Thinking about this, she suddenly found it somewhat amusing.
Yu Wenye has indeed always been open and honest; he might conceal things but would never deceive. He might overlook things, but he would never give up. He's always just been himself, from the first time they met, when they got married, and the "transaction" on their wedding night—he's been like this, clear-headed as if he's not real.
And I, foolish like a fake person.
Especially when I think of how I believed he raised an army with Duke Sheng, ignoring me, and out of pain, gave up everything, even willing to die, my foolishness seems even more laughable.
Back then, when I confronted him, I kept saying it was fortunate that I wasn't hopelessly attached to him. If I had been as clear-headed as I claimed, would I have felt such immense pain when I thought he disregarded my life or death?
Actually, my feelings toward him are still—
Thinking of this, she truly gave a little chuckle.
I need to wake up, I need to wake up...
