[Chi Lou before her memories and cultivation getting sealed]
Chi Lou POV
It's so painful
Pain
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Aaahhhhh!!!
"Chi Lou forgive us but it's for our dynasty. Killing you means preventing the distraction of this Country." Feng Yu, my beloved husband. The emperor I choose to stand by my side. The emperor of this Dynasty.
My Husband.
I saw Feng Yu walked towards Gao Xia 's side. I saw how he held her hand as he kissed her In front of me. His wife that in fire.
Why????
Why?? Why would you kill your own Wife?
I can't utter a word , they not just sealed my cultivation but they also sealed my mouth.
Pain
So much pain
It hurts
It hurts...
They all burning me, I saw the flesh in my legs getting burnt so much that even my tears can't express how painful it is.
*Bogsh
The door was sent flying and someone come inside while playing with daggers in his hands.
"What is this!" He shouted
A tear drop from my eye when i saw who it is
Chi Zhou...
My brother, is he here to save me? But can he save me? His only one and they are many. There's even hidden expert in my back controlling the fire making sure that I'm burning, slowly... Painfully...
"Brother!" Gao Xia shouted as she throw herself to my brother's arms, catching her as if she was his own sister.
To my disappointment he was here for Gao Xia and not for me
Brother...
I'm here...
"My one and only sister, Gao Xia." He smiled
"What are you doing here?"
There's no other painful than hearing my brother says 'one and only sister' pertaining to Gao Xia while I am here in front of him suffering from their schemes.
"Just watching a show." She smiled as if it was a funny show and so they laughed together.
"Really? What sh---"
"B-bro-brother..." I tried uttering a word even though they tightly sealed my mouth.
They stop laughing and diverted their attention to me as if I did something really wrong.
"Why can she still talk?" a cold voice from my brother shocked me.
It was my first time hearing him talking like this.
"She ruined our reunion such disgusting pest." he throw his dagger at me and it perfectly stabs my left chest.
I cough up some blood and looked at him waiting for his reaction.
"I missed it tsk." he casually said as he walked forward to take his dagger piercing in my chest.
Ackkk!!
"Disgusting woman."
This insults
"Brother, don't mind her. If it disgust you then don't stare at her."
This betrayal
"Brother Zhou, why would you just stop at one stab if you can do more?"
This pain
I just closed my eyes tightly, if I can't see them then it won't hurt that much.
"Uh! you're right Feng Yu, I can do more than just one stab." I can't feel that someone's walking towards my direction.
I feel a cold and sharp thing caressing my face so I opened my eyes and saw my brother in front of me holding a dagger pointing at my cheeks.
"Now, it's time for you to feel helpless and powerless Empress." he smirk like he was thinking something entertaining
No...
I know my brother, and I know what thoughts are running in his head.
I aggressively shakes my head to avoid his dagger.
No...
Brother please don't...
I painstakingly tried to untied my hands
"Stop moving Damn it!"
He didn't hesitate to stab me at my right chest and stab me again, and again, and again, and again, and again.
No...
Please don't...
His not satisfied by just stabbing me that he also takes the thing that sealing my mouth preventing me from talking and making noises.
"Hm!hmm!!" I tightly closed my lips afraid of what he'll do next.
I don't have any energy left and I feel so weak because of the stabs he made causing blood lost.
"Stop fighting you bitch!"
*Slap
I was to stunned that i stopped fighting from him and he take advantage of it.
"Now you stop." I saw him smiling and I was terrified.
Brother...
"You'll be fine." He smiled.
He always says that whenever I feel pain but now it's different, he is the one who's causing me pain
I cried. "P-please Zhou, don't..." I begged him
"And now you're talking?"
"Stop talking I really hate your voice."
I strangle from his grips and begged him again. "B-brother please... Save me" I looked at him pitifully and cried.
"Stop!" He angrily forcibly opened my mouth
"Nhuooo!" I strangled again and tried to stop him but there's no use I'm too weak to push him.
No...
He takes my tongue and cut it. He laugh like a madman while holding my tongue
"Look Xia! She can't talk anymore, there's no annoying sound anymore!" He happily show to Gao Xia my Tongue as if it was his trophy.
"Eww, take it away from me!" She disgustingly said and looked at the man in my back
"Elder Wang Ge stop burning her, we should start now." She devilishly smiled at me
The man at my back stops burning me and the heat subdued yet the pain from the stabs stays.
"Chi Lou, the mighty and high empress of Qin Dynasty." I saw in hatred in her eyes, it was too visible.
"Are now like a pitiful animal."
Without energy left in me i still force myself to looked at her and saw my brother's dagger in her hands.
She was smiling eye to eye
"Pitiful Bitch." She cuts my left arm
Arughjj!!
There's no sound can be hear from me.
What did I do to deserve this pain?
have I wronged all of you?
I like to shout those words yet I can only look at them with begging eyes
"And you dare look at us! do not look at my man!" She didn't hesitate to stab my eyes
"Arghbb"
Arughh
Arughh
Hurt
It hurts...
"That's what you get when you look at someone else man." I can't see her but I know she's smirking.
"Xia'er stop dirtying your hand."
I heard Feng Yu's voice and also footsteps
"don't worry Brother Yu, Xia'er is fine being dirty just to protect my man."
I heard something weird after Gao Xia said those words and Feng Yu cleared his throat.
"Then if you want to finish something you should do it quick."
I don't know what's going on, I'm also at my limit. I'm just holding my bare life still waiting for someone
I heard strange noises.
"Chi Lou." I felt Feng Yu's presence in front of me.
"You...
You're not worthy of being the Leader of Qin Dynasty."
I just realized that as he spoke to me, he was also pointing his sword directly to my heart.
It's so painful...
Betrayed by my own brother, my friend that I treat as my sister, and killed by my husband.
It's so painful to live a life full of traitors.