I dreamed of a blurry girl, the light on my darkness,saying that I'm gonna be okay and I'm loved.
I woke up.
the smile fades in my face.
I got ready for work.
The door opened silently.
"Welp time to get to work"as I humbly stated early in the morning with my forced bright smile.
When I stepped outside from the building, there was a figure of a woman standing next to me from the road, the same presence from the girl I saw in my dreams.
A trucked passed by us my eyes brightened, pupils appearing in my eyes, the darkness within me suddenly fades, time stops as i saw that beautiful face of hers, a source of light that was in front of me, the woman in my dreams, the light i yearned for many years of darkness.
"uhh Hi, are you new here?"As I said with a smile on my face, the first time I smiled without forcing it.
"Yeah, I'm planning on staying in this apartment,"she said with a smile on her face.
"well see you around"
as I stepped on the bus, I remembered that the girl in my dreams, her face was blurry, assuming that the woman earlier was that girl from my dreams.
I'm just a loser who yearns for love, nobody, trash, and an outcast. If only I could turn back time and fix the mistakes I made, I wouldn't have been this poor and depressed.
The bus suddenly speeds up.
"shit the break broke"
The driver was screaming and so were the passenger's, people shouting " we don't wanna die yet, HELPPP!!"
as I froze from fear.
thinking about what will happen to me if I die.
a smile from my face as I continue to laugh thinking that I won't be in this life anymore.
and suddenly the bus crashed with a truck full of poles
glass shattering.
the people getting pushed back from the force, glass cutting them and the poles shot outs from the people inside killing them.
a pole coming right at me, time slowed down.
as the pole coming right at me, i smiled and said something in my mind "im happy"
I died, head blown from the pole.
When I woke up, I jolted up from bed, sweating"huff huff huff" as I struggled to breath from the mirror and felt something weird. My room looked different. As I got out of bed, I saw a shocking view, a young me in the mirror.
"Can't believe it, is this me? i look so young,
shocked from the events occurring
looked at my arms"did I regress?"
"That's way…coollll!!! yahooooo "I jumped from happiness.
Back from earth, his body was found headless by the police
"This guy is a goner for real"
The other police nods.
The bus caused a horrific event.
50 people died.