Loneliness crept in like a thief in the night stealing moments of joy and leaving emptiness in it's wake, why do I feel this empty I ask myself it's feels like am drowning and there is no one to save me , I cry for help no one hears me
i wake up everyday and put on a bright smile but behind that smile is a pain that is unexplainable, I speak to the voices in my head all the time they scream all the time for me to let them out , I talk to the paintings on the wall since that's the only friends I got .
The city pulsed with life, but I stood still a solitary figure in a sea of strangers, the feeling of emptiness slowly devour the soul . It a hard feeling making everyone happy , cheering everyone up but can't cheer your self up you keep on hoping for things to be better but the more you hope the more you learn to accept the healing is gonna take a while
its a different kind of pain when you have a lot to say but no one to listen then you have to keep it to yourself and it keeps eating and eating you up till you make it a part of you . You get scared of walking with the crowd cause you feel everyone is out to get you ,you withdraw from everyone and become comfortable talking to your the voices you hear .Why is this happening to me, how do I escape this you ask yourself
Everyone deserves a chance at happiness you say to yourself there is beauty in hope .