The things is I don't know if I'm In love with him or just want him around
His fragrance
His touch
His aura
His smile
Godd everything about him is intoxicating
I think I don't just want him around I love him
But đđ
His has someone in his life
Loving someone that has a gf is pointless
But I don't know what and how it happened
I love him
He is real and intentional
He doesn't really reply my text
Buh there this magnet that draws me closer
The distance is there already
But it is not making me unlove him
it's hurts
Now I see why there are side chick
At first she knows u have a gf and she is like she will keep things in control
But she falls for something that's uncontrollable
Loveđ©
Love is huuhhhđ©
Teary
Ion know wat was wrong cause he didn't reply my text for like a day I was crying
I'm a strong gurl
I never cry
Buh the tears that moment was uncontrollable
Loving you is my greatest sin
I don't know if it's worth the pain
Buh anytime I act nonchalant
I still like wait for him to come to me at night like he does
Like sleeping without him Beside me makes me feel empty and like I still have a belonging or someone that hasn't entered yet
There was a time I was alone
It was dark I was sad
And he came to me
Reassured me that it was gonna be fyn
I glint of hope was in my eyes
The moment I remember he isn't mine another flush of sadness is within me
And I don't know wat to do