I sit in the carriage,as we drive around the town,I can finally see other people, children running and playing around,I hear laughers and see smiles,no worries on their faces,just happiness,I told the driver to stop and I step outside, unfortunately I had to bring a knight and a maid with me ,but regardless,I am ready to have the time of my life today,it is now or never,I immediately don't waste time,I go around all the shops,they sell such a delicious street food here,better than the boring tasteless food in the palace,i smelled the flowers,looked at the clothes they sell here,they look so comfortable and pretty,not what I am forced to wear back in the palace,I even saw a festival being held there,I watch how they celebrate,so care free,with such simple things,but so meaningful,as I walk around with a stick of some delicious kind of meat, something bumped into me,I look down to see a small kid,his clothes look old and torn,and he look small and hungry,yet very cute,he stuttered an apology,I smiles and kneel to his level "it okay little boy,are you hungry perhaps?" I can tell he is a bit suspicious and carful with strangers,but he nod,I stood up and offered my hand "how about we go buy you some food hm?" The boy just look at me for a while before he talk in his small timid voice "can I...have some food for my brothers?" My heart can't take it,he is so hungry yet still think of his brothers,is this what family love and affection feel like "of course sweety,we can buy so much food for all of you" the knight put his hand on my shoulder "my lady,you can't touch or talk with these people-" before he could finish,I look at him, giving him a warning look that made him take his hand off immediately,I look back at the boy and smile,we walk to one of the stores and buy so much food,bread,meat,fruits,drinks,he then lead me to where his brothers were,an old dark small house, enough to hide in,but not enough to be protected from nature and people, inside are small children,two girls,one is about 12 ans the other maybe 6 at best,and three boys,one who I assume is 13? And the other two are the youngest,the boy that brought me here seem to be the eldest,they all hold on to each other, afraid when they saw me,but their faces soon light up when they saw the food,I smile and put the bags of food in front of them,they look at the boy to make sure they can eat this food,when he nod,they all run to the bags and start eating,I spent almost all the money I brought on their food,but it is worth it to see they happy faces,I look down at the boy "what is your name sweetheart?" He look up at him "William" I smiling "what a pretty name,well William,my name is Ava,Ava Sinclair,now I can't come here often,but i will send you guys food every week,but if you ever want help" I took out my ring and gave it to him "this ring is for the Sinclair children and people who work for them,if you even need help just go to the Sinclair property and show them this, they'll let you in and look for me okay?" He look surprised but he quickly smiles and thank me over and over,the knight warned me that my time is about to be over,I said goodbye to them and we returned to the carriage,it been ages since I left home like this,and it feel so good to be out,how I wish I can do this more often
As I enter the palace,I am greeted by the butler "my lady" he says "the tailors are waiting" ugh... right,the tailors father hired "I'll be there in a minute" I walk to where they were,they immediately started their work, showing me the design that is already chosen by dear mother,The gown is a breathtaking vision in shades of pink and mauve, a multi-layered, Victorian inspired masterpiece that whispers tales of romance and bygone elegance. The color palette is a deliente dance between soft pinks and muted mauves, creating a harmonious blend that evokes a sense of dreamy nostalgia, the gown's silhouette is both dramatic and graceful, designed to command attention while maintaining an air of refined sophistication.
The bodice is a tapestry of intricate lace, meticulously crafted to create a mesmerizing pattern that draws the eye. The lace detailing is not merely an embellishment but an integral part of the gown's structure, adding depth and texture to the overall design. Delicate floral accents, like seattered jewels, adorn the gown, bringing a touch of nature's beauty to the ensemble. Each flower is carefully placed, adding a pop of calor and whimsy to the gown's romantic aesthetic.
The skirt is a symphony of cascading layers, each tier contributing to the gown's voluminous and ethereal presence. The layers of fabric flow and sway with every movement, creating a mesmerizing effect that captivates the senses. The fitted bodice accentuates the waist, creating an hourglass silhouette that is both flattering and timeless. The overall effect is one of unparalleled opulence and sophistication, a gown fit fara queen or a fairytale princess. It's a garment that transcends mere fashion, becominga work of art that tells a story of romance, elegance, and enduring beauty.
To wear this gown would be to step into a world of dreams, where anything is possible and every moment is filled with magis,it is pretty sure,but that is not my style,I hate these dress,they are heavy and uncomfortable,but I have no choice over my life anymore,I must be a reflection of my mother,if she can't live this life,I must live it for her,I go along with all the preparations with a forced smile on my face, praying for this to end,and finally,came the day