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Chapter 17 - When the Past Knocks

The morning after their sacred union, everything looked different.

Zenande woke first. She lay still, watching Nokwanda sleep. The early light caressed her face, highlighting the softness of her lashes, the fullness of her lips, the peace on her brow. It was hard to believe that the woman lying beside her was the same one who had once stood awkwardly in her mansion, a servant, a stranger.

But now... everything had changed.

Zenande brushed a gentle kiss on Nokwanda's forehead before easing herself out of bed. Her body ached not with pain, but with memory. Every touch, every kiss, every whispered word still echoed on her skin. For the first time in what felt like years, her heart beat in rhythm with hope.

She wheeled herself toward the balcony and looked out over the garden. The trees danced slightly in the morning breeze, the scent of dew and fresh roses floating in the air. Something about it all felt like a new beginning.

Then the doorbell rang.

She frowned.

No one ever came unannounced. Not since the accident. Not since she'd shut the world out. Her heart quickened. She turned back toward the bedroom.

"Nokwanda," she called gently. "Someone's at the door."

Nokwanda stirred awake, sitting up with sleepy eyes and messy hair. "Huh?"

"The door."

Nokwanda rubbed her face and climbed out of bed, grabbing a robe. "I'll get it."

Zenande followed behind slowly, keeping her distance but unable to shake the unease that crawled into her chest.

Nokwanda peeked through the peephole and froze.

She turned back slowly. "Zenande… it's your brother."

Zenande's blood ran cold.

She hadn't spoken to Mpilo in almost a year. After the accident, after her world shattered, he had been one of the first to abandon her—emotionally, at least. He had shown up with pity, with false smiles and empty prayers. But when she needed him most, he left. Just like everyone else.

"Open the door," Zenande said, her voice a whisper.

Nokwanda hesitated, but obeyed.

The door creaked open. Mpilo stood there in a crisp suit, holding a bouquet of white lilies and an expression of carefully crafted guilt.

"Sisi," he said softly. "Can we talk?"

Zenande stared at him. She didn't respond.

He stepped inside without being invited.

The room grew heavy with silence. Mpilo looked around and noticed Nokwanda standing protectively near Zenande's wheelchair.

"Oh," he said slowly, his expression tightening. "I didn't realize you had… company."

Zenande's eyes didn't leave him. "You never cared who I had around before."

Mpilo cleared his throat. "You're right. I wasn't the best brother. But I came to make things right."

Nokwanda, sensing the tension, gently excused herself to the kitchen.

Zenande watched her go, then turned her full attention to Mpilo. "You don't get to walk back into my life like nothing happened. Where were you when I couldn't walk? When I cried myself to sleep? When dad died and I needed you the most?"

Mpilo looked down. "I was ashamed. I didn't know how to face you. I thought you hated me."

"I did," she said honestly. "And maybe I still do. But I'm tired of hate."

He nodded slowly, stepping closer. "Can I sit?"

She shrugged. "It's your guilt. Carry it however you like."

Mpilo sank into a nearby chair, placing the lilies on the coffee table. "I heard about the fire. The threats. I know someone tried to hurt you."

Zenande's eyes sharpened. "How do you know that?"

"I still have people who care about you... who tell me things. I should've been the first to check on you."

"But you weren't."

"I'm here now."

Zenande studied him. He looked older. Wearier. The confident businessman she once admired had been replaced by a man humbled by regret.

"I don't trust you, Mpilo," she said. "I don't trust anyone easily anymore."

He nodded again. "Then let me earn it."

Nokwanda walked back in with coffee, tension written on her face. Zenande saw it and appreciated it. Her presence was no longer just supportive. It was protective.

Mpilo looked between them, his expression unreadable. "So… you two?"

Zenande held Nokwanda's hand deliberately. "Yes. Is that going to be a problem?"

Mpilo shook his head. "Not for me. But be careful, sisi. Not everyone in our family… or the world… is going to be happy about this."

Zenande's smile was razor-sharp. "Let them choke."

He chuckled weakly. "Same old Zenande."

"No," she said softly. "A new one. The one who won't apologize for being alive… or in love."

Mpilo stayed for an hour.

He didn't say much else after Zenande's declaration. Nokwanda remained nearby, serving quiet strength in every glance. When Mpilo eventually stood to leave, he offered an awkward embrace, but Zenande didn't move. She simply nodded, signaling an end to their meeting.

As the door closed behind him, silence returned like an old friend.

Nokwanda turned to Zenande. "Are you okay?"

Zenande inhaled deeply, then exhaled slowly. "No. But I will be."

They sat together for a while, side by side on the couch, not saying anything. The weight of the past had knocked on their door, and though it hadn't destroyed them, it had definitely stirred something inside Zenande.

"Do you believe him?" Nokwanda asked softly.

Zenande shook her head. "I believe he believes himself. But I've learned that belief doesn't equal truth. People convince themselves they care—until things get hard. Then they disappear."

Nokwanda leaned in and kissed her temple. "I'm not disappearing."

Zenande closed her eyes. "I know."

But even as she said it, the fear lingered.

Later that day, Zenande asked Nokwanda to help her go through an old trunk at the back of her storage room. It hadn't been opened since the accident.

It was filled with relics of her old life: framed magazine covers of her modeling days, university awards, handwritten letters from fans, even the shattered glass heels she wore the night she won Miss SA runner-up.

She touched each item like it was a ghost—familiar, but unreachable.

At the bottom of the trunk was a photo album. As Nokwanda held it open, a picture slipped out and landed face-down on the floor.

Zenande picked it up—and froze.

It was a picture of her, her mother, and her father. But what chilled her was the man in the background. A face she hadn't noticed in years. A man who had been at every gala, every family event. A man who always stood behind her father like a shadow.

Mr. Duma.

Nokwanda noticed her expression. "Who is that?"

Zenande's voice was barely audible. "My father's right-hand man. A security consultant. But… I think he knew more than he let on."

Nokwanda took the picture and studied the man. "You think he had something to do with the accident?"

Zenande shook her head slowly. "No. But maybe he knows who did."

The silence between them turned sharp.

For the first time in a long while, Zenande felt the cold pull of a different kind of obsession—answers.

Not just healing. Justice.

"I want to find him," she said.

Nokwanda didn't argue. "Then we will."

Zenande looked at her. "Are you sure? This could be dangerous."

"I didn't fall in love with you to watch from the sidelines," Nokwanda replied. "Where you go, I go."

Zenande's eyes glistened with unshed emotion.

This wasn't just about her pain anymore. It was about the truth. The hidden pieces of her past that still held the power to haunt her future.

And with Nokwanda by her side, maybe—just maybe—she was ready to face it.

The Dubai skyline shimmered through the glass wall of their penthouse suite. Below them, the city moved like a heartbeat — fast, loud, yet somehow distant. The air inside was quiet, only broken by the gentle humming of the air-conditioning and the rhythmic beat of Zenande's crutch tapping against the marble floor. Her robotic leg gleamed gold beneath her silk robe, the matching wheelchair resting quietly in the corner of the suite. She hadn't needed it today.

Nokwanda sat on the private terrace, wrapped in a satin robe, sipping from a glass of sparkling water. Her face glowed under the Arabian sunset, but her expression was distant, pensive — as though something weighed on her chest that she had never allowed anyone to see.

Zenande stepped out and joined her, slowly lowering herself into the seat opposite her. She was tired, not just physically from the day's physiotherapy, but emotionally — tired of pretending she didn't care. Tired of not knowing who Nokwanda truly was.

"Ngiyabonga, Nokwanda," Zenande said softly. "For everything… for being here. For holding me up when I didn't even want to be seen."

Nokwanda's eyes turned to hers, warm and soft. "You don't have to thank me, Zen. I'm here because… I want to be."

There was silence between them for a moment, filled only with the music of the city and ocean breeze. Then Zenande leaned forward.

"But now… I need to know. The truth. About you. About your family. Why you were working as a servant. You don't belong to that world — I could see it the day you walked into my home. Your eyes held too much fire."

Nokwanda stared down at her glass. Her hands trembled slightly.

"You deserve to know," she whispered.

Zenande waited. Nokwanda inhaled deeply, then began.

"I wasn't supposed to be a servant," she said. "I come from a family with money — old money, actually. My father owns shipping companies. My mother was a respected judge until she resigned after a scandal."

Zenande blinked. "A scandal?"

Nokwanda nodded. "My brother was involved in a corruption case. Evidence was planted, but no one cared about the truth. The media destroyed us. My mother stepped down to protect what little dignity we had left. I… I left home. I couldn't stand the silence at the dinner table, the weight of secrets."

She paused.

"I wanted to prove I could survive without their money. So I applied to be a domestic worker. Not because I had to — but because I wanted to disappear into something real. And then I met you."

Zenande's throat tightened. She didn't know whether to feel betrayed, impressed, or simply overwhelmed.

"You were undercover?" she asked, voice shaking.

"No," Nokwanda said, looking up now. "I was broken. Like you. Just hiding in a different way."

Silence again. This time, painful and deep.

Zenande stood up slowly and walked over. She knelt in front of Nokwanda, taking her hands in hers.

"You don't have to hide anymore. Not from me."

Tears filled Nokwanda's eyes. "I didn't mean to fall in love with you, Zenande. I tried to stop it. God knows I tried."

Zenande reached up and wiped away one of her tears with her thumb.

"But you did. And so did I."

Nokwanda leaned forward, and their lips met — softly, slowly, with the tenderness of two souls who had finally stripped themselves bare. The kiss wasn't rushed. It wasn't heated. It was real.

Zenande pulled away, her forehead resting against Nokwanda's.

"I'm still fighting with my feelings," she whispered. "Still scared of trusting someone with this heart that's been broken too many times."

"Then let me help you rebuild it," Nokwanda said, voice low.

Zenande smiled. For the first time in a long time, it reached her eyes.

They sat like that until the stars began to twinkle above them, hand in hand, heart to heart — two women who had found light in each other's darkness.

Author Notes:

This chapter reveals everything we've been waiting for — Nokwanda's secret, her broken past, and the truth she tried so hard to bury. Zenande's healing journey continues with physical strength and emotional courage. Her robotic leg now symbolizes her rising power, not weakness. Dubai isn't just a location — it's a rebirth space.

In the next chapter, expect intense emotional intimacy, a surprise visitor, and Zenande beginning to accept a future she never thought she deserved.

Nokwanda stood near the balcony, gazing out at the sunset, her hands wrapped around a warm cup of tea. Her face glowed in the golden light, but her eyes held a shadow, as if memories she rarely spoke of weighed heavy on her heart.

Zenande's voice broke the silence. "Thank you, Nokwanda. For coming here with me… for being my strength when I felt weak."

Nokwanda turned to her, soft and steady. "I'm here because I want to be. Because I believe in you."

Zenande nodded slowly. Then, gathering courage, she asked, "I need to know more about you. About your family. Why you were working as a servant. You don't belong in that world. I could see the fire in your eyes from the start."

Nokwanda swallowed hard and looked down. "I've never told anyone this before… but you deserve the truth."

Taking a deep breath, Nokwanda began. "I come from a wealthy family. My father owns several businesses, and my mother was a respected judge. But everything changed when my brother was accused of corruption. It wasn't true, but the media didn't care. The scandal broke us apart. My mother resigned, and my family fell into silence and shame."

She paused, her voice faltering. "I left home because I couldn't breathe under all those secrets. I wanted to find myself away from the pain. So I became a domestic worker—not because I had to, but because I needed to disappear into something real. And then, I met you."

Zenande's throat tightened. "You hid from your family by hiding in plain sight."

Nokwanda nodded. "I was broken, like you. But meeting you… it changed everything."

A heavy silence fell between them. Then Zenande slowly reached out, taking Nokwanda's hands in hers. "You don't have to hide anymore—not from me."

Tears welled in Nokwanda's eyes. "I didn't want to fall in love with you. I tried to fight it. But I couldn't."

Zenande gently wiped away a tear from Nokwanda's cheek. "Neither could I."

Their lips met in a tender kiss—slow, full of meaning, and the promise of healing. Zenande felt the walls she'd built around her heart start to crumble, piece by piece.

When they parted, Zenande whispered, "I'm scared. I've been hurt too many times."

Nokwanda smiled softly. "Then let me help you heal."

Zenande smiled back, a real smile that reached her eyes. For the first time in a long time, hope felt possible.

They stayed like that for a while—hands entwined, hearts open, finding light together in a world that had once felt so dark.

The storm had passed, leaving behind the scent of fresh earth and a sky washed clean of its rage. Zenande sat by the window, watching the last droplets trickle down the glass. Her heart felt lighter, yet a quiet tension lingered—like a secret waiting to be told.

Nokwanda joined her, carrying two cups of tea. She handed one to Zenande and took a seat beside her, their hands brushing briefly before settling on their laps.

"I'm scared," Zenande admitted, voice barely above a whisper.

"Of what?" Nokwanda asked gently.

"Of losing you. Of falling too deep and breaking again."

Nokwanda took Zenande's hand in hers, warmth spreading through her fingers. "You won't lose me. We're in this together."

Zenande's eyes shimmered with tears, but she refused to let them fall. "It's not just you or me. It's everything—my past, my family, the accident. It all haunts me."

Nokwanda nodded. "I can't erase the past, but I can promise to hold your hand while you face it."

Zenande smiled faintly. "Thank you for staying."

They leaned into each other, the space between them dissolving. For the first time in a long time, Zenande felt safe not just in her body, but in her heart.

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