He asked himself again as he staggered like a drunkard, "What is happening here? I'm going to go mad, I don't understand anything! Who took Jane? And what do they want from her? And did I really meet them, or is all this a figment of my imagination? I have to wake up. I'm hallucinating. There's nothing real. There are no superpowers, no one who can't be hit by bullets, and no girl who can stop time. It must be because I play a lot of virtual reality games. Reality and fiction have mixed from sitting on these games so much. This must be what happened. But where am I then?"
And as he thought about what had happened, he decided to kill himself, believing that this might wake him from his dream or from his hallucination, and thus he would wake up from this bad dream now.