Alan POV
Was I in Heaven? Or was it hell? I never did anything bad in my life though!
I was floating through an abyssal space with no direction , I couldn't move my body , not even close my eyes , I waited for a long time until my eyes fell on a person...it was me...?
"Yeah I am you" he said.
"What are you-" I was about to speak up but he interuppted me.
"I'll answer , don't ask cliché questions , your in your mind , I'm a part of you , name's Alfie and...Mmm you , I mean us come from a Rich Family of Magic Users."
What he said just now seemed like a bunch of bull , no way my dad and mother were Mages! They don't seem like Mages at all! Yet I-
" Our dad sacrificed so much for us....he separated his magic core just to give birth to us and Morgana and you-!! Have you ever thought how much fear our parents felt when you didn't have any magic in you!"
He started walking towards me and got so near , his pupils glowed white , like he was going to kill me but someone stopped me before he did.
"Alfie , he isn't worth it" a voice called out , when I looked at him , my eyes widened like golf balls , he looked exactly like me and this person beside called Alfie.
"But Arthur-!" He was about to retaliate but stopped and sigh , just like me and his white glow disappeared and he stepped back.
"Is this so called death?" I asked this Arthur guy , he looked at me weirdly.
"Your between Living and Death , you got to choose." His eyes flickered with bluish hue.
"Did what Alfie say is real? My- Our parents so much for us..?" I looked at him waiting for a reply.
"Yes Alan , they did. Especially your dad , he fwced humiliation for discarding his lineage for you , your mother cries every night that you weren't born with magic , scared that their families will find out , your dad decided to abandon everything for you but you have pushed all of your family for all of your life , have you ever tried seeing them as themselves ?" Arthur asked.
I just fell on my knees , It felt like I had no meaning...., the more I thought about what he said , the more pathetic I felt...this was guilt...I hated this feeling , I felt my eyes watering as I slowly started to weep.
I still remembered how they used to fight...all this time they didn't fight for money but for- me...
Nothing could be done now , I regretted pushing them all away , 'My' Dad , 'My' twin sister , 'My' Mom , 'My' stepmother and all 'My' siblings who loved me..
"Hihh..hihh" I couldn't stop tears which started to leak down like a faucet..
"Hihh...I'm sorry.. hihh" the more I cried , the more sad I felt.
A hand came out and touched my hair and ruffled it , it was slowly lifted my face by the chin.
"Cry and your a girl ." Arthur made a weird joke from 90's making me smile for a but and I got up trying to dry my tears.
"Don't act retarded, I said you have a choice , we can life or die , your decision." Alfie said with a small laugh.
"So I didn't di-"
"...."
I felt embarrassed, arghhhh someone kill me!! Oh wait , someone did! Arghhhhh!!
Arthur and Alfie smiled at me , Aren't they just me? I shouldn't feel embarrassed should I? How does this 'you are me' thing work?
"It's our magical lineage's power , it appears every 15 heirs and we got it! By we , I mean you...ughh my brain hurts from the English I'm using." Aflie groaned from the mental toll on his seemingly small brain.
"Hey! I can hear you , you know! If your calling me dumb , your dumb aswell!" Alfie shouted at me making me smile again.
"So...will this be the last ti-" I was cut off by Arthur.
"Don't say it. I swear if you do-"
"Will this be the last time I'll see you?" I said in a lightning fast manner.
"Go to hell!" Arthur replied, was he mad? Was a tsunde-
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I woke up in my bed in my night clothes , the ones with duck designs on them. Now that I remember, I slept without changing yesterday!
Alfie's voice , so it wasn't a dream after all...I died , and I'm going to find that guy and-
I stopped thinking about it and focused on Alfie.
"I could pay 20 dollars for you to shut up" I groaned and started changing my position on the bed.
< I'll shut my imaginary mouth if you play games with Tricky>
I widened my eyes...remembering about the revelation , 'my' parents and 'my' siblings suffered because of me and I had to make it right...somehow..
"Wait how do you know that?"
< From magical family , remember?>
'Magic huh..' I thought opening my door and walking into the hallway , I could hear 'hyahh!' and 'hahhhhh!' sounds , he must be playing 'Fight Bros' , my favorite game when I was a child , I had the highest score which was on global board with title 'Alfie- wait Alfie!
I obliged and knocked on the door , surprising the sound stopped and the lights turned on , the door opened cautiously, maybe because he thought it was Kelly.
Being the impatient man I am , I grabbed the handle and opened it full force , as I did I heard a yelp.
"Ow!" Tricky said in a slow voice then looked at me , the delinquent looked quiet stunned that it was me.
"I'll lower the volume go get out!" He quietly screamed not to wake up the parents.
I just walked into the room , it had painted purple walls with teddy bears , I knew he liked cute things , I just didn't care...until Alfie told me..
Grabbing the controller , I sat on the couch and picked my favorite character , looking at the controller bought many feelings , this used to be mine...but as I grew up i abandoned it..
"Come play." I commanded , after a minute of staring from Tricky , he turned off the lights , closed the door and sat beside me and picked the controller.
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It was after an hour or so that we stopped playing , I yawned as I put down the controller.
"Get sleep , don't want my brother to have heart problems from lack of sleep" I said as I looked at his face , his Azure eyes showed shining glint, he was probably about to cry.
"Sure I will...brother.."
Maybe having a brother isn't bad after all.