…

The thread waited.

Not angry.

Not gone.

Just… waiting.

Because stories, like seeds, can sleep a long time before they rise again.

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