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When I was a teenager, I read Mr. Jin Yong's "The Heaven Sword and Dragon Saber", and there was a sentence in it that left a very deep impression on me. It was a sentence that Zhang Wuji's mother said to him before her death: "The more beautiful a woman is, the more likely she is to lie!"
I didn't understand it at the time, and I was a little disdainful, but when it really happened to me, I understood the pain of being betrayed, which was heartbreaking.
But the saddest thing is that when you are confused in love, you will deliberately ignore this deception, even deceive yourself, until in the end, nothing can be saved...
When did I first realize that I was deceived? Oh, yes, it was a date two months .
At that time, it was the rainy season in G City, but it was different from the thick and humid air in China. It was probably because the land here contained more sand. Although it was drizzling every day, the air was still fresh.
It was a rainy night that I will never forget. The night was also particularly pleasant. The air was moist and cool.
The misty rain accompanied by the fragrance of grass gently brushed on the face, making people feel comfortable and refreshed. The sky was dark, as if the complicated scenery around had disappeared, leaving only the rain and fog flying in the sky in the halo of the street lamp.
Late at night, indulging in this mysterious rainy scene in a foreign country, there is really a quiet romance.
"Hey, Yuze, it's so beautiful here! I really want to take a picture of this beautiful scenery~" Xiaoyun's voice came.
As soon as she got off the car, she rushed into the rain with a happy face, like a little girl, looking up at the dim street lights happily.
Tonight is the first date between Xiaoyun and me after the end of the semester. All the burdens seem to be temporarily thrown aside.
It is a celebration of Xiaoyun winning the Best Student Award. We had a crazy day together. First, we went
shopping in G City, went out to sea to watch whales, and watched the sunset on the beach in the evening.
Then there was an exquisite Western dinner, plus a leisurely drink in the elegant bar, making everything so relaxing and perfect.
Speaking of which, I have to thank a couple who lived in the next building at that time, Brother Qin and Sister Yanran, who recommended so many unique places near G City for me. They are indeed people who have been in M country for .
"Ha, you look like a little girl, what's wrong? Do you want me to get the camera?" I parked the car in my yard, looking at Xiaoyun's happy and lively appearance, and asked with happiness and a smile.
"Hee, no need~ Yuze, as long as you accompany me~" Xiaoyun said gently, standing
in the yard, her beautiful eyes shining like stars looked at me with love, and stretched out her slender jade hand.
Xiaoyun's beautiful face, which seemed to be untainted by the world, looked even more dreamy in the rain. Her hair, like clouds and waterfalls, was hanging with water droplets and shining even more. She was wearing a white chiffon high-waist dress, which was even more elegant and graceful in the night. Her
exposed arms and calves were so well-proportioned and slender, and her skin as white as snow and fat made her seem like an elf transformed by the bright moonlight at night, making me feel like I was stepping into a dream.
I just felt a warm and happy heart. I walked over gently and held Xiaoyun's soft and delicate hand. Looking at her breathtaking beauty, I didn't know what to say.
"Well! I want to accompany you too... But be careful not to catch a cold!"
"Hehe, you are so nosy, just like my father~ Hehe, I want to go for a walk, do you want to accompany me?" Xiaoyun looked at me with her beautiful eyes and said mischievously, then she gently shook off my hand, stepped on her silver sandals with stiletto heels, and ran to the side of the road like a deer, with her hands behind her back, looking at the night sky , and swaying towards the small park not far away.
Xiaoyun seemed like a lady in college. Although she was two or three years younger than her classmates, she was always quiet and elegant. But when we were dating, she would show her casual side, like a naughty and spoiled little girl, which made me laugh and cry in my heart, and I couldn't help but feel warm and happy for this "honor".
Looking at Xiaoyun's fair and graceful figure on the roadside through the night and the rain and fog, my heart was filled with happiness.
I hurriedly caught up with her, grabbed her hand, and whispered sincerely, "Of course! I will always be with you..."
It was midnight, and there was only silence in the small park except for the sound of the drizzle hitting the leaves. I
n the bushes that were moistened by the rain and became particularly green, only Xiaoyun and I held hands, indulged in silent love, and walked slowly on the cobblestone path regardless of the night and the rain.
Looking back on what happened in the past month or two, I just feel lucky and incredible.
Actually, Xiaoyun and I have only been dating for more than a month, but we
feel like a couple in love. Although I have only kissed her lips and she has not yet admitted to being my girlfriend, I dare not rush into anything when facing such an outstanding and beautiful girl like Xiaoyun.
"Hmm~!" Xiaoyun took a deep breath, raised her pretty face, faced the rain, held my arm, and moaned softly:
"The scenery here is so beautiful! It is really 'no need to go home in the slanting wind and drizzle'~"
"Yes! If you like, I can accompany you for a walk every day." I looked down at Xiaoyun's lovely face and said gently. "Hee, really? No matter the wind and rain, you will accompany me?" Xiaoyun's snow-white cheeks were slightly flushed after drinking, and she looked even more beautiful under the wet rain and fog. She looked at me cunningly with her beautiful eyes, looking playful and charming.
"Of course it's true. I'm willing to accompany you every day. As long as I'm with you and see you smile, I'll be happy," I said seriously, gently holding her soft hand in my palm.
"Well, Yuze, I'm really happy today!" Xiaoyun leaned gently on my shoulder and murmured , "But men like to say sweet words and always like to say forever. Guan Yuming said so before..."
Alas! When I heard Guan Yuming's name, I suddenly felt sad. Although my conditions are good , and Xiaoyun seems to have a good impression of me, which makes me have the upper hand in the competition with many opponents, but the days of pursuing Xiaoyun have not been smooth sailing. And Guan Yuming is one of the unsettling factors. Speaking of which, the reason why I can develop so quickly with Xiaoyun is that when I pursued her, she had just ended her relationship with Guan Yuming. It seems unrealistic to ask her to forget everything before immediately. Almost everything about Xiaoyun and Guan Yuming happened before I came to G City, so I didn't know the whole story .
However, Xiaoyun's beauty was so outstanding among the international students at G University that naturally, her story with Guan Yuming was the center of gossip at that time, and it was widely spread among many bored international students.
Most versions seemed to be based on facts, saying that Guan Yuming was bewitched by a married woman in her thirties and actually abandoned the young and beautiful Xiaoyun like a blind man; while other versions were even more exaggerated, some said that Guan Yuming got the married woman pregnant and had to break up with Xiaoyun, and some said that Xiaoyun was fickle and often had affairs with other men behind Guan Yuming's back, which made Guan Yuming find a new love.
But no matter what these rumors were, that afternoon, when Xiaoyun accidentally bumped into my arms, when my eyes met her beautiful eyes for the first time, I had already fallen in love with this girl with childlike shining eyes and a smile as bright as the sun.
However, the shadow of the past keeps haunting Xiaoyun and me. Although Guan Yuming has gone to City N, I still feel that he and Xiaoyun are still connected. When Xiaoyun and I are together, Xiaoyun often mentions Guan Yuming's name casually, and sometimes,
She would also receive calls from Guan Yuming who seemed to care about her, and the two would chat for a long time.
Xiaoyun always evaded the question by saying that she only regarded Guan Yuming as an ordinary friend, saying that after all, Guan Yuming had helped her a lot in the past year.
But I was always unhappy in my heart. How could a man who fooled around and abandoned Xiaoyun be qualified to be Xiaoyun's friend? Could it be that Xiaoyun had not forgotten him? Had Xiaoyun not let go of her past relationship?
However, Xiaoyun and I were still in the early stages of dating, and I had no right to interfere. I just hoped that as time passed, Xiaoyun would gradually forget the past.
Thinking of everything about Xiaoyun and Guan Yuming, my heart was confused and uneasy. I could only hold Xiaoyun tightly and said lovingly,
"Forget the past, Xiaoyun. It's a fate that we meet together. I have never a person who likes sweet words. You believe me..."
"Yeah!" Xiaoyun moaned softly and said nothing else. She silently held my arm, leaned my shoulder, and continued to walk with me in the rain.
Xiaoyun and I stayed together in the rain and fog for a long time. To break the silence, I asked casually,
" Tomorrow is Saturday. Are you going to G University to practice dancing? Do you want me to accompany you?"
"Yeah, sure!" Xiaoyun said softly, but she seemed to hesitate for a moment and said hesitantly ,
"Oh, but...but I may not go to practice dancing tomorrow. Senior Chengming called yesterday and said that several seniors are going to get together and invited me to go!"
"Oh...so! What about Sunday?"
"Yeah, sure! But I can't tell the time. I have to prepare for a financial certification exam with Haobo in the afternoon. I'll call you then, okay?" Xiaoyun leaned on my shoulder and said softly.
Damn it! I cursed in my heart. It seems that these two people are unwilling to give up easily!