[][] Marshall's Pov [][]
I think this not working any more . Sunakshi don't want to be in relationship . She tried very hard to be with me but her mind is with kalki only . Everytime she said something to me she accidently call kalki then correct it . She is not trying to get rid of but try to be someone better for me , and honestly i don't like it . I loved her because she was herself , not trying to impress anyone, not creating excuses for running away , not trying to avoid me .
"Is it to much for you to continue ." I ask sunakshi which was sitting beside me watching the sky , as if looking for freedom .
"Hn ,What are you talking about ?" She ask .
"you and i know very well that this relation is nothing to you , and you are with in it because you don't want me to feel bad ..." I said looking at the sky with tears in my eyes .
"No , it's not the truth , i am in love with you ,' She try to said but i cut her
"Whom are you trying to make fool . Me or yourself . " I said and she ignore my eyes for the first time in a year . My words are sharp but it the reality which we both can not lies .
"Just try to understand sunakshi that are paths are very different from each other . I love you because you use to bee friendly , caring , not trying to impress but be yourself because you want someone to accept you like that and want that girl back which will not come until you are in this relationship, but you are not the some person i loved . " I said trying to sound not hurt even though i am . I took a breather and said the most hurtful line which i don't like to say like this on her birthday . I have not given her the birthday present in front of others but it was my gift for her which she want desperately . Freedom .
"It's better if we break up right now ."
"We can give time ..." She try but it did not matter at all now . It's clear in my mind .
"Your feelings for kalki will never go away and i can not make my place in your heart either if i know you have feelings for someone else . Someone will say you are a red flag, but for me you are the greenest flag i ever met . And after break up you do not mind the comment of been red or green flag ." I explain her and she start to cry as she realised that she was doing wrong to me , to kalki , and to herself .
"Please break up , not for you but for me . Think of my feeling for you . Think how am i feel when ever you takes kalki's name accidently , it make my heart ache . please ." I said again .
"If that will make you happy then ok , we should break up . But .....but we want to tell you something she took a deep breath and said which made me cry . Every moment with you was not like prison to me it was like experiencing A different story with you which i never imaged ." I cried and smiled at her words at the same time and she did the same time .
We left something that day which we should have not started . It's good i did not grow more feelings for her . It is hard for me to let go or sunakshi but she is my first love and it always stayed incomplete . I wish sunakshi got what she is looking for and she and kalki may come together .
At school we did not tell anyone about it but as they look at me and sunakshi some get the idea that we are not at good term . I talk to her as i do and she also start be herself as she was first when i saw her . It's good that both of us are taking the break up positively . we smile at each other even though we know inside we are not happy at all .
After are break up we promised that we will be good friends . Karishma was the first one to ask us about what happen after two weeks that sunakshi was behaving different and cheerful .
[][] Sunakshi's POV [][]
It's been two month of our break up but it don't feel like it . No one care also . I have not told at home about it . Everyone thought Marshall and i am still dating , and i am not planning to tell them either . They will tell to Kalki which i don't want . Sai and shivaay is busy with their family problems which rudra don't know and should not be know . Rajveer is out on business trip and dylan is with kalki for six months . He had try to make me talk to kalki but i never said anything when he is around or on phone . I am angry with him he can not even call my number ones . Kalki always call on others phone never on mine . Why i don't know ?
If he ever return here i will ask him this . My life is going good .but still deep down in my heart i wish .... just wish Kalki never left me that day , or best that day never had come .
As i think of i want to talk to him but can't do it .
Kalki wants to talk to sunakshi but she don't want to talk , but she wish kalki come to her place and talk to her . And it look like kalki had heard that though something that why he thought of retune to Sunakshi to say which she never expect to hear .