And so I began to strip.
Slowly. Teasingly. Like it was a dance I'd been born to perform and tonight was my final act. I moved like smoke—graceful, deliberate, and unhurried. The tunic slipped from my shoulders as if it had grown tired of clinging to me, baring my collarbone, my chest, the pale hunger of my hips inch by inch. I turned, arched, bent—offering hints, silhouettes, and shadows. Never the whole. Never for free.
Verrin groaned—a low, croaking sound that seemed to rattle the very air between us—before shoving aside the heavy folds of his robe with a sluggish, possessive motion. And then there it was: the grotesque spectacle that always struck me like a sucker punch to the senses.
A massive, bulbous cock, swollen and veined like some molten fruit, hanging heavy beneath the thick folds of his paunch. The skin was flushed crimson at the tip, glistening with moisture that caught the dim light and made it look slick, almost alive. It throbbed with an animalistic impatience, a pulsing promise of dominance and degradation all tangled into one repulsive package.
I flinched on instinct, suppressing the very human desire to scream.
Instead, I cooed. Sweet and breathy, teasing him ever so softly. "Oh, my lord. What have you been feeding it?"
His eyes shone—wet, greedy, and feverish. The kind of shine you saw in starving dogs or men who thought power was the same as permission. He seized my wrist, his grip clammy and unshakably firm before forcing my hand onto the length of his cock.
It twitched once.
Then surged.
Like a beast waking up beneath my skin, it reared with obscene vigor—rising thick and flushed in my hand, pulsing with a life of its own. The heat of it shocked me, a humid, greasy warmth that clung to my fingers as it throbbed against my palm with a sense of eagerness, convulsing like it'd been waiting for this moment, as if every terrible choice he'd ever made had led him here, to this one, glorious triumph of degradation.
His fingers found my hair next, thick and possessive, curling through the strands like he owned them, which, in a way, he had. He stroked me like I was a pet that finally learned its newest trick, muttering filth against my scalp—things I wouldn't repeat in a back alley, let alone polite company. They were vile words, words meant to brand, to leave marks you couldn't wash out.
"You're nothing but a slick little hole, aren't you?" he sneered. "A pretty little pit made to be filled. You know you were born for this—soft and stupid, just like that twitching excuse for a cock."
"Oh gods. Please—just stop," I begged in mock protest, but by then I was practically leaking with arousal.
He leaned in closer, lips grazing the shell of my ear. "Cumslut. Cocksleeve. Sissy. Boyfailure."
Each word struck like a branding iron, searing straight through flesh and pride. And yet—
I felt my heart hiccup. Just a little. A stutter of breath. A shameful flicker. Something low, dangerous, and alive.
"I want you to beg for it," he growled, voice gone to gravel and lust.
And I did. Not because I wanted to. Not because the words tasted anything less than poison in my mouth. But because I had a plan, and it needed to look real.
With that said, I began to put on a show.
"P-Please," I breathed, my voice barely more than a ragged rasp soaked in need and trembling surrender. "I want you to breed me. Smear your hot, sticky semen all over my filthy skin until I'm marked by your scent."
He laughed—a broken sound, teetering on the edge of control. "I knew you wanted this, you little slut." Then he leaned in closer. "Just so you know, I didn't wash my cock today."
He didn't have to tell me. The sharp, musky tang of him was already thick in the air, crawling down my throat, heavy and intoxicating.
"When I'm done defiling you, I want you to wash it for me. With your mouth."
A shudder wracked through me, heat rushing to my cheeks. I was playing into it, okay maybe a little too well. The line was blurred now—performance and truth tangled like a knot I couldn't untie.
"Ugh~" I groaned, biting back a wave of release threatening to crash through me. I felt it in him too—his cock straining, desperately trying to hold back from bursting, aching to give in to the show of submission I was putting on.
My gaze flicked back then—just briefly.
To him. The boy.
His eyes hadn't left me, not once—not even now, with my hand wrapped around that monster's filth. He looked at me with that unbearable reverence again, like I was something more than what this moment was trying to turn me into. Something sacred. Something impossible.
I met his gaze.
Held it.
It was quiet, that look. But thick with noise. The noise of breath held between ribs. Of shackles clinking too softly to be courage. I tried to pour something into my eyes—something wordless but loud enough to scream.
He blinked, chest trembling with too-fast, too-shallow breaths. And for a heartbeat I thought I'd lost him. That the moment was too big. That I'd broken whatever brittle thread had been holding him upright.
But then—he nodded.
Just once. Just barely. A trembling thing of a gesture, like a leaf shivering on its stem. But it was there.
Enough to mean something.
Just then, Virren shoved me down. Hard.
I hit the stone, but made it art. My wrists splayed out beside me, limp and delicate. My spine curved like a question asked in moans, not words.
I posed—deliberately, cruelly—like a porcelain doll caught mid-blasphemy, lips parting just enough to whisper sin, eyes gone low-lidded and slick with mock abandon, legs spread in a careful invitation: not too open, not too shy. Just enough to catch the breath in his throat.
I gave Verrin the vision he'd always dreamed of—surrender sculpted into the shape of something unholy.
He dropped to his knees with a grunt and a thud that shook the ground beneath me. The stone reverberated under my calves and up my spine, as if the very floor wanted to recoil under the weight of him.
And then he was on me.
All breath, belly, and grotesque heat. His cock slapped wetly against mine, dominating over it with a noise like raw meat hitting marble. It was already leaking now—hot and sticky, musking the air around us—and the friction as he began to grind against me was unbearable.
His bulk smothered me, folds of fabric and flesh pressing in on every side, turning me into a plaything beneath him, a surface to rut against. His cock was twitching like it had its own voice, dragging over mine in a maddening rhythm, and—gods help me—mine twitched back. A flicker. A pulse. A cursed reflex. Whether from nerves, memory, or the sheer, foul pressure of it all—I couldn't say.
No. I need to focus.
His mouth found my ear next, clumsy and greedy, and his breath hit me like a furnace stoked with old wine, tattered meat, and the kind of rot that lives behind molars no one's dared clean in years. It was wet, hot, and sour, curling into my sinuses like smoke from a burning brothel.
"I'm gonna fuck every last bit of defiance out of you, you stupid brat," he rasped, lips dragging across my skin like a blister waiting to bloom."And when I'm done using you—when I've split you open and made you mine—you'll be sobbing, begging, thanking me for turning you into nothing but filthy fucktoy slobbering over my cock."
Just then I shivered—but not for him.
Then I smiled. Just barely. I let it purr up from my chest, thick and silken, a thread of mock pleasure sharpened with poison in knowing what was to come.
"Promises, promises," I drawled, my voice laced with mockery—snarky, sweet, and sharp enough to cut his ego on the way down.
His face flushed a violent, almost theatrical crimson, veins straining beneath his skin like worms beneath wax. His mouth slackened, drool stringing from the corner. His hips jerked back with an urgent, almost desperate movement, cock pressing wetly against the curve of my ass—a shameless spasm of premature celebration as he prepared for the real fun to begin.
And then—crack.
The world broke sideways.
A blur. A jolt. The sound like meat splitting open.
The boy.
Still bound. Still shaking. But not helpless. Not anymore.
He swung with everything he had—arms chained, wrists bleeding, fury in his grip like holy fire. He brought them down like a forge-hammer driven by grief, spite, and terror turned to courage, slamming them into the side of Verrin's skull.
The impact was wet. Viscous. The kind of noise that makes the stomach lurch and the soul sigh with relief.
Virren reeled, clutching the side of his face like it had personally betrayed him. His eyes bulged, wobbling in their sockets like overripe fruit in a storm, and for a breathless second, I could see the command forming on his tongue. That hateful word. That leash of iron and shame.
But I was faster.
With the elegance of a ballerina possessed by a street thug, I slammed my foot into his face. A delightful crack rang out, followed by a meaty thud as his entire pompous bulk slammed into the door at the far end of the room like a sack of treason dipped in gravy. He slid down the length of it with all the grace of a dying walrus. I stood tall, brushing off imaginary dust from my shoulder with a dainty flick of my wrist and a grin that could topple nations.
"Oops," I said sweetly. "My foot slipped."
His nose was broken. And I mean broken—a mess of cartilage and regret smeared across his face like a poorly stirred custard. The poor bastard stood slowly, wobbling like a man who hadn't felt pain since taxes were invented.
He opened his mouth, blood trickling over his lip, trying to summon a curse, a command, or perhaps the will to live.
But I wasn't in a charitable mood.
I lifted my knee and delivered a savage upward blow straight into his crown jewels. The result was musical. A sound burst from his throat that no living creature should be capable of—a wet, wheezing shriek that sounded like a goose being exorcised through a tuba.
He fell to the floor, clutching himself like he'd just remembered every bad decision he'd ever made. Tears streamed down his cheeks now.
And me?
I was laughing.
Not a quiet, polite chuckle, but a deep, pompous cackle that shook my ribs and echoed off the cold stone walls like a wicked hymn. It was the kind of laugh that bubbled up from somewhere dark and absurdly joyful, tearing through the tension like a riot.
I relaxed then. Just a touch. A foolish, rookie mistake. Because of course the bastard wasn't done. With what I swear was less than a whisper, he raised one trembling, blood-slicked hand and croaked, "Submit."
But it wasn't aimed at me.
The word lanced past me like a curse, and from behind, I heard the boy yelp. A terrible, strangled sound. I turned just in time to catch him as he collapsed, his body going slack, spasming in silent agony.
I cradled him against my chest, fury pounding in my ears as his breath came in short, serrated pants. His eyes found mine—big, wet, and desperate. Pleading. Searching for something—rescue, relief, me. I pulled him tighter, holding him like a lover, like a promise I hadn't yet made, before casting my gaze back over my shoulder.
The nobleman was choking on his own blood and laughing. That wheezing, frothing laugh—like he thought he'd still won something. Like power was worth bleeding for.
My lip curled. My whole face twisted into a mask of such loathing it could've curdled steel. I laid the boy down slowly, gently, like he was made of spun sugar and glass, then turned and walked toward the nobleman like a storm pretending to have legs.
And then I kicked him in the face.
Repeatedly.
Each impact was a poem, a declaration of war, a legally questionable therapy session. His moans turned to whimpers, then to gurgles. Blood smeared the floor like a red carpet rolled out for vengeance.
I only stopped when his eyes rolled back and he slumped unconscious, mouth hanging open like he was trying to swallow his own shame.
Panting, I dashed back to the boy. He was sitting up now, knees drawn to his chest, sobbing into his hands. My heart cracked. I knelt beside him, brushing hair from his face. "Hey," I whispered. "It's alright. You're safe now. I've got you."
He looked up, wiping the tears from his eyes.
And then—he smiled.
Just the faintest little smile. Soft. Trembling. Brighter than anything this prison had ever held. It wasn't just gratitude. It was joy. A flicker of hope. Something deeper, older, like his soul had remembered how to feel sunlight. And then he pulled me into a hug.
My breath caught.
I froze.
His arms wrapped around me tight, burying his face into my chest. My cheeks flushed crimson, my heart tap-danced in my throat, and without warning, tears—real, wet, traitorous tears—spilled down my cheeks.
I cried. I sobbed. But not from pain. Not even from relief.
Just from feeling…human.
And then—
"By the balls of Saint Courtesan—where have all the maidens gone? I was promised at least three swoons and a fainting couch!"
Crash.
Julius stumbled into the room, bleary-eyed and absolutely sloshed, holding a half-empty goblet and wearing a feathered hat that might've once been part of an exotic bird. He froze mid-step, staring at the Virren crumpled in blood and shame, the boy clinging to me, and me sobbing like a romantic tragedy had just climaxed in a broom closet.
"Oh shit," he muttered.
I blinked.
Oh shit.
That was when I realized the full gravity of my situation. Verrin wasn't just any noble—he was a Highblood. And I'd just I'd just murdered his dignity, mangled his balls, and knocked him unconscious in front of a witness.
Welp, I'm fucked.