When I said it wasn't too late for us,
I didn't lie...
But I...
Was communicating
With a feeling
From a different time...
It took a second
For my heart
And mind
To realize
Just all the things you put me through,
You stabbed me
Half a million times...
-
You were the girl of my dreams
While you had constant nightmares
Next to me...
I thought that we
Were destiny
The rest of me
Was just too weak...
And now I see
That I was never
Your priority...
And,
I wish I never
Gave to you
The fucking best of me...
And,
The fucking rest of me
Just knew that you
Were testing me.
Contesting me...
Mentally and emotionally
Arresting me...
-
I realize now
What I should have back then.
You were all of my world.
I was less than
A friend...
I was less than your man.
I was less than,
Less than.
I was lesser than lesser
And lesser again...
But I was...