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Chapter 7 - The Child Who Wanted to Disappear

> "When someone gets tired during childhood…

how does the world keep them alive?"

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Scene:

The narrowest alley in Ningenai.

At the end, there's a tiny rooftop no one visits.

And sitting there… is Akari, a 13-year-old girl.

There are no tears in her eyes.

No hope either.

Just an empty stare — like she stopped waiting for life to change a long time ago.

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Saito arrives.

No reason.

Just a pull in his chest —

As if something inside him knew... something was about to break.

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He walks closer.

Akari doesn't even look at him.

Saito (softly):

"It's cold up here… You'll get tired."

Akari:

"…So what?"

Saito pauses.

Her voice — cold, like a person still breathing but already gone.

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Saito (sits down beside her):

"I'm Saito. You?"

Akari (still not looking):

"I don't want to tell you.

Names make people remember you…

and memories hurt."

Saito is stunned.

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He doesn't know what to say.

She's just a child…

And yet she sounds like she's already lived too much.

So he sits beside her — in silence.

After a long pause, Akari speaks.

Akari (slowly):

"People say I'm weird.

Some say I'm stupid.

Others say I'm unfixable."

Saito:

"…People say I'm perfect."

For the first time —

Akari turns to look at him.

Her eyes… a little angry.

Akari:

"Then you don't know pain.

You've never cried in secret.

You've never wondered what life even means

when no one wants you."

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Saito's breath catches.

He'd never imagined pain could feel this raw.

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Saito (quietly):

"I cried in secret too…

but only because I was told

'Perfect boys don't cry.'

So I hid it."

Akari:

"…So you wear a mask too?"

Saito (looking down):

"Yeah…

And lately, it's started to choke me."

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Silence again.

Then…

Akari pulls a crumpled piece of paper from her pocket.

She hands it to Saito.

It reads:

> "I want to disappear.

So no one remembers me.

Memories only feel good…

when they're not full of pain."

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Saito just stares.

It's not a note —

It's a scream.

One no one ever heard.

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Saito (gently):

"Can I tell you something?"

Akari finally looks at him —

For the first time,

she listens.

Saito (tears in his eyes):

"I want to remember you.

Not to fix you…

Not to save you…

Just… to remember you exactly as you are."

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Akari's face twitches.

A small light sparks in her eyes.

Faint… but alive.

Akari:

"But you're perfect.

You'll never be like me."

Saito:

"Maybe that's why I was meant to meet you.

You showed me something I never knew how to feel."

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Suddenly, Akari stands up —

and hugs Saito.

No tears.

No words.

Just a silent hug.

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Saito (thinking):

"I couldn't save her…

But somehow…

she brought me back to life."

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As they part, Akari says:

Akari (smiling):

"If you ever remember me…

don't make me perfect.

Just remember me… as I really was."

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Final lines:

> "Some people disappear…

But if they live inside someone's memory —

They never fully die."

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TO BE CONTINUED…

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