You were my greatest downfall...
I loved you first!
I loved you first...
Beneath the layers
Of paper
That came with the last fall...
I had to go!
I had to go...
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Your hair was so long
When we first met.
I never imagined that
One day I'd regret...
Us.
I said it was over.
I try to forget...
The shit that you did
To my heart,
But you don't see it.
No.
No, you don't feel it.
No...
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We went through all of that
Just to go back to strangers...
I held you down, covered your back
From all of the dangers...
And
I swore I would never go back,
I noted the red flags...
But you were much quicker than that,
You changed all the price tags...
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There was always so much distance,
I could sense it...somehow.
But I have never,
Ever
Felt it
Like I feel it right now.
Can you feel that right now?
No...
I think you are in your own world.
That's okay.
I will be okay,
I think that I've unfurled.
That I've uncurled
Myself from around you.
I've dizzied up the girl...
My love, it tired to
Drown you...
But I tried to
Ground you...
But it crumbled down
Around you
Around who
I had thought was...
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I thought all of your love,
Wall all that I needed.
I should have conceded
Defeated.
I should have retreated.
I think
I shouldn't have repeated
That dance,
The first one was good enough
And
I needed
To leave it.
To leave you.
To believe it...
But you...
No.
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I can't keep blaming you...
I know
What I know
What I already knew.
I loved you
For the you
That you were when I met you.
I'll never forget her.
I'll never regret you.
I just need to move on,
And so, I cannot let you
Keep me.