Chapter 14 Alexis POV
I stood frozen, watching Amanda and Onyi's passionate kiss. My heart felt like it was being ripped apart, every fiber of my being screaming in agony. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. The same lips, the same passion, same touch...all so familiar.
Memories came flooding back , memories of Amanda and I, sharing the same kind of kiss, the same kind of passion. It was years ago but the pain felt just as fresh. I remembered the way she used to look at me, the way she used to touch me and now.... she's doing the same to that human.
I felt like I'd been punched in the gut, my breath knocked out of me. Watching them together was like reliving my worst nightmare. I couldn't tear my eyes away , even though every part of me wanted to look away, to escape the pain.
Why did it hurt so much?,I thought I had moved on,I thought I'd had heal. But seeing Amanda and Onyi brought it back, every painful memory,every heart break. I felt like I was reliving the past all over again.
As I watched Amanda pinned Onyi against the wall, Her body pressed against his. I felt a pang of jealousy, mixed with sadness. Why did she move on? Why did she have to find her mate when I can love her more.
I knew I had to leave, to get out of there before I was seen. But my feet felt rooted to the spot, unable to move , unable to tear my eyes away from the scene unfolding before me.
Memories of our secret relationship, the laughter, the tears , the fights and eventually the break up. I remembered the way she used to make me feel but now she's with another man. Her hands roaming over Onyi's body,moan escaping the young boy's lips.
I finally tear my eyes away, this was too much, but I won't let go. Amanda is mine and I'll make sure to have her back at all cost. I don't care if I have a mate but I must have Amanda.