It's been months, maaz was doing absolutely fine, he started taking care of company again, Ayzal gave her resignation because she wants to be a wife and mother at that moment.
Today was ramish's birthday and aima and Zayn hold a small but joyful party because in these months they got too attached with ramish jiya and Rafia were in the party too, they all enjoyed the party together. After cutting cake maaz went for magrib Salah and after returning back home he noticed Ayzal distant behaviour, he observed she was sitting away from him, not even looking at him, and it bothered him a lot, but for the moment he didn't point it out and decided to give her space. Ramish insisted to stay with Aima and Zayn, it was his first time to stay away from Ayzal so at first she hesitate to leave him but somehow her father convinced her and she agree. After spending a good time everyone went back home
Maaz POV
After the party, we went back home, the whole car ride was silent, I had many questions in my mind but I stayed quiet, she didn't even look at me once and it was just killing me, more over it scares me what if she leaves me again, I pushed those thoughts away and we reached back to our mansion, I got off the car and went to open the door but she already did, it was strange because I'm supposed to do it, it's odd, as she walked without looking at me, I couldn't hold back and grabbed her arm and pulled her, her back hit my chest, I left her arm grabbed her waist with my hands turned her towards me which makes her gasped, I kept the grip firm and spoke "what is going on in this pretty head huh?" She unwrapped my fingers from her waist and took a step back and spoke in a flat tone "go and offer Isha" she turned around again and left, I sighed and in helplessness I kicked my car. I went inside and did ablution in different bathroom leaving Ayzal alone, I obeyed her order and offered my Salah in our small but elegant prayer room, after completing it I sat down on the prayer mat, and spoke in my heart "Ya Allah just keep me brave, I don't know what to do, I don't even know what's bothering her, but I can't afford to lose her again, have mercy on me and my family, I love my Ayzal more than anything" tears silently fall down on my face and my fingers were playing with prayer mat absentmindedly, I didn't realise but I spend two hours sitting there and telling my fears and worries to Allah, I stood up realising that it was late, I walked upstairs with intention of talking to her tomorrow because it's past her bedtime, I gently opened the door, the room was in deep darkness which was cut by the soft light of moonlight, I entered but saw Ayzal was awake staring up at the ceiling she didn't realise I was there, I could see dry faint lines of tears on her cheeks, my patience was not wearing thin, I shut the door a little rough that the thug doing startled her, her gaze meet mine and that's where my frustration and anger disappear, I locked the door and walked further inside and sat down on the bed and spoke "we need to talk" she stared in my eyes before turning her face on the opposite side, I grabbed her arm and pulled her sit down on my lap, she tried to resist but i kept my grip firm and she spoke "I need some space maaz" I shook my head "I can give you all the space you want but tomorrow, no matter what happened we'll talk about it before sleeping otherwise neither of us is gonna sleep, clear" my voice was firm but filled with concern and the tears formed in her again, i immediately regret making my voice firm, my hand moved and cupped the back of her neck and my voice softened "no no no sorry no baby, my Ayzal look at me, my life been sacrificed on your thousand of tim-" I stopped talking abruptly as she suddenly hugged me, my arms automatically wrapped around her tightly, I was surprised as I heard her sobs I rubbed her face silently not knowing what is happening but i know it wasn't because of me and i spoke "please talk to me, what's bothering you tell me love tell your maaz what's bothering his brave buttercup that she crying" I caressed her hair with one hand and pressed kiss on her hair, she pulled back slightly enough to look up at me, I wiped her tears while she was sobbing like a kid and i spoke "no don't cry, it's killing me, I'm dying don't do this to me" she spoke between sobs "be honest, ok?" I immediately nodded why the hell would I even think about being dishonest, and she asked a question which makes me caught off my guards.
Author's POV
Ayzal gathered courage and asked between sobs "you know about my past, my mom told you" maaz was caught off guards before he let out a nervous chuckled before he could lie Ayzal spoke "honest" he looked down and nodded then he asked in a low whisper "who told you?" , she replied "mom" maaz kept his head hung lowshe cupped his face make him looked in his eyes and asked " when you know everything then why you still chose me maaz, why didn't you just forg-" maaz placed his hand over her mouth and shook my head "I don't care I don't care who you were what is your past, I love you Ayzal I don't know how to put it in words but just understand I'm loving you when I was just 13 I never loved anyone, and this is something I'm really proud of, I'm really proud of myself that I loved the most beautiful and pure woman" Ayzal's tears were still rolling down , she removed his hand and spoke "I'm not pure I'm dirt-" maaz cut her off in a low but sharp voice filled with love amd concern "don't use a single bad word about my wife, don't" Ayzal bite her lower lip, they stared in each other eyes, maaz hands kept wiping the tears that was falling out of ayzal's eyes, but they don't break the eyecontact, Ayzal wrapped her arms around his neck they closed the distance and kissed, maaz hold her hips, he laid down while they were kissing and maaz kept her over himself, slowly they broke the kiss, Ayzal looked up at him and asked "you don't want to know or ask anything?" Maaz hesitate but nodded and spoke "just one thing" Ayzal nodded and maaz Ayzal carefully "why did you leave me? I thought you started getting comfortable in this marriage" Ayzal heard his question and rested her hand over his chest, her fingers started playing with his shirt after moment of peaceful silent Ayzal spoke up in a soft voice "after you invited Ella in our reception, I got so scared that she might tell you everything about me and you'll.." she didn't complete her words and went silent, so maaz complete her words "and I'll leave you...." Maaz voice was barely above whisper before he continues "maybe my love was so weak that you think that way" Ayzal looked up at him, her eyes were red puffy but she wasn't crying anymore, she immediately shook her head and spoke "no no, don't say that, I got too scared to acknowledge your love" maaz looked down at her and kissed her forehead then the tip for her nose then her lips, his lips traveled from her lips to her jaw, he left sloppy kisses on her jaw and moved towards her neck, he kept kissing her, she throw her head back holding his hair in her fist, and suddenly he bike her neck which makes her moans, she pulled back and asked "what was that" maaz smiled and spoke breathlessly "for thinking too much... I want you to forget about everything and focus that you are in my arms now, I'll kept you save, I'll sacrifice myself just to see you happy" and they continue that moment
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Maaz and Ayzal were sleeping their body was tangled with each other, when around 2am maaz phone ring, he grabbed his phone while holding Ayzal, he saw caller's id and it was aima, he immediately picked up the call and spoke "Assalamu walikum" aima replied "walikum Assalam I'm so sorry to disturb you" maaz could heard crying sound from behind so he asked in sleepy voice "everything's ok? Is that ramish?" Aima replied "yeah, he just woke up and now he is asking for you and Ayzal" maaz replied "don't worry I'm on my way to pick him up" and he cut the call, he extract himself from ayzal's hold without disturbing her, but Ayzal immediately felt his absence and opened her one eye "where?" Maaz chuckled as he was putting on his shirt and replied "your little prince wants his mama and Baba, I'm going to pick him up" Ayzal sat down her hair messy as she spoke "then I'm coming too" maaz stood up kissed her forehead laid her down again and covered her with blanket "no you stay here I'll be back before you know ok?" She pouted but nodded "fine and" he asked "and?" She replied "your voice sounds so deep I like it" and she turned around to sleep, maaz chuckled and mumbled "my princess" he went straight to zayn's house as he entered he saw Zayn and aima was trying their best to entertain him but he was crying, maaz chuckled which catches everyone attention and Zayn spoke "thank god!!!" And ramish got off the couch and ran straight towards maaz, his chubby cheeks were puffy and nose wad red, maaz immediately took steps forward and picked up ramish "hey little man, you have created enough problem for nini and Bibi, it's time to go back home" ramish didn't reply he rested his head on maaz's shoulder already sleepy in his arms, maaz took him back home, and took him straight towards his room, he entered and saw Ayzal was sitting on bed and a bar of chocolate in her hand, as she saw them she stuffed the chocolate in her mouth spoke "give my baby to me" ramish also jumped from maaz's arms to ayzal's arms and cuddled up against her chest maaz also laid down on the bed and Ayzal spoke "he's going to sleep with us" maaz groaned "Ayzal!!!" Ayzal glared at maaz and spoke "have problem? Then go and sleep on couch, look at my innocent baby his eyes are completely red" she tucked ramish between maaz and Ayzal, and he ramish immediately fall asleep between them and maaz and Ayzal also fall sleep.
The next morning
As it was weekend maaz was sleeping till 12 he woke up and saw ramish was sitting on his chest with his toys on his chest too as he asked "where is mama buddy" ramish replied "mama did yuck" maaz asked in confusion "what do you mean by yuck, little one?" Ramish put his little hands on his stomach and demonstrate the act of vomiting , as maaz understand he asked "mama throw up?" Ramish shrugged his shoulders become he doesn't know what doesn't throwing up means he just knows what is yuck, maaz got off the bed holding ramish and went out of the room finding Ayzal, he spotted her cooking breakfast he immediately went closer to her and pulled her back grabbing her waist she gasped and looked behind "you scared me, idiot!!!" Maaz spoke "you throw up? You okay? Let's go to the hospital" Ayzal hit his arm and spoke "don't be noisy, I'm totally fine I just ate too much cake last night" maaz signed then he asked "why are you cooking where are maids" Ayzal started flipping pancakes and answered "I gave them off because I want to spend time with you and ramish alone" maaz nodded and spoke "then let me cook, I'm not completely useless" Ayzal pushed him away abruptly "hey!!! Let me cook go and sit down otherwise no breakfast, oh I mean lunch" maaz rolled his eyes, he tickled her side slightly before walking towards dinning room. After a while Ayzal came back and put the plate in front of him, and a little box beside the plate, maaz moved his hand to grabbed the box but Ayzal smacked his hand "first finish the lunch then open box" maaz make dramatic annoyed face and started eating, ramish was now sitting on floor playing with his stuff toys,after completing his meal Ayzal forwarded the box towards him, he took the box and opened it and his eyes widened, as he takes out the pregnancy test, he doesn't understand how to react so he stood up and sit down then again stood up, Ayzal chuckled as she also stood up, maaz pointed his finger towards Ayzal then back at the pregnancy test "y-yours?" Ayzal again chuckled and nodded, in excitement maaz throw the test away and moved towards her to hug, but she ran out of his arms while laughing and ran towards living room while shouting " CATCH ME IF YOU CAN!!" maaz also laughed and immediately run to catch her, ramish also stood up while giggling and followed his parents.
Maaz grabbed Ayzal picked her up and give her a twirl, but his hand slipped and he accidentally throw her on couch which makes both of them laughing out loudly, maaz immediately moved towards couch and helped her sit down straight, Ayzal spoke while laughing loudly "is that how you celebrate? By throwing your wife?" Maaz also laughed along her, her hugged her tightly and spoke "oh god you make me the happiest man alive" Ayzal also felt emotional and overwhelmed, just when ramish reached near them, so maaz pulled him and sandwich ramish between himself and ayzl.
"Allah places love in hearts before He places life in the womb."
Love you honeybees
Only one or maybe 2 chapters are left, I'll try to complete them before my exams but if I couldn't then it'll take me months to end.