Emmiel
I shivered staring at the sex toy. Was that really going to enter inside me?. The sheer thought of that hurt.
"Spread your legs wide apart for me" Lopen commands.
Nervous, I don't do as instructed. "You don't want to?" He inquires. "If you knew you couldn't do it from the scratch, you shouldn't have said s-"
Shit, he was clearly upset again. "I'll do it" I cut him off, spreading my legs apart. "Just put it in gently, please"
Licking his lips, Alpha Lopen responds. "You don't tell me what to do"
Lopen sinks to his knees and aggressively, he slides the dildo inside me increasing it's magnitude of vibration.
My legs felt like they would give out any time soon. I had to grab onto something for support. Anything.
But my hands mistakenly pulls at Lopen's hair.
I shriekd. "I-I'm sorry"
Lopen chuckled, amused. "You seem to like it rough, Emmiel"
"I don't"
"Lies" Alpha Lopen says, curtly. "You're dripping with wetness down here. If only you could see the mess you're making"
I didn't like this not one bit. "It hurt"
"Does it, really?. Let me check" Lopen pulls the dildo out of me.
I sighed with relief that the pain was finally over but Lopen had replaced the dildo with his mouth. "S-Stop"
He doesn't listen to me. Rather, he grabs the back of my ass pushing me closer to his face as he sucks off my wetness from underneath.
Pulling away from me, Lopen licks his lips. "You taste sweet, Emmiel?. Do want to know how you taste?"
I shake my head in disagreement. The words coming out from my mouth faster than I could process. "No"
Alpha Lopen's face darkened. "This is the first time you've told me 'No' tonight, Emmiel. This had better be the last time"
Shit, he was angry. "I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me"
"I can't keep count over the number of times you'd apologized to me tonight" Lopen states. "If you're so sorry for everything then stop doing things that get me upset, understood?"
I nod "Understood"
Rising up to his feet, Lopen commands. "Now open your mouth and have a taste of yourself"
As soon as my jaw drops, Lopen crashes his lips down to mine with his tongue sliding pass my mouth to tangle with mine.
I couldn't breathe. Alpha Lopen was literally sucking air out of me. "Lopen, I can't breathe. Lop-"
He refrains from me with amusement in his gaze. "What did you just say?"
Catching my breathe, I respond. "I don't mean to disobey you but I just couldn't breathe"
"I fucking heard that part. Before it. What did you say?"
What had I said?. I froze as realization hit me. I'd called Alpha Lopen by his name. "I didn't mean to. I mean, please forgive me"
Lopen burst into fits of laughter. "Forgive you, you say?. You just made me fucking harder and now you beg for forgiveness?"
"Take responsibility for it if you really want forgiveness" Alpha Lopen concludes.
He wasn't laughing this time when he said so. He was dead serious and it showed.
"Why are you suddenly so quiet, Emmiel? I guess you didn't mean it when you said you wanted-"
Shit, he was angry again. I had to rectify this immediately. "I meant every word that I said"
"Then let's prove it, shall we?" Lopen grabs my hands pinning me against the wall. "Throw your two hands up" I do so. "Make sure they remain up or else I'm going to get real mad, understood?"
"Yes"
Lopen slides a finger inside me making my grip on tve wall tighter. I could never get used to this. Be it his finger or c*ck.
Each experience always felt worst than the last time whenever we did it.
Tears burned at the back of my eyes. "Alpha lop-"
"Call me Lopen"
What?. I thought he was punishing me for adressing him without his title and yet he says I should do it again?.
I groaned as he slides another finger inside me. "Every silent treatment is rewarded with one finger inside your wet hole. So call me Lopen"
"L-Lopen"
"Good boy. You see, you don't need to be forced before you give in or is that just how badly you want it rough?"
My hands were loosing their grip. I could feel that they were going to come down anytime soon and I needed this to be all over before they do.
And knowing Lopen well enough, the only way to bring this all to an end was to beg him to take me.
"I've been stretched out enough" I plead with an hoarse voice. "Please, put it in"
"Impatient, are we?. Since you want it, I'll give it to you"
Pulling me by the root of my hair, Alpha Lopen moves us to the front of a mirror leaving me to be faced with the reflection of our naked bodies. "What is-"
"I want you to watch yourself cum. I want you to see the face your make while you whimper with pleasure"
This was vile. I couldn't do this. There was no way I was going to do this.
I closed my eyes shut. "I can't do this. I'm sorry"
Lopen smacks the back of my bum, hard. "You can and you will. Now, open your fucking eyes"
Slowly, I open my eyes once more to our reflection.
"Let's play a little game, Emmiel"
A game in this state?. Was he still drunk or sober?. "What game?"
"While I take you, I only need to hear you moan my name" Lopen instructs. "It's a simple. Failure to do this would make us go all night but if you win, I stop after one round. What do you say?"
I gulped. Alpha Lopen had never been one to keep to his words before. Regardless of whatever I chose, he always did whatever he wanted.
I knew I didn't have a choice although I had options. I was just dancing to his tune regardless of how messed up it was.
I'd barely been in the Lopen's mansion for up to a week but yet I was already exhausted from it all.
This bond between the alpha and I, I had to make it break by whatsoever means necessary.
But for now, I'll blindly follow through. "Game on, Lopen"