Once upon time when I was alone filling the nature of my near by garden I was thinking about my future career I analysed deeply all my talent I have like playing acrobat, theatre and song and even story writing.
I didn't know took decision because all of them was my hobbies and I had passion of performing them at same time but I thought about Russian speech which says that "you can't chase two rabbit at same time" I preferred to choose only one among all but was super confusion so in that moment I lost my control I talked to my friends and elder for what I can choose to do in future they gave me same feedback that my career tomorrow is DIPLOMA not playing acrobat, theatre and even content creator.
I didn't know right thing to do I told my parents and my family members to advise me on my dreams of tomorrow except my lovely mom and dad all other told me that even from our ancient fathers no one breath to be Raper or content creator in that moment I felt alone but my lovely parents told me that "All words people says to me can't change my destiny the one I born to be I will be"but they said that they can't choose for me my career but be I will choose right thing which is better for me I started writing nonsense story and Rap musics with confidence in that days problem was my family members because they need me to be Rhodium they need .some of my friends enjoyed mega talent I have and they was proud of advertising my hip-hop songs but other become my enemies because of their selfish I started telescoping in imaginary telescope and I see my self as a super famous in Rap ,content creating and in playing films I started searching money to start my project but was hassle to find jobs.
In a holiday I started finding jobs in order to reach on my dreams of entering the studio because of God's will I found 75k in that moment I was over the moon and the cariosity of entering Studio was increasing and in one week after that day I went in town to search studio of music production I found it but Sadly producer told me that I have bad vocal and even I can't trade my face because I'm not handsome I lost my energy and vibes but I can't take off because when I'm sorrow I remember what my parents told me I turned back to my rural Village I told my friends to what happened to me when I was in the studio many of my friends "says wow we said you can't be what you want to be because you are poor also we don't need dog we grew together to become famous rapper so stay in our local Village and help your parents to cultivate your shamba" nothing I added on because I had promise I went to freeze our cattle.
I continued writing my hip hop songs with confidence but because I am chanceles I had in my life my parents died after funeral my family presenter joined meeting to find how they would treat me because after and before death of my parents they treat me like a stranger after that meeting told me that they do not needed to face me again in that moment I lost my way of life I started playing my God I asked my Lord to direct me in my way and in my action I didn't understod how I'm going to live lonely but for me but I treat my hassle as experience I'm gaining in my life. I tookthe season of entering the city where I don't have friends and even Sebling in that time I stole many things I treated jail as hotel of five 🌟 luckily I met with many nigaa in the streets they acted well in charge of my mom and even my dad.I grew up as a super temper and emotion that I had to rap old-school was growing day by day because of that things I faced in the street .so I decided to be a hip-hop Rapper because I felt like struggle killer I experienced well threat I faced I started raping in the street many nigaa understood well and enjoyed my flow they told me that I have vision in future and passion in so I fixedwell my pen on paper and my mind on hip hop after 2 years when I had anniversary of 17 years old when I was performing on stage of Street I meet with Good Samaritan who liked my temper verses and how I rap my flow he helped me to enter the studio with confidence I bite or hip hop snails and beat they gave me to test my talent in that time I confirmed producer and that Samaritan he also helped me to advertise my song after few days I saw myself on television and I heard on radio station my heart was full of grateful and I teared enough because what happened to me I didn't understood how orphan like me can become famous and many people treat him like Lil king of Rap in the future on my street people started vibing my rap and thanking God who helped with me on my way of living.