They say the body has memory.

I didn’t believe that until I started waking up soaked in sweat and c*m, my heart racing, my fingers trembling, my lips parted as if I’d been whispering his name in sleep.

But I never even knew his real name.

I remember his voice though, how it curled around me like smoke, soft and deep, commanding yet kind, dark and dangerous.

He never touched me. Never laid a hand on me. But I came so hard, I cried.

Now, every night, I crave it. That voice. That whisper that made my knees weak. That sin I never thought I’d want.

I thought I was straight. Now, I’m not even sure I’m sane.

And I think I’d ruin myself just to hear it again.

For 25 years, Zayn lived in a world of straight expectations, dating girls, chasing pleasure that always ended in silence and frustration. Sex was a routine, not release. Until one bored night, chasing a thrill, he said yes to something different.

A man in a club offered him more than money, he offered a secret, a night of satisfaction like he’d never known. But when Zayn entered that hotel room, he didn’t expect him, the rich, cold, dangerously alluring heir of a conservative empire, whose father publicly condemns everything he hides in the dark.

What started as a one-night experiment turned into a dangerous addiction. Without a single touch, Zayn was broken open, undone, and made to scream, cry, and beg, only through sound.

Now, even back home, Zayn trembles when he hears his voice in dreams, in memory, in madness. His sheets are always wet. His nights are restless. His body wants more.

And the worst part?

He's starting to want him, too.


18+ WARNING 
This story contains explicit male-male content, intense erotic scenes, and psychological seduction.
If you're not ready for a world where a voice can break you, proceed cautiously.

Read at your discretion.

When we reached the bedroom, Zayn closed the door softly behind us, his hand still locked with mine. His eyes never left me dark, vulnerable, and filled with something he couldn't quite say. There wasn't raw need in them, but rather a quiet stubbornness. He wanted to show me he was strong, that he wasn't weak, and to reassure himself that my love for him hadn't changed.


"Babe…" I whispered, searching his face. "Are you sure about this?"


He didn't answer with words. Instead, he stepped closer and pressed his lips to mine. The kiss was slow at first, then deepened, pulling me under. His hands slipped beneath my shirt, trembling slightly as they traced my skin.


"Zayn…" I breathed against his mouth.


"Stop asking questions and just do it," he whispered, his voice breaking.


I broke the kiss gently, cupping his cheeks between my hands. "You don't have to prove anything to me, Zayn. You're not sick. You're not weak."


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