# CHAPTER 57 – "The Broken Pawn"
## POV: Alexander
I feel like garbage. Complete and total garbage.
Been walking for three days straight. No food. Little bit of water from puddles when I could find it. Clothes are torn up. Boots got holes in them. But none of that matters compared to what's eating me up inside.
The memories came back two nights ago. All of them. Every single thing I did while the Void Wolf had its claws in my brain.
I betrayed her. Vanessa. The only person who ever gave a damn about me. Led her enemies right to her. Almost got her killed. And for what? Because some shadow monster whispered pretty lies in my head.
The ruins are ahead now. Can see the broken towers through the trees. Place looks even worse than last time. More collapsed walls. More dead ground where nothing grows. Like the whole area is sick.
But she's here. I can feel it. That warm presence that always meant safety. Home. The closest thing to family I ever had.