I used to cry, I would only ask him in prayer to God, I tried a lot but I could not talk to her.
This was my love, and it was not a physical love but a spiritual one.
Whenever I felt distant from him, it felt like my life would be lost...
So it was night time, I was at my grandmother's house, my friend Sarwar was with me, I was
sleeping, Sarwar came to wake me up, I was muttering in my sleep.
I do not know what I said in my sleep, but Sarwar did not tell anyone.
He went to school and told this to Rose, and Rose gave me a small smile, but I could not
understand.
I wanted to know the secret of her smile, how did I know, only Sarwar and Rose knew this.
I was suspecting that perhaps Sarwar had said something to Rose.....
Sarwar, my friend, the talk of the night that I was murmuring, all that Sarwar had told to Rose.
Then I started feeling good, I was getting close every day, she gave me her number, I
messaged her, she replied and started asking who, then I told my name, then we started talking, I talked to her for a long time did, she also started talking to me, we became very close.
When I asked Rose about her family, she told that her father was dead, and we talked about many things.
One day I sat alone in the class looking at the pigeons from the window, who were hugging
each other.
Seeing this, I also started getting lost in my dream and then started crying thinking
about it.
I was very fond of singing, maybe I used to think that I used to sing well, because once upon a time there was a madam teaching Hindi in my class, and her health was bad, she was not feeling well, she was ill, having a function in school, a lot of class students had gone for rehearsal, some students or my classmate were in class.
Madam said that everyone should sing the song so that I can sleep, she wanted to sleep
because she was pregnant.
So everyone sang the song in turn, when my turn came, everyone started listening carefully.
Maybe madam liked it, so she only asked me to sing.
I kept singing the song, madam started falling asleep, in that my love, farheen reached there.
She also started listening, she also liked singing, maybe my voice, or me. I could not
understand anything, I was being seen in his eyes.
On hearing this, my heartbeat started beating loudly. The whole body was shocked like
lightning. But hearing that voice somewhere, there was no place for my happiness.
Today was the happiest moment of my life, the one I was waiting for for many years, got to hear today.
The rose of love was blooming for the first time on the barren land for centuries. All the
directions were filled with this color of love.
After that I paid attention and found it. That when she (moon) passed just in front of me, she
suddenly became silent while saying something.
It means he had already seen me. I was trying to ignore her and she was trying to ignore me. When she left after crossing us, their conversation started again.
She told me the next day that you sing well, I am very happy to hear that....