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Chapter 10 - The way back

It was raining the day Sophie decided to stay.

Not just for a while.

Not until the pain dulled or the guilt faded.

But for good.

She stood at the window, watching the droplets race each other down the glass, and realized she didn't need to run anymore. Everything she'd been searching for had been here, quietly waiting: the ache of belonging, the softness of old love, and the version of herself she'd long believed she had to shed to matter.

Downstairs, the kettle whistled.

Jake was already in the kitchen, barefoot, flipping pancakes like he had always belonged there. He looked up and grinned when she entered, his eyes still half-asleep, his heart wide open.

"You're up early," he said.

"I didn't sleep much," she replied, pouring herself coffee. "But I think that's okay. I used to dread mornings. Now I sort of… look forward to them."

Jake leaned against the counter. "Because I'm here?"

Sophie smiled. "You're part of it. But it's more than that. It's me. I like who I am here."

He studied her face—quiet and steady—before reaching for her hand.

"Then let's make a life here."

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Later that day, she visited the high school.

She hadn't meant to. But she passed it on her way to the store, and something made her stop.

The halls smelled the same—bleach, floor polish, old books. She walked past the trophy case, the bulletin board still cluttered with too many announcements and not enough push pins. It felt smaller than she remembered.

In the music room, the piano stood against the wall, a little dusty.

Sophie ran her fingers over the keys, striking a few soft notes.

She remembered the first time she played here. The way her voice cracked. How Jake had sat in the back and clapped louder than anyone.

A voice startled her.

"You're Sophie Lennox, right?"

She turned. A girl—sixteen, maybe—stood in the doorway. Awkward posture. Bright eyes.

"I am," Sophie said gently.

"I love your music," the girl said, blushing. "I—I play, too. Sometimes. When no one's around."

Sophie smiled. "I know what that's like."

The girl hesitated. "Are you really moving back?"

"I already have."

And just like that, the girl beamed.

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At the cemetery, Sophie sat cross-legged in the wet grass, not caring that her jeans were getting soaked.

She brought two flowers this time. One for her mother. One for the life she could have lived—and no longer needed to chase.

"I miss you," she whispered.

The wind stirred, cool and careful.

"But I think you knew I'd come back. You left so many little things for me to find. Like a breadcrumb trail."

She laughed softly. "You were always like that. Quiet. Steady. Just waiting for me to slow down long enough to see you."

She looked at the sky, gray and soft.

"I wish you could see me now. I think… I think you'd be proud."

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That evening, she sang again at the bookstore.

Not just one song this time, but a set. Songs about loss, about love, about starting over with soil still under your nails.

Jake watched her like she was made of starlight.

Afterward, Mrs. Hanley pulled her aside.

"You found your voice again."

Sophie nodded. "And I think I know what to do with it now."

A month later, Sophie stood in the kitchen of her mother's house—her house now—wearing the old blue dress from the attic.

Jake came in from the porch, hair damp with rain.

"What's the occasion?" he asked, eyebrows raised.

"Nothing," she said. "Everything. I just wanted to feel close to her today."

Jake crossed the room, brushing a raindrop from her cheek. "She's everywhere in this place."

Sophie leaned into his touch. "So am I."

Outside, the rain slowed.

Inside, Sophie picked up her guitar again—not to perform, not to prove anything.

Just to sing.

For herself.

For her mother.

For the girl who left.

And the woman who finally came home.

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