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Sun Yuze calmed down his excitement and thought again, when should I go to find Xiaoyun? What would happen if she knew about Zheng Xudong's death? Would she feel relieved because she was no longer threatened? Would she feel sad for Zheng Xudong's accident? Or would she feel heartbroken because she had fallen in love with "intercourse" with Zheng Xudong?
Sun Yuze tried to call Yuan Xiaoyun, but just as he had helplessly guessed, no one answered the phone.
Perhaps it would be better if the school informed Xiaoyun about this matter. Sun Yuze couldn't help but think hesitantly.
Sun Yuze saw the tape on the side again, and doubts and curiosity surged in his heart again.
The thought of listening to a recording of a dead person made him feel uncomfortable, but in order to find out what Zheng Xudong said and why he mentioned his name, Sun Yuze dug out a cassette player from a pile of old things and put the tape in it.
"...cough...Xiaoyun...cough...I want to see you..." Zheng Xudong's weak voice came out.
It turns out that Zheng Xudong's message was for Xiaoyun. It seems that he is really obsessed with Xiaoyun. Even when he was seriously injured, he still wanted to see Xiaoyun. However, it seems that his mind is not very clear. How could anyone understand what he wants to do when he speaks Chinese in a hospital in the United States?
"Ah...Xiao Yun...I love you...You are mine...I love you so much...I want to see you..."
It seems that Zheng Xudong didn't want to see me, but wanted to see Xiaoyun. However, the hospital couldn't find Xiaoyun's contact information, so he found me as his roommate and contact person, but my name has not appeared yet.
Listening to Zheng Xudong shouting at the top of his lungs that he loved Xiaoyun, Sun Yuze felt a little sorry for him. Did he really love Xiaoyun, which made him obsessed with her body? Or did he always want to possess Xiaoyun, which made him fall in love with her? But no matter what, it was unclear now, and there was no need to figure it out.
"Xiao Yun... Tell me, you didn't go to find him, did you? Was it Sun Yuze who went to ask him... I believe you, Xiao Yun, Sun Yuze must have been angry, so he went to find him... I love you, Xiao Yun, I want to see you... It was Sun Yuze who went to find him..."
Zheng Xudong's words were somewhat incoherent, and it seemed that he was quite confused. Who was the "he" mentioned in it? Since my name was mentioned in it, then "he" must not represent me. Could it be referring to that "old lover"? Sun Yuze was a little surprised and confused.
"You are mine... Xiaoyun... You belong to me... Why did you go to him... to ask him to deal with me... No... It was Sun Yuze, it was Sun Yuze who found out, it was Sun Yuze who went to him... to ask him to deal with me..."
Deal with Zheng Xudong! What does that mean! Could it be!
Sun Yuze suddenly had an idea and thought of a shocking possibility!
Was Zheng Xudong's traffic accident not really an accident? Was it someone who planned this accident? Did someone want to kill Zheng Xudong? Or did they want to teach Zheng Xudong a lesson and the accident happened? According to Zheng Xudong's guess, the person behind the scenes should be the old lover, and was it me or Xiaoyun who went to find that person to deal with Zheng Xudong?
This... this is too absurd, too unbelievable! If it is true, the old lover not only committed a crime, but also planned a murder! In this dull city of G, there would not be such a plot in a crime movie, right? Moreover, it is hard to imagine that a professor at G University would have such power! Zheng Xudong must have been injured too badly and started to have wild thoughts!
Besides, Zheng Xudong had a very high alcohol content in his blood, and the accident might have been caused by this. The driver who fled might just want to evade responsibility. How could there be any conspiracy?
But suddenly, Sun Yuze remembered what Yuan Xiaoyun had mentioned in her diary - Guan Yuming had also been hospitalized because of a car accident.
When Sun Yuze read the diary, he thought it was a trick used by Guan Yuming to win Yuan Xiaoyun's heart, but now he thinks that these two car accidents were just coincidences? Or is there any connection?
But this does not make sense. Guan Yuming was doing well after being discharged from the hospital and became Xiaoyun's boyfriend for a year. No accidents happened to him. The injuries to Guan Yuming and Chen Youlun caused by the fake white policeman should not count, because that was a coincidence when Xiaoyun ran away in grief, and no one would have arranged for a fake policeman to deal with Guan Yuming in advance.
Zheng Xudong should be in a trance. This is the more reasonable explanation, Sun Yuze thought to himself.
The recording ended there, but Sun Yuze sat on the sofa and stared at the things on the table in a daze. What happened that day was too unexpected and too shocking. He crossed his arms and couldn't calm down for a long time...
In the following two weeks, Sun Yuze was unable to meet Yuan Xiaoyun. He called her many times, but she didn't answer. The text messages and emails he sent her only received replies like "Give me more time."
Although Sun Yuze was in a very low mood, he did not force Yuan Xiaoyun, did not harass her, and did not go to her house to find her. He just waited quietly. On the one hand, so many things had happened, and he could not bear to continue to put pressure on her. On the other hand, although he wanted to be with her, care about her and help her, he had no idea what she was thinking now, and could only follow her wishes.
But as time passed, Sun Yuze felt that he was getting further and further away from Yuan Xiaoyun. He even began to feel discouraged and thought that she would never come back to him.
Qi Wei and Feng Jie did not appear in his house during this period, so the big house where Sun Yuze lived alone seemed even more deserted.
The school sorted out the sundries in Zheng Xudong's room and shipped them back to China, and Sun Yuze also handed over his belongings to the school - except for the tapes and mobile phone, of course.
Sun Yuze copied the photos in Zheng Xudong's phone to his own hard drive, and saved them together with the photo he got from Yuan Xiaoyun's phone last time, which was the photo Bai Xiaofei saw. It is not known whether he liked to see Yuan Xiaoyun being humiliated, or because Yuan Xiaoyun in these two photos was too charming and lascivious.
After deleting the original photos on the phone and erasing the recordings on the tape, Sun Yuze threw them into the sea together - after all, the content on the tape was detrimental to Yuan Xiaoyun and him, and Zheng Xudong's words seemed to be just nonsense, with no value in listening to them. He also didn't want to cause any more trouble, so destroying them was an inevitable choice.
After Zheng Xudong was cremated, the school held a small farewell ceremony at the International Student Center. However, Zheng Xudong was not popular to begin with, and no relatives came from China, so the scene was naturally very quiet. Sun Yuze only paid attention to the participants from a distance and left quietly.
Only a few professors and Zheng Xudong's ordinary friends seemed to attend out of courtesy. Yuan Xiaoyun, Qi Wei, and Feng Jie did not show up, which made Sun Yuze feel ironically that this was really a mockery of Zheng Xudong by God. He had played with these three girls so unscrupulously in bed before, but he did not get the love of any of them - maybe Zheng Xudong had won Qi Wei's heart, but he gave up later.
After a few days, life returned to normal and Sun Yuze quickly forgot about Zheng Xudong's matter.
It's already the end of summer, and the weather was exceptionally sunny this weekend. The sun was shining warmly on my body. Although the temperature was still a bit high, there was a gentle breeze, and I didn't feel hot in the sun.
On weekends like this, Sun Yuze and Yuan Xiaoyun always like to go for a walk in a small seaside park not far away. They walk on the quiet path, breathe in the lush green grass around them, face the sun and let the cool sea breeze blow on their faces, watch the children playing on the beach, and look out at the endless blue sea and sky.
Now, Sun Yuze was alone, but he still couldn't help but want to go there to relax.
The roads were empty on weekends and people were no longer busy going to and from get off work, so the journey was smooth. In about twenty minutes, Sun Yuze drove to the beach.
However, just as Sun Yuze closed the car door, a red sports car passed by from behind and stopped beside him.