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Chapter 77 - Preparing to Let Go

The sun was high over Port Harcourt, blinding and bold, casting long fingers of light into the city streets. But in Mike and Danika's apartment, the light felt muted—as if time had slowed and color had drained from the edges of the world. Not because of sadness exactly, but because they were preparing for a different kind of goodbye.

Not the kind you say when love ends.

The kind you say when love transforms.

Mike had accepted the offer.

The decision hadn't come easily. It had taken weeks of whispered midnight conversations, lists scribbled in notebooks, tension that rose and fell like waves. The truth was, they both knew love couldn't thrive without space to grow. And this dream—his chance to work at one of the world's most respected tech innovation agencies—wasn't something he could turn away from forever.

Danika hadn't cried when he told her. She had nodded once, eyes glassy, and whispered, "Okay."

But that night, while folding his laundry into neat little stacks, she broke.

She sat on the edge of their bed holding his faded college t-shirt to her chest, the one he wore when they stayed in on rainy days. The cotton still smelled faintly of his cologne—cedarwood and orange. She clutched it tightly, and the sob rose from somewhere deep and silent, shaking her like a tremor.

Not because she was being left behind. But because—for the first time—she couldn't follow.

Mike walked in to see her hunched over, her back trembling. He didn't speak. He just walked over, sat beside her, and placed a hand on her knee.

"I'm scared," she whispered, without looking up.

"I am too," he said quietly, his thumb drawing soft circles against her skin.

They sat there for nearly half an hour. Quiet. Still. Breathing in the truth.

Over the next few days, their lives shifted gears.

They moved like a couple preparing for two timelines. One here. One away. There were passport photos, embassy appointments, digital scans of certificates, and emergency contacts sent to employers.

Danika updated the router in the house and reinstalled every video call app they'd ever used.

Mike memorized Port Harcourt to London time difference by heart.

Danika started journaling again—something she hadn't done since her early twenties. Her words were unfiltered, raw, and full of the things she didn't always say aloud.

"He won't be gone forever. But what if the days feel like years?"

"What if I grow without him—and he grows in another direction?"

"How do I stay soft in the silence?"

She didn't show him the journal. But every night before bed, she tucked it under her pillow, a quiet anchor for her spirit.

Mike, on the other hand, started leaving notes around the house. Tiny messages scribbled on scrap paper and tucked into ordinary places: her hairdryer, the inside of her shoe rack, her makeup pouch, and even inside the cover of her favorite book.

"Don't skip lunch."

"I love your fire."

"When you're tired, remember what you're made of."

They shared more now—meals, baths, walks to the bus stop. They even sat on the rooftop one night, drinking soft drinks and watching stars as if time could be held still with enough quiet.

Each moment was steeped in presence.

In purpose.

In the knowledge that time was shrinking.

They planned out their long-distance routine like a blueprint for survival.

Morning calls before Danika opened the salon.

Video chats during her lunch breaks, if time allowed.

Sunday "together nights"—where neither would take any other calls or distractions.

One trip every three months, depending on finances.

"It won't be perfect," Danika had said, "but we'll fight."

Mike had kissed her forehead. "I'd rather fight with you than be peaceful without you."

Their families reacted in different ways.

Danika's mother was cautious but quiet. She simply reminded her daughter to stay grounded and not let distance chip away at honesty.

"You've been through storms before," she said, handing Danika a beaded bracelet. "Tie this around your wrist the day he leaves. As a reminder that you're never truly apart."

Mike's younger brother was more skeptical. "So you're going to become a remote couple?" he'd asked. "You sure you're built for that?"

Mike had smiled without irritation. "We're not doing this because it's easy. We're doing it because we believe in each other."

Even his father—who rarely commented on personal matters—pulled Mike aside the day before departure.

"You do this right," he said. "Don't make that girl feel forgotten."

"I won't," Mike promised.

"You better not. She's more solid than most men I know."

On Mike's last Sunday before departure, they didn't speak much. They didn't need to.

They woke early, packed a picnic basket, and drove to the water—the stretch of shore where they had once argued, then healed. The place where Danika once said, "I want to build something with you that no storm can erase."

They sat on the sand, shoes off, feet in the waves.

The breeze tangled Danika's hair, and Mike watched her quietly, memorizing every detail—the curve of her cheek, the arch of her brow when the sun hit just right.

She handed him a small, smooth stone. It was flat, dark, and cool from the shade of her palm.

"For when you miss home," she said. "Keep it in your pocket."

Mike looked at it. Turned it over. And nodded.

He pressed a kiss to her hand.

That night, back home, they didn't speak of tomorrow. They didn't say, "Don't go," or "I'll miss you," or anything that might split them open.

They simply moved through the evening like a ceremony.

They lit candles.

They played soft music—an old playlist they had made on their third anniversary, full of songs that told their story better than words.

Then they made love.

Not desperately.

Not hurriedly.

But as if they were writing something onto each other's skin.

An imprint.

A memory.

A vow.

The morning was still when it arrived.

Danika stood by the door as Mike zipped up the final compartment of his luggage. Her fingers shook slightly, but her eyes stayed clear.

"I'll be right here," she said. "Doing what we started. Holding our part of the world steady."

Mike looked at her for a long moment.

"I'll carry you with me," he said, voice thick. "In every code I write. Every mile I travel. Every new city."

She stepped forward and kissed him.

Not goodbye.

Just...

"See you soon."

At the airport, Mike stood in the final line for departure. His backpack weighed heavy on his shoulders, but not nearly as heavy as the ache in his chest.

He reached into his pocket, clutching the stone Danika had given him. His fingers curled around its cool surface, grounding him.

In his carry-on, a folded piece of paper sat inside his laptop bag. It was the note Danika had tucked into his hoodie:

"Remember: love is not fragile. We are not fragile. Go make space for the future we deserve. And when it gets hard, read this again."

Later that night, alone in their apartment, Danika curled on their couch. She didn't turn on the TV or scroll through her phone.

She simply opened her journal, lit one of the candles from the night before, and wrote:

"You are not gone. Just elsewhere. I will wait. I will grow. I will love you forward."

And then she tied the bracelet from her mother around her wrist, tight enough to feel the pulse beneath it.

Across the ocean, Mike stood in his new flat, staring at a blinking cursor on his screen. The walls were bare. The furniture sterile.

But in his pocket was a stone. In his mind, a voice.

And on his desktop wallpaper, a picture of them on the shore—hands clasped, laughter frozen in mid-air.

The goodbye hadn't broken them.

It had only begun a new chapter.

And they were writing it still.

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