After dinner, Nana took Ding Xi'an to the garden because Ding Xian said she wanted to feel the fresh and natural breeze on her skin.
"It's so nice to be out here after so long... It feels soothing and cool" Ding Xi'an exclaimed and smiled, she was really feeling happy.
"It's nice to know that you're happy Ding Xian ... you deserve this happiness" Nana said and smiled faintly.
"Thanks"
"Ding Xian can I ask you something?" Nana asked with a serious tone
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Inside the Mansion Zhang Quain and Yu Yan were in living room with Xiaofeng. Yu Yan appreciated Xiaofeng for her kindheartedness. She was really grateful to Xiaofeng for saving her daughter she felt that if Xiaofeng had not saved her maybe Ding Xian would not be with them.
"You've really appreciated me enough Mrs Zhang..I was only doing what I would do on a normal day" Xiaofeng said smiling.
"I know but I still have to repay you right? I won't feel okay if I let you go like that" Yu Yan said"name anything you want and I'll give you"
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"What's that?" Ding Xian asked, seeing the serious look on Nana's face Ding Xian knew she had something important to ask and Ding Xian knew what she was going to ask?
"Why have you suddenly changed your attitude towards me? I mean you're being nice to me why?" Nana asked curiously and Ding Xian chuckled lightly. She was expecting this question.
"And why are you always nice to me also?" Ding asked and held Nana's hand looking into her eyes .
"Don't change the topic.. I'm serious" Nana pouted.
"Oh my goodness you look so cute with that face" Ding Xisn exclaimed and laughed.
"Ding Xian" Nana yelled.
"Okay okay.. I just realized that I've been foolish treating you bad for no reason. You've been nice to me so why should I have you. I want to start a new life. A new life with the right people in it." Ding Xian explained with a glimpse of determination in her eyes.
"Thank you" Nana said and hugged Ding Xian" thank you too"
"Okay okay you both are making me jealous" Yu Yan said from behind and the two girls looked up.
"Mum" Ding Xi'an said
"I looked for you around but I couldn't find you. Who would have thought you were here?" Yu Yan said and sat close to Ding Xi'an.
"I'll leave you both to talk" Nana said and left the garden.
"Hmm" Yu Yan sighed looking at the blue sky. Ding Xian eyes were glued on her mum , she had really gone through a lot her face was looking pale and she had become more lean.
"It was worst than this" Yu Yan said and looked at Ding Xian. She could feel Ding Xian stare and knew what she was thinking about.
"What?" Ding Xian asked confused.
"I was really sick that I couldn't leave the room for a whole seven months which felt like years to me...but seeing you today I feel better" You Can smiled warmly
"I'm really sorry mum.. not just for making you think too much during my disappearance but also for the trouble and chaos I caused you before. I really feel foolish and stupid" Ding Xian said losly almost at the venue of tears.
"It's not your fault..I really felt bad that you would always take the blame on trouble that Feifei caused... I hated the fact that she was using you but you couldn't see it even after your death she was the only one I suspected. Back then I thought that praising her and rebuking you would make you see that she was only making use of you but I was wrong she seemed to be using a strong black magic on you" Yu Yan explained angrily, she really disliked that girl Feifei and her mother, they both spelt trouble.
"So you never thought Feifei was better than me and that I was nothing but problem" Ding Xi'an asked letting the tears flow she couldn't hold it back anymore.
"I never thought such a thing darling.. I will always love you for the rest of my life and support you in the best way I can" Yu Yan said and took Ding Xian's hand.
"I'm sorry mum.. please forgive me" Ding Xian said still crying
"I forgive you..I overheard you saying to Nana that you wanted to start a new life. I don't know what may have happened to you but I'm here to support so don't keep anything to yourself. Okay?" Yu Yan asked and held Ding Xi'an face with both hands.
"Okay" Ding Xi'an agreed and hugged her mum" I love you mum "
"I love you too"