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Chapter 4 - Chapter Four: A Summer Named Thomas

The next morning, Clara awoke to the sound of gulls crying above the sea and the scent of early fog drifting through the window. Elias had long since gone, leaving only the folded letter and a quiet space where his presence had lingered.

She sat at the kitchen table, steaming tea in hand, Gran's letters spread before her like puzzle pieces waiting to be joined. One envelope was marked simply: "July 14, 1963."

The paper trembled slightly in her hands—not from fear, but reverence.

> My darling Clara,

This is the first letter I wrote, but the last one I hoped you'd find.

July 14th was the day it all changed. It was the day I knew the summer would end, and nothing would ever be the same.

I want to tell you about him.

Thomas wasn't just a poet. He was fire and ocean and sky. He was a boy who looked at the world like it was something worth loving even when it didn't love him back.

We met under a meteor shower. I had snuck out of my parents' house, barefoot and seventeen. He was lying on the hood of a borrowed car, notebook on his chest, eyes on the stars.

He looked at me like I was one of them. A thing that had fallen.

And for the next six weeks, we lived in borrowed hours.

We swam at midnight. Danced in the rain. Wrote poems on napkins in roadside diners. He told me I was not someone to be remembered—I was someone to be written.

But like all beautiful things, it could not last.

He was leaving. I was staying.

He asked me to go.

And I said no.

I chose certainty. Safety. The life that made sense.

And I loved the man I married. Deeply. Truly. But Thomas was the first. The one who taught me that love doesn't always fit inside a lifetime.

You remind me of him sometimes. Not in how you look, but in how you carry wonder in your bones, even when you're hurting.

That's why I left you this. Not to weigh you down, but to lift you—to show you that the heart is capable of surviving many lives.

With love that never ends,

Gran

Clara folded the letter slowly, her breath caught somewhere between sorrow and awe. She imagined her grandmother young and fearless, dancing beneath stars and daring to fall in love like that.

The knock at the door came softly.

She didn't expect anyone.

When she opened it, an envelope had been slipped under the mat. No name. Just her address, written in a looping hand she didn't recognize.

Inside was a single piece of paper.

> Clara,

I think I found something that belongs to your grandmother.

Meet me at the lighthouse.

Clara stood with the note in her hand, heart pounding with a rhythm she couldn't quite calm. The lighthouse. It had always felt more like a monument than a place—its silhouette framed by childhood memory and stories whispered by her grandmother about its light guiding "the lost ones."

But now? Now it was a destination. A key to something Elias had found—something that belonged to Gran, perhaps even to Thomas.

She wrapped Gran's scarf around her shoulders—still faintly scented of lavender and oil paint—and stepped out into the salt-soaked morning. As she walked, the wind picked up, the sky heavy with the promise of rain. The lighthouse appeared through the mist like a memory rising.

She found Elias leaning against the low stone wall near the tower's entrance. His expression was unreadable, though his eyes softened when he saw her.

"You came," he said quietly.

"You left a letter," she replied. "I had to know."

He handed her a folder, its edges worn. Inside were photocopies, old photographs, and something that made her breath hitch: a page torn from a notebook.

The handwriting was familiar—not her grandmother's.

Flowing, urgent. Male.

She read aloud:

> She chose the sky, and I chose the wind. We were never meant to stay in the same place, but still… I waited.

Every summer, I returned. Every summer, she did not.

Clara looked up, throat tight. "Is this... Thomas?"

Elias nodded. "It was found in the lighthouse keeper's logbook. Apparently, someone had been staying here during the off seasons. The pages were hidden inside."

She pressed her fingers to the paper like it might anchor her to the present.

"He came back," she whispered.

Elias's voice was low, careful. "More than once. I think he never stopped hoping."

Clara turned to the lighthouse door, resting her hand on the worn wood. "She never knew," she said. "She carried him like a shadow."

Elias hesitated. "Maybe that's why she left you the letters. To give him a voice she couldn't."

Clara didn't speak for a moment. The tide rolled in below, slow and steady.

Then she looked at him. "Let's go in."

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