"Calm down, calm down let me first freshen up." Ham min said as he grabbed a towel.
"Wait! Minmin..." The women said.
"Huh?" Han min stopped and looked at his elder sister who was holding onto his sleeve.
Seeing her off expression he asked her" Are you okay yeon yeon?"
"Minmin... Why did you leave me alone?" She said her head still facing the ground.
"What? What do you mean?-" He said as he tried to pull her out of her daze only to see his hand pass through her.
"What the-" Hanmin said but stopped as his surroundings turned black.
Sob sob
Looking where the sobbing sound was coming from he turned around only to see his noona sitting and crying on front what seemed to be his photo as many people gathered around her to soothe her down.
There were many familiar faces.
"I am sorry Minmin, I am sorry. Your sister is sorry for scolding you every day. Sister is sorry for teasing you. Come back. You can't leave yet. You were supposed to be the one to take my hand and wall me down the aisle on my special day and give a heartwarming speech. You were supposed to be with me no matter what happened. You promised. Minmin you said you hated seeing me cry now look how much you are making your sister cry. You are not even here to wash my tears off." Hwa yeon his sister sobbed, quietly whispering.
"Sister" Han min said as he extended his arm to soothe her but he can do nothing except watch her cry.
He wanted to soothe her, he wanted to joke about how silly she was looking, crying so desperately for him. He wanted to wash her tears away with his hands and pull her into a warm hug and say that everything was alright. Like how she did when they lost their parents years ago. That was the last time he saw her cry before now.
Han min snapped away from his thoughts as he felt something wet and warm on his face. Tracing the wet liquid he came to know that they were his tears.
'Am I really dead? Will I ever see hwa again? Will she be alright without me?'. As these thoughts passed through his mind, more memories surfaced of a child.
A crying child alone in the darkness when a warm hug enveloped him. Looking up he saw his sister his dear sister crying as she held onto him tightly as if he would also disappear if she let him go.
"Everything will be alright. Don't worry, you have me, and I have you. Your sister will take care of you." Hwa yeon said as she buried his face on her arms.
" Where is mama and dada?" The little Hanmin said with so much innocence that it can even make fire melt.
"They are a bit away right now. You have me minmin." Hwa said trying her best not to open the dam of tears.
"Why are you crying? I hate seeing sister cry. Don't cry. Let the pain go away." The innocent 5 year old hanmin said with concern.
In present time Hanmin broke down into tears as he fell to the ground sobbing. " I still hate seeing you cry, I still hate it. I am also sorry sister."
He cried for what seemed like an hour but who knows what time it was because right now all he could see was darkness.
'Is the way to heaven? No it seems way to dark for it to be heaven then it must mean I am the new roommate of little devil their. Will I be fried in oil or what?'
" You seems quite unserious despite the breakdown you just had."
"Yeah thanks" Hanmin replied.
"That wasn't a compliment."
"Yeah yeah whatever, it isn't like my fate is going to be reversed if I beg and plead to anyone." Hanmin said.
"You are quite easy going with changes"
" Yup always been that way-" Hanmin stopped as he realised a very crucial thing.
...
Who was he talking to.
" Wait a damn minute. WHO THE HELL ARE YOU!!!" Hanmin said as he stood up looking around for who was talking to him.
" You dummy you just realised that you were talking to someone? Maybe you need a lot of sleep to correct that head of yours." The voice replied.
" Where in the world are you? And why does your voice sounds so familiar?" Hanmin said thinking ' this is definitely a child's voice of around 10- 14 years old. I don't really know any kid around that age.'
"Well I am 13, so you are not wrong."
" See I am perfectly fine- youuu DAMNED THING!! Are you reading my mind?" Hanmin expressed his anger.
" Would you believe me if I said that I didn't?"
"No?" Hanmin replied.
"So, what's the point in asking blockhead?" The voice replied with sarcasm.
' The kids kinda right... But I will never accept that.' Hanmin thought being at a loss of words and that to be against a kid such a shame.
"That aside who are you?" Hanmin asked.
"I am the soul of the boy whose body you have possessed right now" the voice replied.
"What?" Hanmin didn't understand anything.
"What happened to you before wasn't a dream. It was reality."
"Wait you are the flower boy's soul?" Hanmin finally understood.
"That's kinda disrespectful but I can manage ignoring that and yes I am that boy's soul."
"I am sorry." Hanmin said in a low voice.
"Sorry? Why?" The voice asked.
"I took your body." Hanmin replied with guilt.
"It wasn't your fault that I died. No need to be sorry about things you haven't done." The voice said.
"So, what should I do? I have already taken your body, atleast I can complete any wish you had for yourself before you died." Hanmin replied with sincerity.
The voice let out a small adorable laugh as the voice said," I don't have any incomplete wishes, but if insist then live for me. Take care of the people around me and take care of yourself. You are a person who can live the life I never lived, neither can I live even if I get a hundred lives. Live for yourself and for my sake. Do what you wish to do. Don't feel guilty about anything. It's your life now."
With those last sentence some bright particals gather to form the figure of the boy. The same person who he woke up as a few hours ago was standing before him.
" Don't do mistakes I did. Live a life through me that will be worth remembering. That will make me feel like I did something useful."
The boy said with a warm smile.
Hanmin stood there as he realised that his vision was becoming blurry.
"What's happening?" Hanmin said.
"You will be waking up in a few minutes looked like that's the longest I can keep you here. Thank you for listening to me. So, what will you do?" The young man asked with a smile.
" I will live. I will live for both of us." Hanmin replied.
"Can I get the name of the person making this many demands?" Hanmin said teasingly.
"Sure why not" the boy said as he moved his hand forward for a handshake.
"I am Eliezer Celest Estella"
This was the last memory hanmin rememberd before his memories became nothing other than a blank sheet.