There are 3-4 things i realised.
First was the fact that my concentration is shit.
The fact that I'm not concentrating on the fight but instead concentrating on the outcome is quite evident.
second, The fact that Im Ocerthinking... This is more of an instinct game considering everyone is on a similar level.
Her punches aren't impossible to read, They aren't as fast as they were in the novel.
I know her best since i wrote her.
I wouldn't go as far as to say that i created her but i would be more than happy to say I've monitered her and wrote about her for quite a lot of time.
And, She's not even 1% of her actual strength.
She's strong no doubt but it's not something i cannot read and counterattack.
My problem is the fact that I'm double guessing things.
I'm thinking far ahead into the future which will no doubt change based on the variables present.
I have to think about this move she makes, coubter it and than try and attack while finding openings.
"So... How about we start?"
"Yes."
Worst of all... My hands and legs are shaking.
An army officer shouldn't be afraid of things. He can be afraid but he shouldn't show it.
He shouldn't let fright get the better of him.
That's my biggest problem yet.
I'm unable to get past my fright and I'm letting my opponents get the better of me.
That needs to stop.
"Sijce you are aren't coming, I guess I'll be doing it myself."
She came at me, she threw her fist. It was fast and it was coming right at my face.
Probably my left cheek considering the trejectary.
I pulled my head down as i tried to punch her in the jaw.
as she started gaining momentum again after the punched she jumped back to Dodge my punch.
"If it were somebody else, they'd have been knocked out. You are better than i thought."
She remarked.
Well, i got complimented by this beautiful women, that makes me shy...
"Concentrate."
she snapped as she came at my face again, this time it was my nose, she wanted to ko me in one go.
I again put my head down and than trued to get my momentum going with my hands as i tried to Kick her from below.
She jumped in the air and than smacked my face with her Legs.
i flew towards my right as i slammed on the wall.
How the fuck am i still alive after that kick.
This women is inhumane.
It appears that my body isn't that bad either.
"Shit... went too far."
I could hear her murmuring.
But, i wasn't strong enough to keep going as i had a broken elbow.
Fuck... I guess this is the end.
"Victor - Amber."
Damn... Now what do i do? There are so many things lingering in my mind...
I'm unsure...
The Mobile installments, the loans.
how will i pay them back?
as i was thinking about all that Amber came towards me.
"Don't worry, I'll do something about the results. I can't let a promising Cadet like you go to waste."
Wait, is she for real? What was so promising about me exactly?
She tried 2 normal punches and i tried to counter attack which i failed miserably.
I kick in the face was enough to KO me...
"Skill and strength isn't all an officer needs Ace was it? Even though you lost 2 matches and were in a real bothersome situation. You still had a calm mind. you didn't let fear get to you, nor did you overthink. Those are crucial things for an Army officer. I thought you were useless because you didn't have a calm mind but you proved me wrong. WELL DONE."
That was some pep talk. But, i guess she says she'll do something.
I'm glad i fought with her in the end.
If it was anybody else... I'd have been done and out.
...
"Now that everyone is here. Let's get to the main topic."
She looks dejected. Fuck... Fuck... Fuck...
Did it not work out. I never thought of what I'd do if i got kicked out.
There are so many things to worry about right now.
how will i pay them off? Do they take those things back? But, than what would they feel like if i were to give them back.
Loly probably already bragged about the phone and me joining the army.
How would her friends treat her knowing I'm no longer in the army.
If only... if only I'd realised it sooner.
god please, please...
"There are 200 of you and at the beginning i told everyone that 4 of you will get eleminated right."
"..."
"That's a lie."
Huh?
"Well let me explain. I wanted everyone to understand the jeopardy of a real battle of life and death.
"Not having a job is pretty much the same as a life and death battle for your generation of kids. Right? I wanted to give you that moment of crises so everyone would understand their mistakes and better themselves."
"..."
"I wouldn't lie, I was quite disappointed with many of you but i was also glad to know that there's room for development. I'm sure you guys have understood your mistakes so you'd better your mistakes."
"..."
"Well that is all... you can go back and rest."
...
Well... that was something...
"Hah... i was worried for nothing."
Someone came towards me as they said that... apon closer look it was the princess.
"PP...Princess."
"You don't have to be so formal... Just call me amber... or Commandor is also fine."
"Commandor?"
"Well, You'll be working under me when i become a Leutinent... So, You'd better work hard underling."
"So younplan on recruiting me after i pass out?"
"Yes very much."
"I see... I appreciate it."
"You are welcome Underling."
"Thank You Commandor Amber."
"Uub."
What's up with that sound?
"Heh... so calling you commandor makes you happy haa? Commandor Amber?"
"S..Sh.. Shut up."
"Hehehe"
*Crack*
"Aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"