Chapter 79: The First Cracks
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The forest surrounding Xavier's Mutant School had been around longer than the mansion itself. Ancient oaks and maples loomed like titans, their leaves filtering the late afternoon sunlight into dappled patterns on the forest floor. Birds called overhead, a peaceful counterpoint to the tension that had driven us out here in the first place.
Jean walked beside me with her arms crossed tightly across her chest as if physically holding herself together. The telekinetic energy that had been crackling around her earlier had subsided somewhat, but I could still feel it simmering beneath the surface, like static electricity before a storm.
"So," I ventured, aiming for casual. "This isn't exactly how I expected the day to end. When I woke up this morning in a demon queen's castle in Limbo, I figured that would be the weirdest part of my day. Shows what I know."
That earned me a small smile, which I counted as a win.
"Yeah… Limbo, clones, alternative dimensions," Jean sighed. "When did our lives get so complicated? I remember when the biggest crisis at the Institute was Logan drinking all the beer before a barbecue."
"I'd pay good money to see the Wolverine throwing a tantrum over missing beer."
Jean's laugh was brief but genuine. "He nearly skewered Scott when he suggested switching to wine coolers."
We continued deeper into the woods, following a well-worn path that probably served as a jogging trail for students. The physical distance from the mansion seemed to ease something in Jean. Her shoulders gradually lowered, her steps becoming less rigid.
"What's your favorite alien?" she asked suddenly.
"Huh?"
"Your transformations. Which one do you like best?"
I considered for a moment, grateful for the shift to safer territory. "Tough call. Four Arms is solid for pure strength. XLR8 for speed. But recently? It's Feedback."
"Which one is that? I don't think I've seen it before, have I?" Jean brushed a low-hanging branch aside. "Tell me about it. Why that one?"
"Feedback is a new one I unlocked. He's a member of a species called Conductoid. He can basically absorb any kind of energy, I think even your psychic energy. I used him to defeat Selene, actually. Well, 'defeat' might be an exaggeration, but yes," I explained.
"He sounds strong," she muttered with a hum.
"Yep, he is. Absorbing energy and redirecting it? There's something satisfying about turning an enemy's attack back on them. His powers are one reason I like him, since they allowed me to save Gwen and Grandpa from danger. Other than that, he feels... natural. Like slipping into perfectly worn… jeans. No pun intended."
Talking about jeans with Jean. What a day.
That somehow made her burst out laughing, "Oh, god, I can't believe you're so stupid," she let out a heavy breath of relief, her lips wide with a smile. Then she nodded slowly. "Mhm, I'll look forward to seeing that form in action, Ben. He's a curious one. Redirecting is a fundamental technique in telepathy. Taking someone's mental attack and channeling it away, you know?"
The conversation flowed more easily after that.
We talked about her classes at the Institute, my experience with the Omnitrix, and even swapped a few stories about our most embarrassing moments with our powers. I told her about the time I accidentally transformed into Wildmutt while trying to help a mother Krakken instead of going Ripjaws as intended. She countered with a story from ten years ago about accidentally broadcasting her thoughts about a cute substitute teacher to the entire cafeteria.
It felt normal. Almost too normal, considering the situation.
Eventually, we found a small clearing with a fallen log that made a decent bench. The sun had begun its descent toward the horizon, casting everything in a warm golden glow. Time to venture into deeper waters.
"So," I said, sitting beside her on the log. "How are you really doing with all this?"
Jean's smile faded. She plucked a leaf from a nearby bush, turning it over in her fingers. "Honestly… I feel like I'm losing my mind. One moment I was a trusted X-Man, the next I'm being treated like an infiltrator. Like everything I've done, everything I've been, is suddenly suspect."
"That's rough."
"Scott's reaction hurt the worst, you know?" she continued, anger edging into her voice. "We dated for years. He knows me better than anyone. Or I thought he did. But the moment there's another Jean in the picture, he's ready to believe I'm the fake."
"Did you guys break up recently?" I asked, trying to sound casual while my mind raced with the implications. In the original storyline, Madelyne Pryor had been programmed to fall for Scott Summers, to bear his child. A crucial deviation.
"About a year ago." Jean's fingers tightened, crumpling the leaf. "We'd been growing apart for a while. I don't know. Well, it's mostly me who's changed. Different visions for the future, different priorities." She shot me a small smile. "Even before I met you and heard your perspectives."
"And Scott didn't like that?"
"Scott likes clear lines. Black and white. Humans and mutants. Us and them." She sighed. "I started seeing more gray areas, and it... unsettled him."
"That tracks with what I've seen of the guy," I said. "So the breakup…"
Jean suddenly winced, her hand flying to her temple. A sharp gasp escaped her lips, her eyes squeezing shut in pain.
"Jean? What's wrong?" I tensed, my hand hovering near the Omnitrix.
"It's nothing," she said through gritted teeth. "Just a headache. I've been getting them lately. Stress, probably."
"Alright." I nodded, not buying it for a second. I'd seen enough mind control in both this life and on the screen in my previous one to recognize the signs. Something – or someone – was trying to get into her head.
Something else really bothered me, though.
It doesn't make any sense. Why isn't she pregnant? The whole point behind her creation by Mister Sinister was to act as Scott's living incubator. In other words, she was programmed to fall for him. But instead, she broke up with him even before I'd regained my memories? That was odd. I couldn't be the butterfly here, could I?
I felt there was some kind of mystery behind this. No way this was some coincidence. Mister Sinister wasn't so half-assed with his plans.
Her hands trembled slightly as she lowered them. "Sorry about that. You were saying?"
"Maybe we should head back? Get you checked out?"
"No!" The force of her response startled us both. More calmly, she added, "No, I'm fine. Really. The last place I want to go is the med bay right now."
I nodded slowly. "Fair enough. But if those headaches keep happening..."
"They won't," she said with a certainty that didn't match the fear I'd glimpsed in her eyes. "Tell me more about your arguments with Xavier. About integration versus separation."
The change of subject wasn't subtle, but I went with it. "Well, um… It's pretty simple, really. I can only repeat what I said earlier. Creating safe spaces for marginalized groups makes sense. But if those spaces become the only places they're allowed to exist? That's just segregation with better PR. Equally importantly, the blame game toward mutants won't decrease. When a single bad mutant stands out, they'd blame the entire Genosha for it. In return, Genosha's inhabitants will hate the entirety of humanity."
"I fully agree," Jean said, leaning forward eagerly. "The Institute should be preparing students to live in the world, not hide from it."
As Jean nodded thoughtfully to herself, I noticed something strange. The leaves and twigs around us had begun to levitate slightly, hovering a few inches off the ground. Jean seemed completely unaware, her focus entirely on our conversation.
Her mind must be acting up right now.
Damn, I really don't feel safe. I had the urge to transform. But that would really ruin her trust in me. She'd think I don't feel safe with her. I decided to stay alert so I could transform at any moment if things escalated.
"Maybe you're right," she said, oblivious to the floating debris. "Maybe what mutants need isn't isolation, but positive visibility. Heroes who happen to be mutants, not just mutant heroes."
"That's the idea. Bridge-building instead of wall-building."
Jean smiled, a genuine expression that reached her eyes. "You know, for someone who claims to be 'just a guy with a fancy watch,' you have some pretty developed philosophical positions."
I shrugged. "I contain multitudes."
As we continued talking, the levitating objects gently settled back to the ground. Whatever telekinetic leak had occurred seemed to have stabilized. For now.
By the time we headed back toward the mansion, the sun had nearly set, casting long shadows across the grounds. Jean looked more composed, her earlier panic replaced by a fragile calm. But the incident in the woods had left me deeply troubled.
Something wrong had already started in Jean's head… or rather, Madelyne. And if my meta-knowledge was any guide, this was just the beginning.
"Thanks for the walk," she said as we reached the edge of the tree line. "And the talk. It helped more than you know."
"Anytime," I replied, meaning it despite my concerns. "That's what friends are for."
She smiled, a hint of vulnerability showing through her composed facade. "I'm glad at least another person here still sees me as me. Among the X-Men, only Ororo trusts me now…"
As she turned to walk toward the mansion's east wing, I couldn't shake the feeling that I'd just witnessed the first cracks in a dam that would eventually break catastrophically.
And I had no idea how to stop it.
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Jean Grey – no, she wouldn't call herself that anymore, not when it caused confusion, not when there was apparently another woman with her face lying in the medical bay – closed the door to her bedroom with a soft click.
Madelyne.
Yes, if she wasn't Jean Grey, then she was Madelyne Pryor. It was a name she'd seen in her dreams before. She should have no connection to that strange name, but it felt familiar. As if her parents had named her that. Perhaps it had always been her true name…?
No wait, what am I thinking? Who's Madelyne? I am not Madelyne.
She closed her eyes and let out a breath. The walk with Ben had helped, marginally.
There was something disarming about him, about his easy acceptance and lack of judgment. He hadn't looked at her like she was a ticking bomb or an impostor wearing a beloved friend's face.
How could this total stranger be so much nicer and more understanding than her team who she'd known for so long? All because of that... because of that actual imposter!
She avoided dinner, unable to face the awkward stares and whispered conversations that would inevitably follow her entrance into any room containing the other X-Men. Instead, she retreated to her quarters, a space that had felt like home until today.
Now, it felt like borrowed territory.
She stood before the mirror mounted on her closet door, studying her reflection in the dim evening light. Red hair falling in waves past her shoulders. Green eyes, perhaps a shade darker than she remembered. The small scar near her hairline from falling off a bike at age eight.
It was the face she remembered. She was definitely herself. She wasn't some clone. Beast's stupid machine was acting up. It had to be.
"I am Jean Grey," she whispered to her reflection, trying to convince herself more than anyone else. "Yes, I am."
Without warning, a splitting headache erupted behind her eyes, so intense she nearly collapsed. She gripped the edge of her dresser, knuckles white, as pain lanced through her skull.
"Are you?"
When she looked up, her reflection was smiling back at her.
She wasn't smiling.
"You should go and kill her," her reflection said, its lips moving independently of her own. "That way, you'd be the only one. Doesn't matter if you're the clone."
"I... I'm not a clone!" she shouted, stumbling backward. "Get out of my head!"
The smile in the mirror widened into a grin. The reflection's features shifted subtly, becoming something not quite her. A voice, silky and masculine, whispered in her mind. "Oh, look at you, so mad, my dear creation... My failure."
She collapsed to her knees, hands pressed against her temples, fighting against the intrusion with every ounce of telepathic training she possessed.
"How could you be so useless?" the voice continued, oozing disappointment. "I created you to do one job. How could you fail to get impregnated by dear Scott Summers, even though he's ready to pull his pants down at any moment...?"
Flashes of images bombarded her mind.
A sterile laboratory bathed in cold blue light. Surgical equipment, arranged with meticulous precision. Tubes filled with red fluid – blood? – connected to machines she didn't recognize. And watching it all, a man with deathly pale skin and a blood-red diamond marking the center of his forehead, his eyes clinical and detached as they observed her.
"No, you're not the real one," the voice insisted. "You're the fake. A clone. Jean's clone. You're my creation, my daughter… But... maybe you will become real if you steal everything from the real, does that make sense? Starting with Scott Summers. How about you go to his room and seduce him? Get impregnated by him? I think... you'll be more valuable than the real Jean then."
"No!" she screamed, her telekinesis flaring wildly, sending objects flying across the room. "These aren't my memories! This isn't real!"
Drawing on years of psychic training, she began constructing mental shields, visualizing them as walls of flame, burning away the intrusive presence.
The voice grew fainter, the images less distinct, as she fought back with everything she had.
When the assault finally subsided, she found herself curled on the floor, gasping for breath. Something warm and wet dripped from her nose onto the carpet. Blood, bright red against the pale fibers.
"I am Jean Grey," she whispered hoarsely, though the name felt hollow now. "I am real. I am me."
But as she dragged herself to her feet, a small part of her wondered if even she believed that anymore.
Was she really Jean Grey?
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Author Note: Fun arc, Patrons loved it and I think yall will too.
Goal is Top 3! If we make it by tomorrow this time, 24h, I'll once again post 2 chapters at once. Start throwing them powerstones!