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Chapter 19 - CHAPTER NINETEEN - FRIEND ZONED ERA

( The last few days, go quicker than a blink than I and in these last few days, lizzie has to get some score shoes sorted and her uniform sorted for when she starts year seven of her brand new high school, which is called rainbow high school academy. The day has finally arrived and she must attend the school.) Angel: Well, good morning, my little pumpkin. How are you feeling on your very 1st day of school? I bet you are a little anxious. We all know that you're gonna be with the big kids… just please don't trust the year 11th as it can be a bit rough with the first years. And they tend to make the first years go in the wrong direction.. Well, that's all you need to know. Really?Oh, and try to make some friends.Please as I know you really need to make some friends.Lizzy: Do I really have to go to school mum and dad. Do I really have to go? Why can't I just stay in bed all day? It's not like I want to be in that place anyway.

Jasper: Well, that just simply tough now, unless you can prove that you are literally ill. In that case, you can't even move a pen in your hand or even breathe properly, then.Yes you are going to school also, you can get out of school by having sickness and diarrhoea, but I highly doubt that'll actually happen, because it's really tough to get that. Angel: My dear, you only experience the stress of meeting new people and writing in fresh books for the whole school year. But it's not as if you're going to die in that school, the school is actually really good.

Lizzy: Wow, thank you so much mum for making me a little less stressed, and you know, maybe just tell me that we're also going to be having exams at the last school year, well, I sure hope not cause I don't want to worry about any of that. Angel: While you see the thing is, there's only one problem with that. Is well.. You are going to be having lots of exams in your 11. That's the only bad bit.( Lizzy has no choice but to get sorted out and ready for school, even though she would rather dip herself in acid, then attend school, because she is also afraid of being publicly embarrassed or worse, people bullying her)

Angel: As long as you be yourself and not be rude to others, then people might accept you for who you are.And that's just being my sweet, little angel. Jasper: Please be careful when you cross the roads.. And most importantly, please have as much fun as you can in your youth and if you don't one day, you will seriously regret it in the future and you wish the fact that you had wasted your childhood without any fun.

Lizzy:Well, can I at least listen to my music on the way to school? As it's a good twenty years, thirty minutes to achieve getting there all by myself. Ali says I will look totally cool and professional on my way to the school and in front of other people. Angel: ok, but you bet I'll make some friends.. This is the most crucial part of school that you have to do or you will be all by yourself. Would nobody to talk to( i kiss her on the cheek) Lizzy: I love you too mum.Then I love your dad( i kissed my dad on the on the forehead because kissing him on the cheek a little bit cringy, for me to be kissing and only kissed my mum on the cheek because she is my favourite person.) Jasper: I love you too, my sweetheart. And that mum says, just do your very best and make some friends, please.

( I head off on my big conquest to school, but suddenly, I feel the tap on my shoulder half way and I'm a little shocked because it's a boy. But none the less I take my headphones off to talk to him) Lizzy: Wow, hide that.How am maya will help you today. Person/rex: hello, so my name is Rex. And I know you have never heard of me. Or have even met me before, but I couldn't notice just how gorgeous you looked and I would like to be friends with you. So we can maybe hang out and possibly date if you would like that.

Lizzy: Great, it's so amazing to meet you.Rats.. I'm so sorry but I'm going to have to make a friend zone with you. I am not interested, and I'm actually taken.. My name is Lizzy, and I'm actually eleven years old, even though I look a little bit older than what I am. Rex: Well, that makes me feel a lot like I'm 14, and I really don't like dating people.Two are two years younger than me. Well, people that are two years or more younger than me. So I am I guess I ll be seeing you around school then( he hurries off, feeling defeated and totally embarrassed)

( She gets to school. And performing, relax, as people are noticing her which is exactly what she wants as she is not a people person, but nonetheless, she sees a person. So she decides to interfere in this situation, and she helps a person that's being bullied. So about five minutes later, the year leader comes along.And she just wants to have a little chat too lizzy about what just happened) Year leader :hello so I am your year leader ..I must say what you did back there is super cool in standing up to people. I was thinking, maybe you would like to be a peer supporter. We will even give you a little badge. And we also have the club if you want to join in, but that's up to you.You don't have to. Lizzy: I can't believe this has actually happened to me. I would absolutely love to.. What is your name sorry( i laugh very awkwardly)

Year leader : My God can't believe we haven't introduced ourselves… casey, so let's rewind to the beginning. My name is Mrs Brownbook. What is your name sweetheart( i wait patiently for the girl to reply) Lizzy:m-my name is l-lizzy and it is an absolute pleasure to meet you Mrs brownbook ( The very brief silence follows, but then a lot of laughter happens as they continued their conversation, but the bell rings and lizzie must go to her reg mrs brownbook goes to her office)

( In tutor/ reg )

Teacher: Okay, listen up because there's plenty of you. I would need to all listen to me whilst I am speaking because there's only one of me. I know a lot of you . So let's begin. Today, we are going to tell some facts about ourselves. Let's start at the beginning of the room Student-1: blow everybody.So my name is Max and my favorite hobbies are football and rugby. Student-2: So my name is Eva.I am bisexual, and I love cookies. Student-3: I'm lilly… I just so happened to do a lot… i'm etherean, and it's a shark, so you gotta deal with it.Lizzy: Hello I am liz. I also like to doodle and I'm etherian too. I am a grey wolf. Also an arctic wolf. Teacher : So I can see we have a couple of therians so what exactly are they . Lizzy: miss what they are. Is it why you have a spiritual connection to an animal in your past life? But it doesn't have to be just one animal, it could be multiple animals. Teacher: wow, okay, thank you, lizzy telling me what it means.

(The rest to 16 kids in that classroom that each say who they are and what their hobby is. But some of them talk about how much they like books or other things) Teacher: well, it is absolutely so lovely to meet you. All I hope you enjoy staying with me. My name is miss applewood, and I will be your tutor unless you have to leave for any reason or until you finish high school in year 11.( these two minutes fly by quicker than anything in the world) world class, you are now dismissed and try not to be late to any of your lessons( they head off in a hurry)

Lizzy:( as I'm heading to my next classroom, all of a sudden, I can feel the sense of John panic. It's sort of like the ground is gonna swallow me whole, and I'll never be in time for my lessons, because my breathing quickens and my fear heightens… it's like my chest is tightening all of a sudden. I get pulled into an empty classroom under whatever lie I see. My head of year he's here, and I very slowly calmed down as the noise level is starting to decrease. Mrs brownbook: It's going to be alright, you don't have to worry about pretty little things. I'm going to have to call your mum. If you can make sure that you are ok, too.Can I don't want anything bad happening to you( she styles her phone for angel,who picks up straight away)

Angel: Well, hello, this is angel speaking.May I know who this is. Mrs brownbook: Well hello there is this the parent or guardian of lizzy. My name is Mrs Brownbook. We need to have an urgent meeting about your daughter… don't worry, she's not in any trouble.Also she will be there. Angel: Oh god this sounds extremely bad.. I'm currently in a meeting, but I'll be very soon. Please, can you meet me at the main office.

(20-30 minutes later)

Angel:( I rush in like a state of panic and there is Lizzy with fear in her eyes. As she looks so scared and she also looks so stressed) i think I know what the answer is width of what happened a little while ago. I think Lizzy has an issue with the noise. Lizzy: But that would explain why it got so scouring stressed, but not why my chest felt so tight, and it felt like it was actually going to explode.Any second I was standing there

Angel: You are going to be OK mad, use full sweet angel. No one will hurt you whilst you are here ok..

Mrs Brownbook: Okay. Well, that's perfectly fine. I also have a little suggestion. What we can do for the future on how we can make her life a little bit bad and not so bad… Well, we can always take her out of the mainstream and into some help. Angel: Well, I guess we don't really have a choice because it's better plus there isn't going to be as much.Noise. Lizzy: What does it mean to me… I just don't quite understand what I actually mean. Can someone please explain it.

Mrs Brownbook: So what it means is instead of a normal class, we say, 20 plus people in that room, you're only gonna have to deal with 10 people, including yourself. So that means nine more peers deal with in the same room as you. And in addition, there are some sensory toys and fidgets.If it gets too much for you, sweetheart( my heart skips a beat when she says this. But I shake her off as it's no biggie) Lizzy: Thank you so much. We really appreciate this like it means so much to me and my mum, because I don't have to struggle with all the loud noises and mum doesn't have to deal with distress, what do you think mum? Angel: Well, to be fair, as long as you're happy, I am absolutely happy. Also, when it is home time, me and your dad will have a quick conversation about it. Just so he knows, and he can be supportive about it.

Lizzy: Minnie, do you really have to tell dad that? I'm just so scared of how he was going to react. What is his reaction going to be like? Angel: Don't worry, my lovely daughter. I will make sure that he accepts you for you even if you struggle in the big school. I will make sure he is understanding and not taking the cake out of you because it's not a nice thing to be doing.And he should be a sportive father like he is. Lizzy: This is why you're an epic mum. I can't believe you would make dad support me and be kind to me even through such a difficult time in my life… I'm so grateful for this. Angel: You know I would do anything for you right.Mrs brownbook cause I know it's only that it's only the end of the first period what's she going to do today. Mrs brownbook: Well for this week … for example, today, tomorrow and Friday, she can be in my office and then future run. She can go to the lion class. Angel: That is absolutely amazing.But what is the lion class?Because I have never actually heard of it.

Mrs brownbook: So what does the iron class actually consist of.. It consists of people with mental health conditions.And people who aren't good with very loud noises. There is also a room at the back of that room for people who need five minutes to regulate themselves and in the class there are three teachers. The first teacher is for teaching the subjects.The other is for helping them.If they become stuck on a question. And the third teacher is for the emotional well being of the students.

Angel: Okay, well, that seems absolutely perfect. I'm gonna have to go because I need to have a good long chat with Jasper. Who's my partner? So we can also think of a way to support lizzy at home( i kiss lizzy goodbye) Lizzy: goodbye mum when I love you too( i watch my mum walks away slowly wishing I could go with her) well, I guess we should go to the office now. ( As we walked to our office, I feel a big sense of dread and I know, I feel a little scared by trying put my bright face on as we are at the entrance of that office)

Mrs Brownbook: I know you're new here, but there is going to be another teacher… don't worry. She is okay and super kind. To be honest, she might have wanted the lack.You want to teach you. If you want to, you are ready to meet her. Don't worry I won't leave you. Lizzy: What if they are actually secretly judging me for how I look. Or what if they're secretly judging me because of how I act. What if they don't like me for no reason whatsoever. Mrs brownbook: Lizzy, look, it will be all OK in the end and believe me, if she has anything to say. I bet you, you will be filled with absolutely positive things. I know it's a man and his name is Mr Blackstock. Lizzy: Fine. But it's only because I have decided to trust your word. And I hope you won't let me down. ( As we walk in, he looked up from his computer, and this is exactly what he says)

Mr Blackstock: good morning miss brownbook and who's that sweet child Do you have with you today. Lizzy: Hello stuff… My name is Lizzy. I-iam eleven years old.(Mrs Brownbook, gestures for me to sit down next huh? And she gives me a few activities to do and my first activity that I want to do is colouring, because colouring in is one of my favourite activities and it's pretty fun. I do that whilst the 2 adults have a conversation but I'm completely oblivious to what they are saying. As I'm in a world of my own) Mrs brownbook: Well, Lizzy, I'm gonna get some food. Would you like to get some food with me like maybe a cookie or something like that? You can come with me even if you don't want food or you can stay with sir to keep him company.

Lizzy: The case.So if I come with you, is it gonna be noisy or is it gonna be quiet as you know, I cannot stand big noises. Mrs Brownbook: I will make sure that the noise is great and not loud for you . Yes, I do know that you hate the noise.( I checked the noise and it is absolutely quiet… no I gesture for her to come with me to the canteen.) Lizzy: Thank you so much for this.But question, how am I gonna pay for the food?If I have no money… so I guess I am really gonna have nothing. Mrs brownbook: this is a big shopper for you. But in fact, you do have money, it's just on a system. And then you put your thumb print on the scanner, and it scans the print to get your account up. That is how you can pay for your food. At the moment you have #10.00 in your account . To be fast, that amount of money should last you at least two weeks.

Lizzy: Wow, that is so much money, but what happens after a two week period because I don't actually know what will happen. Mrs brownbook: Well, your parents will get a text saying your child has run out of money and they will put more money on the account.So you can spend it on food. Lizzy: That is so amazing.. I know what i'm going to get( i get a cookie and a nice cherry drink)

lady at the tills: hello, can you please scan?You're a thumb print please( she does that) the total of your bill today comes too #1.75 would you like to accept the payment ( she nods an agreement) thank you for your payment.You have a lovely day . ( She stands aside waiting for the year leader to pay for her food and they both head back to the office in a nick of time. Because the other kids ok rushing down to get the food)

Mr Blackstock: since you guys had been gone. You had a message from a different teacher saying this.. " you have a meeting in five minutes and you need to go to room 203" that message was sent twice 2 minutes ago so you now have three minutes to get to the meeting. Mrs brownbook: Thank you so much for giving me that.The event information.. I really appreciate the help ( she leaves in such a hurry because that meeting is so important) ( I half awkwardly sat in the chair that I was sitting in before we got to the food. Just after I had finished eating my double chocolate chip cookie, the teacher in the room put his chair near mine making sure he's not too close to me.

Mr Blackstock: So how are you finding school at the minute, lizzy.( his voice was sweet and soft, which is just the way I like it) Lizzy: It's not actually too bad and the food isn't bad either, which makes that absolutely amazing. How do you find your work? Mr Blackstock: Well, I definitely have my work out for me, but all in all, the job is worth it when it 's done properly. Lizzy: To be honest, doing a job is all worth it, especially if you're enjoying the work. That's the most important thing.

Mr Blackstock: Yeah but to be fair , Mondays are absolutely the worst. As I just want to go back to bed ….. can't you agree on that.. (A good two hours finally pass by, Mrs Brownbook finally gets back from the two hour meeting to find the pair talking about how much they really don't like Mondays, but they absolutely love Friday) Mrs Brownbook: Hello, guys. I am back. I'm busy. I'd have two absolutely amazing pieces of news for you. And I am just so happy for you… Lizzy:( i do a very anxious glance at sir but we've both so happened to do an excited drum role i wonder what the next bit of information. She is going to tell her whether it's good news or bad news.I don't know, but i'm so anxious) so what is the good news? I am mentally dying to know what the news is. Please tell us.

Mr Blackstock: Yes, please tell us.We don't want you to keep us white in any longer than we absolutely have to wait, because we really need to know now … please, please just tell us I really want to know. Mrs Brownbook: Okay. So the first good news is that you have been accepted into the lion class which means you get to be with like minded people and I am so happy for you….. This will be a big shocker to you because of the next bit of information.I am going to tell you there is an assembly going on today. And they want you to do it about bullying and your experience of being bullied.

Lizzy: Oh my god, no way, there is absolutely no way they would want me to do that…. They could have chosen anyone else, but no, they chose me. Why me though..( i am definitely quite shocked and a little bit scared, because i've never done an assembly before) well, I am definitely scared, but I guess I can give this a try because there's no harm in trying. But yes I will definitely do that .

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