As far as i can remember,
There has been many strange things happening in this village,
Children disappearing, shodows lurking around at night,
Dead bodies found with fang marks on their body,
It's clear, vampires; but no one ever believe that.
Red eyes glowing in the dark, might they be wolves?
What creatures must they be?
Sometimes i wonder, why i haven't been killed when i always wanted to die, some people who are desperate to live died so much, but here i am, stills living,
Maybe it's better this way ,
Who am i choose what to happen?
I'll accept everything that's happening in my life, i don't have a choice anyway.
One time, when i was sleeping beside the river, under a big tree,
I noticed a boy about my age, walking around the river,
With a doll in his arms , i tried to follow his movements,
But before i even noticed, he disappeared ;
This wasn't the first time i saw him though ,
He might be a ghost, since i saw him several times already,
But as always,i didn't pay attention much and go back to sleep;
I couldn't care much about others as i already am a nuisance on my own.
Even if i care, what good will it do? what can i do? Everyone hates me.
I know that, more than i know myself.
But what wrong did i ever do to be mistreated like this.
There was a time, when this 'shadows' people call them,
Roaming around our village
But i don't think they're just shadows, they're some beings in the dark,
They're just hiding ,
And all they could saw was they're shadows;
Lurking aroung during night time,
I do noticed everything including all those murders,
Yes, i saw it,
I once saw a man dragging some women into the deep forest; I still don't pay attention,
Has this strange things got anything to do with the enchanted mansion? Maybe, but i couldn't care much.
The side of the river, under the big tree,
Because it was where i use to spend most of my time
People don't come much,
Some came only to pee into the river and to me.
I never ignored them but i never cared,
Because any one who came to the river never goes back alive,
And the reason i want to spend here is that it maked me feel safe, safe from others,
I don't see why but everytime people came here,
They were found dead the next morning.
That's one of the reason why they avoid me.
Never did i know who was behind those murders, but i was never afraid.
And i was still alive even after staying beside the river for so long, a miracle? or coincidence?
It was a fine day, early in the morning,
I woke up by the sound of someone falling into the river,
I simply stare at the drowning man;
He was one of mother's friends who tried to play with me before,
Less and less, he was struggling, slowly ,
And at last there was no motion,
I stare and stare and stare as if i was enjoying the show,
Blood coming out and changes the color of the river to red,
He was just drowning ,
Why the sudden blood? are there dangerous fish inside, that might've killed the man?
I have no intention on saving that man, I'd be more happy if he die slowly, i can't swim anyway.
I keep glaring at the river filled with blood, am i a monster? Should i try saving him? Only to be beaten up again, no no no, i can't even swim, let's just let him be.
Some villagers came and soon they realise what's happening,
I was at fault, they said, i was accused for killing the man and they tied me up, beat me until i can't move no more,
But i was still conscious,
Mother was there also,
He looked at me with hatred in her eyes,
Some said i have to die because i didn't save the man,
Some said i pushed him into the river,
Some said i killed him and throw it in to the river,
And what my mother said to me was only one word
"Die" ,
I wasn't surprised, though;
I was even expecting she'd say more, but she didn't, these people are such liars, they even saw what didn't even happened.
The one thing that surprised me was that i saw that man dying,
Some men saw him too,
He was struggling to survive, wriggling in the water,but when the villagers came .
His body was nowhere to be found.
All the villagers were shouting at me
I was in no condition to move ,i can't feel my own body,
The only thing i saw was blood, and at last ;
They pushed me into the river, saying i have to die the same way i killed the man.
I was feeling a little bit sad,
I can't keep my promise, smiling inside the river was harder than i thought.
It's suffocating and all the wounds in my body hurts, but I'm ready to die,i want to die, let my at least die in piece.
But, suddenly, at that moment,
That boy ,with a doll, whom i used to saw beside the river,
Grabbed my hand and pulled me out~
And i lost consciousness,
Who in the world is this boy??
Why do i keep seeing him?
After a while, when i gained consciousness,
I was beside a river, but not the same river they've pushed me into.
I saw many dead bodies, many blood,
And beside me was the man drowning in the river, with fang marks all over his body, he looks dead to me now.
I was still not surprised, i wasn't afraid either, this was nothing new to me, seeing so many gruesome things for many years, things can look a little bit too normal.
But the sudden changed in the river somehow confused me,
Is this? ? Could this be
The black doorway to hell? I thought.
Am i being transported to elsewhere?.