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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4: Where Are You

Rika's POV

I arrived at the mansion.

The maids immediately bowed.

I stepped out of the car and handed my bag to Aunt Ming.

Aunt Ming: "Young Miss, welcome back."

She bowed politely and took my bag.

I gave her a short nod, fixing my uniform as I glanced toward the door.

Rika: "Are they inside?"

Aunt Ming: "Yes, Young Miss. They're waiting for you."

I sighed and nodded before stepping in.

Inside, my father sat smirking, while my mother sipped tea like she always does—calm, controlled, cold.

I bowed out of respect.

Rika: "Good afternoon, Father. Mother. Sorry for being late."

My voice was flat. My face unreadable.

Father looked at me proudly, leaning into the sofa.

Father: "You really are perfect."

Mother gave a knowing smirk and gently placed her teacup on the table.

Mother: "Of course she is. More responsible than that traitor ever was."

Father: (chuckling) "Yeah. But don't bother thinking about him. Our Rika here is the real heir—unlike that trash. So don't waste your thoughts on useless things."

I kept my head low, clenching my jaw. But I didn't show it.

I lifted my head again, cold and steady.

Rika: "You summoned me, Mother?"

She nodded and slid a black envelope across the table with a finger.

Mother: "A little gift from the Crow. For you, my sweet child."

She sipped her tea again, as if this was just a casual afternoon.

I stared at the envelope for a second, then picked it up.

Father's eyes watched my every move.

Father: "That's right... Don't hesitate, my child."

He stood up and patted my shoulder with pride.

Father: "You really are my daughter. Keep making me proud."

Rika: "If that's all... please excuse me."

I bowed again and walked away, climbing the stairs to my room.

Inside my room, I closed the door and tossed the envelope on the nightstand without opening it.

I stripped out of my uniform and changed into my training clothes.

Then I opened the drawer filled with the weapons I often use.

Knives. Blades. Cold steel.

I reached for one—my brother Shinji's old knife. I held it for a long second.

The words from earlier echoed in my mind.

"Trash."

"Traitor."

"Useless."

That's what they always said about Shinji. But never why.

Never said what he did.

I shut my eyes and whispered softly.

Rika: "Do what we do. Don't let emotions control you."

I opened my eyes, sheathed the knife at my waist, and walked out.

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Downstairs — Training Hall

I spotted Marlon, my cousin, leaning against the doorframe of the training hall, glaring at me.

I ignored him and reached for the door—until he spoke.

Marlon: "Oh, look who's acting high and mighty now."

I turned around slowly, my face as blank as ever.

Marlon: "Don't think too highly of yourself. If Shinji were still here, you'd just be his shadow."

I stared at him and sighed.

Rika: "Are you done?"

He gritted his teeth, then pulled out a knife and pointed it at my throat.

I didn't even blink.

Rika: "You really want to go there?"

Marlon: "You're turning into a monster. Just like them!"

I gave him a dry smirk and grabbed his wrist, leaning in.

Rika: "Wanna see it?"

His expression shifted, then suddenly he slammed me against the door.

But even then, I stayed calm. Emotionless.

Marlon: "You feel nothing, huh? No shame? That's why you did that to your own brother!"

I broke free of his grip in one swift move and twisted his arm behind his back.

Rika: "What do you mean by that?"

He struggled—but before he could answer, we heard a voice.

Mother: "Hmm? Playing inside the house?"

I let go and turned as my mother stepped closer, her tone soft but mocking.

Marlon fixed his clothes and bowed.

Marlon: "Nothing, Auntie. Just making sure your heir stays sharp."

Mother: (chuckling) "No need to worry. Your cousin is ready to lead this family."

Marlon didn't reply. He walked away but deliberately bumped my shoulder on the way out.

Mother: "Still can't control his emotions. Don't mind him. He's just jealous. You're the chosen one."

Rika: "I don't waste time on him."

I turned and entered the training hall. My fists crashed into the punching bag again and again.

What did he mean?

What did I do to Shinji?

What really happened?

My hits got sharper. Harder.

Faster.

Trash. Traitor. Why?

What did he do? Or... what did I do?

Each punch landed with a heavy thud, until finally-

"That's bad, little sis. Don't let your emotions mess with your training."

My brother's voice echoed in my head. I froze.

I stepped back, panting.

The punching bag had torn open.

Sand spilled across the floor.

I looked down at my bruised hands but I didn't feel pain.

Aunt Ming rushed over with a towel, her eyes full of worry.

Aunt Ming: "Young Miss, you overdid it again."

I took the towel and wrapped it around my knuckles.

Rika: "Please clean this up."

Without another word, I left and went back upstairs.

I wiped my sweat and opened the dresser for clean clothes then paused.

My eyes caught an old photo.

Me and Shinji.

Smiling.

I reached for it and traced his face.

Rika: "What really happened, Shinji...? Why did you disappear...? And what did I do... that day?"

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