I want someone to hear my story.
"That's not a dark history; that's my path." Although it sounds a bit overdramatic, that's truly how it is.
Looking back at every step in the past, perhaps there were times of despair, perhaps moments of near breakdown, but in the end, I still made it through.
But when necessary, even the top pressure cooker needs to release some steam, or it'll really explode.
So far in my life, although it can be described as filled with misfortune and bad luck, there have been some bright and shining moments, not completely unspeakable.
Is it worth a look?
At least, apart from feeling a bit sorry for myself, I haven't let anyone down.
In the first half of my life, I didn't let anyone down. On this point, I am at peace, and I take pride in it.
At seventeen, I didn't think my life was ruined, and at twenty-five, I certainly didn't think so.