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Just His Cologne

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I never saw his face. I only breathed him in. He passed me once—on a crowded platform, just long enough for the scent of his cologne to reach me. It wasn’t just a smell. It was a memory I’d never lived, a heartbeat I’d never heard. And in that one breath, I fell. Now I chase a ghost made of fragrance and fantasy. Friends call it obsession. I call it fate. He doesn’t know I exist. But I’m about to change that. A story about the chemistry we can’t explain, the strangers who leave a mark, and the magic of falling for someone who may not even be real.
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Chapter 1 - Chapter One: The Scent That Stopped Me

Lila Penrose sat in the corner of a bustling downtown café, her laptop open in front of her, but her eyes unfocused. The soft hum of voices and the clinking of coffee cups around her had become background noise as she absentmindedly scrolled through yet another job listing.

"Must have 5+ years of experience."

"Must be able to work nights and weekends."

"Must be proficient in everything from Excel to JavaScript."

She sighed, the weight of it all settling heavily on her shoulders. How was it possible that after graduating from UC Los Angeles with a degree in Business Administration, she still couldn't land a job? The long hours studying, the endless nights in the library, the pressure of maintaining a perfect GPA, all for what? To send out a hundred applications and hear nothing but silence in return?

Her phone buzzed with a new notification—a rejection email from yet another company. The third one that week. She stared at the message, reading it over and over, the words beginning to blur into something less personal, more like a cruel joke.

"Thank you for your application. Unfortunately, we have decided to move forward with other candidates. Best of luck in your job search."

She closed her laptop with a snap, rubbing her temples.

"I'll find something," she muttered to herself, though she wasn't sure if she believed it anymore. LA wasn't supposed to be like this. It was supposed to be the place where dreams came true. But right now, it just felt like a city full of ghosts—people running in a thousand directions, none of them ever really connecting.

She stood up, grabbing her coffee cup and stepping out onto the sidewalk. The afternoon sun beat down on her, and the heat of the pavement was almost oppressive. Another day in Los Angeles, where everyone was a stranger, and it felt like she was invisible.

As she walked along the busy street, her mind still lingering on the rejection, something strange happened. A scent.

It wasn't the usual mix of street food, car exhaust, and the general hustle of city life. No, this was different—clean, with an underlying warmth. It reminded her of freshly cut cedar, with a hint of something softer beneath, maybe leather, or tobacco. The kind of scent that made you think of autumn evenings, sitting by a fire, wrapped in something that made you feel safe. It was powerful, yet subtle, clinging to the air like it belonged to someone who had no idea how intoxicating it was.

Her eyes flicked around, instinctively searching for the source. She wasn't sure why it had caught her so off guard. But when she turned to look down the street, there was no one. Just the blur of passing people, the familiar chaos of the city, but no one who could have left such a mark in the air. No man. No figure. Just the scent.

Her heart thudded unexpectedly in her chest. It wasn't just the fragrance—it was the sensation it stirred in her. Something about it felt… intimate. Personal. Like someone had brushed against her soul without even knowing it.

She stood frozen for a moment, the city's noise fading away as she tried to process what had just happened.

Get a grip, Lila, she scolded herself, shaking off the feeling. It's just a scent. People wear cologne all the time.

But it wasn't just any cologne. It was... his cologne. Whoever he was.

Lila shook her head, laughing at herself. Maybe it was the stress of the job hunt getting to her, or maybe it was just the heat of the day. But the feeling lingered. It wasn't like anything she'd ever experienced before.

With a deep breath, she pushed the thought to the back of her mind and kept walking.

But every step felt different now. Her eyes kept darting around, scanning the crowd for someone who might've walked by, someone who might smell like that. The stranger with the scent that had made her heart skip a beat.

Was she really looking for him? The guy who might not even exist? Was she so desperate for something real in her life that she was now chasing after the ghost of a cologne?

But as she made her way down the sidewalk, she couldn't shake the feeling. The city of Los Angeles was full of people, but somehow, for just a fleeting moment, one stranger had made her feel like she wasn't invisible.

And just like that, Lila made up her mind. She would find him.

She didn't know how, and she didn't know why, but she couldn't stop herself from wanting to know who he was. To find out if the man behind the scent was even real, or just another daydream her lonely heart had conjured up.

With renewed determination, Lila pulled out her phone and made a note in her calendar: Find the man with the cologne.

Because if she was going to be stuck in this city of lost dreams, she might as well chase the one thing that made her feel alive.

---

Lila's phone buzzed again, a reminder that life hadn't stopped spinning just because she'd had a moment of clarity. It was a text from her best friend, Piper:

Piper: "Another rejection?"

Lila stared at the message, biting her lip. She didn't want to admit it—didn't want to tell Piper that it was the same story every day. Instead, she typed back with a half-smile:

Lila: "Yeah, but I'm still looking. Just gotta keep pushing, right?"

The three little dots blinked on the screen as Piper replied almost instantly.

Piper: "You know that's not all you can do, right? You're amazing, Lila. You deserve more than this waiting game. Let's grab drinks later. I'll make sure you get your mind off of it for a while."

Lila smiled softly at the text. Piper was always her rock, always there to remind her of the bigger picture when the world felt small and suffocating. Lila loved her for it, even though a part of her wished Piper could just help her snap out of this funk she was in. But sometimes, it felt like nothing would snap her out of it—not the endless job applications, not the support from her friends, not even the encouragement from her parents back in the Bay Area.

The scent. That's what felt different. It was the only thing that had truly shifted something inside her. The only thing that had brought her out of the fog of self-doubt, even if it was only for a moment. It had been a reminder that there was more to life than deadlines and rejection emails.

She thought about the cologne again. The more she replayed the moment in her mind, the more real it felt, as though it had imprinted itself into her very memory. Could it have been a trick of her senses? An illusion? She had no idea, but the ache to figure it out only grew.

Lila's phone buzzed again—this time, a call from her mom. Her parents had been supportive, yes, but they were also practical. They kept telling her the same thing: "You'll find something soon, honey. Just keep at it. The city is tough, but it's the city of opportunity."

The call felt almost like a formality now. She answered with a bright tone, trying to convince herself as much as her mother.

"Hey, Mom. Everything's good here, just... looking for the right fit."

Her mother didn't buy it. "Lila, honey, are you sure you're okay? You've been sounding a little off lately. You know you can talk to us about anything."

Lila hesitated. Could she tell her mom about the man with the cologne? The search that had begun in her heart but had no clear direction?

But instead, she laughed lightly. "I'm just fine, Mom. Really. I think I'm just ready to find something that excites me. You know, something beyond spreadsheets and business proposals."

Her mom's voice softened. "Well, you're a smart girl. You'll find it. Just don't be too hard on yourself. You've got time."

Lila hung up a few minutes later, feeling an odd mix of gratitude and frustration. Her mom's words were comforting, but the pressure to figure everything out for herself weighed on her like a boulder. She couldn't help but feel like everyone was expecting her to have it all figured out. To have her career and her life all neatly packaged.

But how could she? How could anyone in this city?

---

Later that evening, Lila met Piper at a trendy rooftop bar, the sun dipping low over the Los Angeles skyline, casting the city in a warm golden hue. The sounds of laughter and conversation filled the air as people sipped cocktails and mingled, living the kind of glamorous life Lila sometimes felt she was supposed to be part of. She found Piper already seated at a table near the edge, looking effortlessly chic in a black dress and silver jewelry.

Piper grinned when she saw Lila approaching. "You're a sight for sore eyes. Now, tell me everything—no more holding back, what's going on?"

Lila hesitated, taking a seat across from her friend. She could already feel the heaviness in her chest—the weight of everything she hadn't said. But something about Piper's infectious energy made her feel like maybe tonight, just maybe, she could let it out.

"The truth?" Lila leaned forward, dropping her voice so only Piper could hear. "I'm losing my mind. I can't land a job, and it's driving me crazy. I'm doing everything right. I'm networking, I'm applying for the right positions, but nothing... nothing is working. And I just feel... invisible."

Piper's eyes softened, but she didn't interrupt, letting Lila pour out her frustrations.

"And then—" Lila bit her lip, eyes distant as she recalled the moment. "I was walking down the street today and I smelled something. It was... it was his cologne. I swear to God, it's like it reached into my chest and pulled me in. But the thing is... I didn't see him. I turned around and he was gone."

Piper raised an eyebrow, not judging, but clearly intrigued. "Okay, this is officially a mystery, and I'm in. A cologne mystery? That's my kind of thing."

Lila sighed, looking out at the city. "I know it sounds crazy. I mean, who am I even looking for? A guy I don't even know. But I can't stop thinking about it."

Piper smirked, swirling her drink. "So you're telling me you're going to play detective now? Fine, I'm here for it. But we need a plan."

Lila smiled weakly. "A plan? What's the plan? Go around sniffing people in LA?"

"Hey, it's LA. Anything's possible," Piper teased. "But I get it. This cologne guy has left an imprint on you, hasn't he?"

Lila nodded, feeling the weight of the truth in her chest. This wasn't just about a job anymore.

---

The conversation with Piper lasted long into the night, but Lila barely noticed the passing hours. The more they talked, the more it felt like she was unraveling something deep inside her, a need to grasp onto something—anything—that made her feel alive in a city that had felt so cold and indifferent for months. The truth was, she couldn't keep pretending everything was fine. The rejections, the pressure to succeed, and the loneliness of trying to build a life in LA had all been taking their toll on her.

She needed something to believe in, and the man with the cologne? He was starting to feel like the only thing she could hold onto.

Piper was full of ideas, as always. She had that energy about her, the type of optimism that could convince anyone to try something new, no matter how outlandish. As they sat there, overlooking the glittering city, Lila felt a spark of hope light within her, despite herself.

"Okay, I know this might sound crazy, but..." Piper leaned in, lowering her voice conspiratorially. "Why don't we turn this into a real mission? I mean, really go after it. You have his scent—maybe that's all you need to find him. Think about it: the city's huge, but not that big when you break it down. If we start hitting up some places he might go—like certain bars, restaurants, or even... offices? You never know."

Lila raised an eyebrow. "Are we going full detective on this now? Like a scavenger hunt for a man I don't even know exists?"

Piper's grin widened. "Exactly! You never know who you'll find in this city. Besides, you need a distraction, and this sounds way more fun than job interviews and rejection emails. Plus, I've got your back. We can track him down together."

Lila couldn't help but laugh. Piper always knew how to make even the most absurd ideas seem like a grand adventure. And maybe, just maybe, this was exactly what she needed—something unexpected. Maybe the scent was the universe's way of telling her to stop being so damn practical and take a leap of faith, even if it was just chasing after a random stranger in a city of millions.

But it felt more than that. It felt like something real—like the city had dropped a breadcrumb, and she was the only one who had noticed.

"I can't believe I'm saying this," Lila said, grinning despite herself, "but I'm in. Let's hunt down the man with the cologne."

Piper slapped the table, almost knocking over her drink in her excitement. "Yes! This is going to be epic."

---

The next morning, Lila woke up with a strange sense of anticipation, almost as if the search had already begun—even though it had only been a whimsical conversation with Piper the night before. Still, there was something undeniably thrilling about it.

She threw on her jeans and a simple blouse, not bothering with much else. She didn't have any interviews scheduled for the day, and after the mess of the previous week, she didn't want to waste any more energy feeling sorry for herself. Today, she was going to do something different.

Piper had texted her an hour ago: "Meet me at the usual spot at noon. I've got a few ideas about where we might start."

Lila grabbed her coffee and stepped out onto the balcony of her small apartment in downtown LA. The city sprawled out before her—vast and vibrant, filled with energy, but still somehow, at times, isolating. It was the perfect backdrop for her search. In a city full of people, how hard could it be to track down one man?

She smiled to herself, the beginning of something wild taking root in her chest. It didn't make sense, and it probably wouldn't work, but at least it was something different. It was a break from the suffocating routine she had settled into over the last few months.

---

By noon, Lila met Piper at the café. Piper was already in the middle of a long conversation with the barista, gesturing wildly with her hands, no doubt brainstorming their next move. When Lila walked in, she shot her a bright smile.

"Ready for the adventure of a lifetime?"

Lila raised an eyebrow. "I can't believe I'm actually doing this."

Piper grinned. "You're doing it because you know deep down that this is more exciting than sitting at home sending out resumes that get lost in cyberspace." She paused, her eyes glinting with mischief. "So I did some research. The cologne you described? I'm pretty sure it's not some generic store-bought scent. I've been asking around."

Lila blinked in surprise. "You've been asking around?"

"Of course! It's LA. People know people." Piper gave her a wink. "And I got a lead. There's a high-end bar in Santa Monica, just a couple of blocks from the pier. It's known for attracting business types and celebrities. They only use a few select fragrances for their VIP section. I'm betting the guy's a regular."

Lila's heart skipped a beat. She hadn't expected Piper to move this fast, but the idea of finding even a small clue felt like a shot of adrenaline.

Santa Monica. She hadn't been there in weeks, not since she'd arrived in LA. The beach, the shops, the atmosphere—it all felt like a world away from the sterile boardrooms she had imagined herself walking into months ago.

She glanced at Piper, a mix of excitement and nervousness flooding her. "You're serious about this, huh?"

Piper nodded. "Dead serious. Besides, this is better than sitting around waiting for some 'perfect' job to come along. We're making our own story here."

Lila stood up, feeling the weight of her decision. Maybe this was foolish. Maybe it wouldn't lead anywhere. But as she looked at Piper, she realized she didn't care anymore. For the first time in a long time, she wasn't concerned about what was "practical." She was just... living.

"Okay," Lila said, her voice filled with newfound resolve. "Let's go find the man with the cologne."

---

The car ride to Santa Monica felt longer than it was. Every turn seemed to stretch time, and with each passing block, Lila's mind spiraled into a new worry, a new doubt. The excitement from earlier had faded into a quiet, simmering anxiety. Her fingers drummed nervously against her thighs as she watched the city blur past the windows.

Piper was talking excitedly, as always, but Lila could barely focus. Her mind kept returning to the same thought: What if the man with the cologne was someone completely out of reach?

What if he's a CEO, or someone in a world so different from mine that we'll never cross paths?

Lila hadn't really considered that possibility when she first smelled the cologne. But now, in the quiet of the car, it began to gnaw at her. What if this wasn't just some random guy walking down the street, someone who could be found at the local coffee shop or the corner bar? What if he was a man who operated on a different level entirely? Someone so deeply embedded in the world of power, money, and influence that mingling with people like Lila was simply beneath him?

She could already imagine it—the gleaming towers of corporate offices, the pristine suits, the exclusivity of a world where people like her, fresh out of college and desperate for a break, were seen as nothing more than ants in a vast ecosystem.

The scent had felt so personal, so close, but now the thought of it felt like an illusion. A beautiful, intoxicating illusion she had chased without thinking of the reality behind it.

"What if he's someone important?" Lila said softly, almost to herself, her voice heavy with hesitation.

Piper glanced over at her, raising an eyebrow. "Someone important? Like who?"

Lila hesitated, chewing on her lower lip as she tried to articulate the doubt that had bloomed in her chest. "Like... a CEO. Or someone who runs a massive company. Someone who doesn't need to mingle with people like me. I mean, this cologne—it's not some cheap, generic fragrance. It smells expensive. The kind of thing someone who's out of my league would wear. What if I find him, and he's nothing like what I imagined? What if he doesn't even want someone like me in his life?"

Piper's eyes softened, and for a moment, she didn't seem quite so playful. "Lila, listen to me. This guy? Whoever he is, whatever he does, he's human. He's not some untouchable figure in a tower. He's not some idea you've built up in your mind."

Lila frowned. "You don't understand. It's not just about being a 'human.' It's about whether or not we fit into each other's worlds. He could be the kind of person who wouldn't even look twice at someone like me."

"Someone like you?" Piper repeated, her tone incredulous. "Lila, you're amazing. You're smart, you're driven, and you have a heart that people can't help but notice. Don't start doubting yourself just because this guy might be—what?—a little more 'polished' than you?"

Lila shifted uncomfortably in her seat, her thoughts still spinning. She wasn't used to this kind of doubt. She was always the one who had a plan, the one who kept her head down and worked hard, believing that things would work out if she just followed the rules. But this? This felt different. She didn't even know the first thing about how to chase down a scent, let alone find a guy who might not even care to be found.

And yet, despite all the uncertainties swirling inside her, a part of her couldn't shake the feeling that this was something she needed to do. Something she had to follow through on.

She glanced at Piper, who was still watching her with that mixture of affection and mischief.

"I'm scared," Lila admitted quietly. "Scared that he's out of my league. Scared that I'm just fooling myself into thinking this will lead to something real."

Piper gave a small, understanding smile. "It's okay to be scared. But that doesn't mean you stop, Lila. Sometimes you have to take that leap, even when you don't know where you'll land. You've been playing by everyone else's rules for so long—maybe it's time to break free. Do you really want to let fear dictate your next move?"

Lila stared out the window, watching the ocean come into view as they neared the pier. The salty air seeped into the car, and for the first time in a long time, she felt the weight of her worries lift just a little.

Maybe Piper was right. Maybe it wasn't about whether or not this guy was out of her reach. Maybe it was about wanting to take that chance. Even if it led nowhere, even if it was just a fleeting moment in time, maybe it was worth it to feel something outside of the constant grind of disappointment.

Before she could respond, Piper tapped her on the shoulder, snapping her out of her thoughts.

"Hey, we're almost there. I know you're scared, but you've got this. We're in this together. And remember, the guy might not be a CEO. He could just be some random guy who also happens to wear expensive cologne. It's not like you're diving into a high-stakes romance with a billionaire. Just... enjoy the ride, okay?"

Lila took a deep breath, nodding slowly. She wasn't sure what she was about to find, or even if she'd find anything at all. But right now, she didn't care. She just needed to see this through. For herself.

---

As they parked and stepped out of the car, Lila felt a renewed sense of determination. Yes, there was fear inside her. Fear of finding someone too different, too out of reach. But there was also a thrill—a spark of curiosity she hadn't felt in months. The scent still lingered in her mind, elusive and haunting, but it was enough to make her take this leap into the unknown.

Piper was already leading the way, her usual energy infectious. Lila followed, her heart racing in anticipation. Whether or not she'd find the man behind the cologne didn't matter as much as the fact that, for once, she was doing something.

And that, in itself, was worth more than any job she had applied for.

---

The bar stood tucked just off Ocean Avenue, discreet behind frosted glass and sleek black doors. From the outside, it didn't scream luxury, but the kind of exclusivity that whispered: If you have to ask, you don't belong here.

Lila hesitated at the threshold. Piper had already marched ahead, giving the doorman a bright smile and flashing her phone like she was confirming a reservation she hadn't actually made. Typical Piper—fearless and charming.

Inside, the bar was dim and moody, bathed in golden light. Music throbbed low, jazzy and modern, while a soft murmur of conversation filled the air. The scent of aged wood, citrus cocktails, and expensive perfume wrapped around Lila like a velvet curtain.

But then—it hit her again. That scent.

It floated through the room like smoke, subtle but deliberate. A warmth of leather, spice, and something dark—like black pepper softened by sandalwood. Her heart stuttered.

He was here.

Or had been.

Lila's breath caught as her eyes scanned the crowd. Men in tailored suits leaned against the bar, women in satin dresses laughed behind champagne flutes. Everyone looked like they belonged in a Forbes feature. And here she was—jeans, a tucked blouse, and nervous energy tucked behind a trembling smile.

She turned to Piper, whispering, "He was here. I swear I can smell it."

Piper's eyes widened. "Are you serious?"

Lila nodded slowly, heart pounding like a war drum. "Not just a hint this time. It's stronger."

Piper scanned the room. "Okay. Maybe he's still here. Let's split up. I'll take the terrace, you check near the booths."

Lila moved deeper into the bar, trying not to seem desperate. But her eyes couldn't help tracing every figure that passed, every man that walked by wearing a dark blazer or laughing with a low, confident voice.

And yet, none of them were him.

She paused by the far booth, near a wall lined with vintage photographs of LA's golden age. The scent lingered near the leather seat, stronger now, curling into her senses like a memory. She sat down for a moment, letting it wash over her.

What if he'd been here just minutes ago? What if he's the kind of man who walks in, stuns the room without saying a word, and disappears again before anyone even learns his name?

She swallowed hard. It was absurd, this whole mission. Romantic and foolish and driven entirely by a fantasy. But here, in this space that smelled of mystery and power, it didn't feel foolish at all. It felt like fate.

And then—like an echo—she heard it.

A voice. Low, warm, speaking to the bartender behind her.

She didn't turn right away. Just listened. The tone was polite, but assured. The kind of voice that didn't ask for things—it simply expected them to be done.

By the time she finally turned, her heart thudding against her ribs, the space behind her was empty.

The bartender was still there. But the man?

Gone.

Again.

Only the scent remained.

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