I have had to switch houses I couldnt bear going anywhere near that place again it just reminded me of her dark raven purple hair, she always claimed it was never dyed but I wasnt convinced it was never naturally occuring but she never seemed natural, gray eyes, bags too deep with too many sleepless nights she seemed like she made herself and she didnt like the horrors she has done but that didnt matter I dont care how many days she had spent crying into her pillow and then smiled to me the next day.
I stop delving into the depths of my mind and check out the new apartment and enter my new beginning. It was crappy, just how I wanted it, you can smell the walls from the center of the room, its cramped there is no true rooms the only things in here are a bathroom, technically a kitchen and a small bed"room" I may be used to a lavish lifestyle but even this feels horrible for anyone which is why its perfect I dont want her to find me because to her, I died, I can never see them ever again. I will forever miss my unnatural goddess.
I bring my new old stuff in the house its mostly just a dinky old fridge I got from some yard sale, a old radiator and a air freshener, Ill go check on the neighbours as is custom later currently I am filling the fridge with non suspicous foods like strawberries, fruits and avocados, cheap stuff.
I leave the room of my apartment and go and check out my neighbours as I go and knock on the door "hello"
...stunned