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Chapter 18 - Winter Between Us

In the weeks following Mizuki's transfer from Takashi's homeroom, the atmosphere around them changed entirely.

Gone were the accidental moments—the brush of hands over papers, the exchanged glances during lectures, the rare smiles shared in the margins of school life. In their place was a deliberate silence, clean and cold like untouched snow. A line had been drawn, and Takashi honored it with painful precision.

He became colder.

Not cruel, not disrespectful—just distant.

Where he once lingered after class to ask thoughtful questions or quietly slide sketches her way for feedback, now he simply nodded, bowed, and left. His art became sharper, more precise. Each stroke spoke of focus, but lacked the warmth it once carried.

Mizuki noticed. Of course she did.

Every teacher notices when a student changes.

But this was different.

This was personal.

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In the new homeroom, Sakamoto-sensei tried to connect with Takashi like Mizuki once had, but was met with blank politeness. Takashi sat at the back, rarely engaging unless called upon. He turned in flawless assignments, aced his exams, and offered no more than was required.

He had learned how to make himself untouchable.

Mizuki watched from afar.

Sometimes, during faculty meetings or hallway patrol, she would catch a glimpse of him. Always alone. Always moving with that silent resolve that felt unnatural on someone so young.

It hurt more than she expected.

And yet, she didn't break the distance.

Couldn't.

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One gray afternoon, Takashi sat in the library, hunched over a thick English literature book. Not because he enjoyed it—he already knew the material—but because distraction had become a tool.

He hadn't drawn anything personal in weeks.

His sketchbook lay untouched in his bag.

He missed it. He missed her.

But he also understood why things were the way they were. He understood the kind of pressure she must have been under, the weight of her position, the risk of perception. But that understanding did nothing to ease the hollow space where their connection had lived.

He was tired of waiting for something that wouldn't return.

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Meanwhile, Mizuki sat at her desk in the second-year homeroom, grading essays with meticulous attention. Every word she read blurred into the next.

She reached for her cup of tea. Cold.

She placed it back down, fingers trembling slightly.

She thought about the last time they had spoken.

"Do you hate me for it?"

"I think I like you more for it."

She hadn't expected him to say that. She had expected anger. Frustration. Silence, maybe. But not that quiet grace. Not that heartbreaking clarity.

It would have been easier if he'd lashed out.

Instead, he'd disappeared into himself.

And she had let him.

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Spring festivals were approaching, and the school was abuzz with talk of preparations, costumes, and performances. Students volunteered excitedly. Classrooms were filled with laughter and creativity.

But Takashi remained at his desk.

When asked to participate in art decorations, he declined.

When students laughed around him, he didn't join.

His world had narrowed to pages, paragraphs, and grades.

His mother noticed too. One evening, over dinner, she placed her chopsticks down and gave him a long look.

"Are you unhappy, Takashi?"

He didn't look up. "No."

"You've stopped drawing at home."

He nodded.

"You used to come alive when you talked about your teacher."

He stiffened.

"That's over."

His mother didn't push. She just said, gently, "Your father and I may not understand everything you feel, but we do see when you're hurting. Don't bury that too deep. You might not find it again."

He didn't answer.

But later that night, he stared at his old sketchpad for a long time.

And left it closed.

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One rainy morning, Mizuki passed Takashi in the corridor.

Their eyes met.

Briefly.

And it was like looking into a mirror made of glass and ice.

She opened her mouth to say something—anything.

But he looked away first.

It was the first time he had.

She stood there for a long while, rooted in place, as the students streamed around her.

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By the end of the term, Takashi ranked first in every subject.

His artwork was featured in a national student gallery, submitted quietly by his art teacher. When the announcement was made in class, his classmates congratulated him with cheers.

He simply nodded, closed his notebook, and moved on.

That evening, Mizuki saw the bulletin board in the faculty hallway. His name was written in bold under the award title.

She stood in front of it for several minutes.

No one saw her smile.

Or the tear that followed.

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The pain grew on both sides.

One side wore it like armor, the other like a bruise beneath silk.

They had both chosen the high road. The responsible path.

But no one had said how cold that road would be.

No one warned that silence could echo louder than words.

And as spring crept closer, both Takashi and Mizuki walked parallel lines that never quite met, each hoping the other might take one step sideways.

But neither did.

Because dignity has a cost.

And sometimes, that cost is the sound of your own heart breaking quietly beneath the noise of everything else.

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