Kieran's POV
I learn that control was everything.
Control of myself, the pack, and the future I was meant to carry.
And I did. I controlled my emotions and reactions to things around me; I also controlled the people around me, and I gave orders that were executed immediately. I had control.
But it slipped through my hands like water the moment she vanished.
I could still feel the bond burning faintly in my chest. It was a slow, shallow pulse that I could have ignored.
But it told me she was alive. I was very sure of it.
But it did not tell me where.
It should have. The mate bond was supposed to anchor us, draw me to her as surely as blood draws wolves to a kill. But every time I reached for it, it slid from me. It was like chasing a storm.
And my rage grew sharper each time it escaped me.
I failed her.