The feeling remains the same, but the thought reverses. In short, the goal is the same, but the method is completely opposite. For example, a boy who wants to be a hero, with a positive mindset, would think of protecting people, while with a negative mindset, he would think of annihilating the opponent.
The thought remains the same, but the feeling reverses. In short, the actions are the same, but the inner feelings are completely opposite. For example, the method of killing an opponent doesn't change, but it's differentiated by whether it's extreme yandere love or mere murderous intent.
"Hehehe... I'll let you give me a big hug."
So, which of these two categories does Bennia fall into when she hugs my waist and acts incredibly spoiled? Or is she something else entirely?
She always tries to kill me, so I thought I'd use the controller to make her feelings honest... and this is what happened when I made her honest. Who is this person?
"...? What's wrong?"
"...No, it's nothing."
As expected, it was unforeseen. She became more affectionate than I thought. No, if she gets more into the mood, she'll probably try to do something even more dangerous.
"Come on, let's go to the room quickly~"
"Alright..."
Bennia, purring, leads me into the room. I said "when I made her honest," but now it feels like a deeper, literally instinctual part of her is exposed. Of course, that's what happens when you do something like that to someone whose heart isn't allowed, but their body is.
"Whoa... what? You're surprisingly aggressive."
"Because... I can't wait anymore..."
As soon as we arrived in the room, Bennia slowly took off her clothes and let them fall to the floor. By the way, I'm pinned down, so I can't resist... or rather, I won't.
"Hey, hey, were you getting aroused while talking to me?"
"When you talk to someone you like... anyone would end up like this, of course..."
No, that's not right. I want to loudly deny it, but it wouldn't change the situation, and if I didn't, the inverse rape time would just start on its own, so I thought it was easier not to.
"Haa haa... Hehe, as expected, you're erect... I'm thinking of squeezing out a lot of this big thing and nurturing a crystal of love."
Bennia says this with a blush and a cheerful smile. No, I'm making sure children can't be made unless I want them to be.
"Haa... a crystal of love. You mean you want to get pregnant if it means making a child?"
"If it's the child of someone I love... no matter how old I am, I want to get pregnant. That's just how a girl in love is."
I wanted to say, "Is the 'girl in love' inside you in her estrus cycle?" but I'll hold it in here.
"Now, deep, deep inside... mm...! Yes, it's in..."
Bennia trembled with an ecstatic expression. She seemed to have lightly climaxed just from it entering.
"Haa haa... ah, it feels so good my hips..."
And it seems she climaxed and her hips gave out just from it entering. It's annoying when she acts like an airhead even at a time like this.
"H-hee...!"
"...Oh."
But overcoming that, Bennia starts to move. It's quite slow, but she's still able to move steadily. It feels more accurate to say that she somehow lifted her hips but couldn't endure it and fell, rather than "moving her hips."
"Feels good... does it feel good...?"
With an ecstatic expression, yet smiling cheerfully, Bennia speaks to me. She knows I like it intense and is saying this, but... well, it doesn't not feel good, so I won't deny it.
"It doesn't not feel good."
"N-then I'll move more...!"
Perhaps happy with my words, Bennia slowly raises and lowers her hips again. As she gradually learns how to move, she starts moving her hips only, not her whole body, almost slamming them down.
"Haa haa... mmph!"
"Mm."
And while moving, she seemed to have gained some leeway and started kissing me. However, it was just lips meeting lips; she didn't seem to have enough leeway to include her tongue. No choice... I'll take the initiative here and thrust my tongue into her mouth.
"Mmmmuu!?"
Bennia was surprised by the sudden intrusion of my tongue. But perhaps she couldn't stop, only her hips continued to move as they were.
"Mmm, chu, rero... mmm...!"
Moving while kissing. Perhaps it felt very good, as Bennia let out pained moans and became more intense. More than pleasure, it was lust. More than delight, it was love. It was more endearing than delightful. It's no exaggeration to say she was truly enticed by love.
"Puh... haa haa... I want more, more intense..."
"Can't be helped... then, I'll thrust into you... don't faint, okay?"
"H-hya, hya!"
I said that to Bennia, slightly posing with a chin grab. ...Yeah, I started to feel embarrassed after saying it.
"Alright then... here I go."
"Underst... ahhhh...!?"
Before she could finish speaking, I thrust violently into Bennia. Holding her a little tightly, with enough force that it felt more like pushing than thrusting, and intensely.
"H-g-g! It's coming, but...! My heart is pounding...!"
Each time I thrust into her, Bennia climaxed repeatedly at very short intervals. However, more than that, Bennia seemed to feel joy in being able to engage in this act with me.
"Do you like mine that much?"
"More than yours, you yourself...!"
Bennia wrapped both her hands and feet around my back, panting and exhaling. Anyway, with both her hands and feet wrapped around my back, our faces were very close. I'll kiss her again.
"Mmmmuu!? Mm, mmm..."
Perhaps that was the final blow, as I felt the strength drain from Bennia's body.
"Puh... okay, I'm about to come out now?"
"Hahii..."
Bennia had already lost her strength and her hips had given out. Having no choice, I moved my body as it was and prepared to aim for the very depths of Bennia.
"It's coming...!"
"H-guu...!"
Bennia arched her back and reached a great climax. Afterwards, she lost her strength and collapsed onto the bed. I withdrew myself from Bennia, who was breathing heavily, and brought it to her mouth.
"Ah..."
Perhaps sensing what I wanted her to do, Bennia moved her face as it was and began to lick me. Her face was as if to say it was filled with bliss.
"...And why are we shopping again?"
"Hm? There's something I want you to accompany me for today, you know? Didn't I tell you beforehand?"
I have no memory of being told such a thing at all. It's possible I don't remember, but I can't deny the possibility that memories that don't exist are being created due to the command's influence.
"...So, what are we going to do?"
"Shopping. Well, to put it plainly, it's a date."
Date, DATE, DEATH... they're different spellings, different meanings, and completely different pronunciations. Well, if it's just going out, it should be fine. I had nothing to do at home anyway.
"Even a date has a form... are we going to a nearby department store?"
"No, we're going to the next town over. It's bigger over there, and most importantly, there's a movie theater."
A movie, huh? I heard talks about prices going up recently, but... well, I always want to go see a movie I want to watch. I'm one of those people.
"Are we going to see a romance movie? I'm not really into those kinds of things..."
"Huh? I don't like them either. So what we're going to see is... an action movie."
"...I can't believe there were three Johnnys..."
"The gunfight using the triplet trick was unforgettable..."
The movie was interesting, yes. No, it was truly interesting... I was completely engrossed in watching it. Still, they probably can't prepare three actors with the same face, so it must have been CG... but wow, it was amazing.
"So, what are we doing after this?"
"Oh, I'm going to do a little shopping. But it's my personal shopping, so I'd like you to wait a bit."
"Well, that's fine."
I'd wait as long as she needed for shopping. I'm only accompanying her because I have time to spare, not because I hate having nothing to do. It's just that I'll be idle. If I were home, I'd be sleeping.
"Then I'll sit on that bench over there, so come quickly~"
"Okay~"
And so, after waiting for several hours... during that time, I killed time by playing a mobile game on the bench. It was too long, what could she be doing?
"I bought it~"
"You're late, what did you buy?"
"You should save that for later fun."
Saying that, Bennia pulled my hand and tried to lead me somewhere. I shook her hand off, told her I'd follow without being pulled, and then we walked side-by-side to Bennia's desired location.
"...And this is it."
The place we arrived at was a hotel. More precisely, it was a "love" hotel... it seems she just wanted to come here from the beginning.
"That's right~ Come on, let's go quickly."
"Yes, yes."
Guided by Bennia, we entered the love hotel. As expected, or rather, as it always is... a sea of pink dominated my vision.
"...And, just to ask, is what you bought earlier something to be used here?"
"Hmm... I think it's more accurate to say it's something to be shown in this kind of atmosphere, rather than used here."
"Hmm...?"
I thought for a moment. An atmosphere like a love hotel, would naturally imply an atmosphere for the act. And to see something in that kind of atmosphere... it could be nakedness... but no, that's not it. Nor is it an adult toy series. Those are for using rather than showing. So then... lingerie, perhaps?
"...Lingerie for a special occasion?"
"Correct~... Now, let's open it up."
Bennia lifted her skirt and showed me the underwear she had on underneath. Black panties... but it was a very suggestive item that didn't cover the essential private part.
"Hehe... I also wear such sexy lingerie, you know?"
"Hmm... nice. Then... shall we do it with the lingerie on today? It'd be a waste to take it off so easily."
Bennia didn't deny it. She didn't say yes verbally either, but her attitude said "I want that."
"Then... don't expect to rest for a while━━━"
"Ohh...!"
Bennia climaxed as I deeply and forcefully thrust into her. I had already come inside Bennia many times, so what couldn't fit anymore was overflowing from inside her.
"Alright... I'm coming again...!"
"Ha, giiiiiiihhh...!"
And again, I came inside Bennia. The part that couldn't completely fit overflowed from Bennia like a fountain.
"Hohe..."
Trembling, Bennia wore an ecstatic expression. I got a thrill from that face, and for some reason, I stole her lips with a kiss.
"Mmm..."
She seemed to want to say something, but she was happy and her face melted again. After I put my tongue in and ravaged her mouth before pulling my lips away, Bennia was completely dazed.
"...I guess I'll wait until she wakes up."
As a result... if only the body has fallen, then the moment she's made honest, lust and carnal desire seem to become the same thing. It's good enough to have discovered just that... Well, I probably won't go home until I feel like it. This is cute in its own way. I thought that as I gently stroked Bennia's cheek.
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