Even after searching for her for so many years, he still hadn't found her again. The longing he felt for that girl was matched only by his regret.
Yesterday, he had drunk too much, and the suppressed feelings of regret inside him burst forth like a flood, overwhelming him.
He didn't even remember how he ended up at the entrance of the restaurant; all he could think about was seeing her, he had to see her.
It felt like if he could just catch a glimpse of her, he would feel a little better.
But when he finally saw her, he couldn't help but mix the reality of her with the memory of that little girl he once knew, leading him to act inappropriately.
Unfortunately, even though he had been drunk yesterday, he still remembered everything he had done.
If it had been any other woman, he wouldn't have cared at all.
But Rachel was different.
Not just because she was Jeffrey's girlfriend, but because she resembled the girl he had always imagined growing up.